Chapter 372: Walk Away
readx; Lin Weiwei took a taxi to the hospital that Lin Xingyuan said, and wasted a lot of time, because they were far away, and when they entered the hospital and smelled the disinfectant water again, Lin Weiwei was a little nauseous. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info..
He is especially disgusted with the hospital now, because the people around him are so sick that he often goes to the hospital, which makes him very annoying.
The hospital was a really bad place, at least not for him and the people around him, because once they were in, they would probably never be able to get out again, so he really didn't want to be hospitalized, he didn't want to be swallowed up by this white monster that smelled of a choking monster again.
Lin Weiwei tossed and found the ward where Lin Zishuo was, knocked on the door and entered, only Lin Xingyuan was accompanied inside, and Lin Zishuo was wearing an oxygen mask, his body was connected to various instruments, and he was unconscious. Those instruments monitored her faint symbol of life at all times, and every minute and second, a wave, a sound of alarm could make the people around her very nervous.
Lin Xingyuan stood up: "Weiwei, you are here." "He's still a little excited.
Lin Weiwei nodded, his hands still in his trouser pockets, walked in casually, and glanced at Lin Zi from afar.
He didn't ask Lin Xingyuan to be his father, because he already knew about his mother, and he couldn't forgive this cowardly and selfish man, although Lin Xingyuan was so kind now and seemed to be friendly to him, but he couldn't forgive Lin Xingyuan for everything he did to his mother, to him and his sister.
Lin Xingyuan looked at Lin Zi with Lin Weiwei's gaze and said, shook his head, and said with great sadness: "She is still the same." ”
"Is there no hope?" Lin Weiwei turned his head to ask him, and suddenly found that his sideburns and hair were gray, it was only one year, and he was so much older than the previous year, and Lin Zi said that he had to worry about it a lot.
Lin Xingyuan shook his head. He and Feng Qing were desperate now, because there was no longer any good medicine or medical method to save Lin Zi, the only thing they could do was to delay her passing essence as much as possible and let her live for a few more days, because the couple really couldn't afford to lose her, and they couldn't bear the pain of losing their beloved daughter!
Lin Weiwei suddenly said quietly: "She is not my sister's fault, she has this disease in the first place, so sooner or later there will be such a day." ”
Lin Xing looked at him puzzled.
Lin Weiwei still stared at Lin Zi and said, with a faint pity, but he said very rationally: "My sister pushed her down by mistake, and she injured her legs and feet, but because she had a genetic disease, she became ill, and her health became worse and worse, and she could only lie in the hospital in the end, not because my sister pushed her, she got this disease." ”
Lin Weiwei remembered that Feng Qing blamed Lin Yanyan for the reason for Lin Zi's illness, and he felt ridiculous.
"You hurt my mother, hurt me and my sister like this, and the retribution has been suffered on Lin Zishuo, Lin Zi said that it is really pitiful, because of parents like you. ”
"Weiwei, are you here to criticize me?" Lin Xingyuan was a little difficult to accept, because he was already very sad, and suddenly looked forward to Lin Weiwei to visit Lin Zi and said, I thought that Lin Weiwei was a little moved, but I didn't expect Lin Weiwei to come over and fall into the ground.
Lin Weiwei looked at him: "What am I criticizing you for, I don't want to criticize you at all, I'm just saying a fair word for my dead mother, my sister and myself." Lin Weiwei raised his head slightly, his expression was still light, "Since you and Feng Qing did those things at the beginning, you should have the courage to bear all the retribution." ”
"Weiwei, Zi said that she is your own sister, she is already like this, you can't talk about her like this!"
"I didn't say she ......" Lin Weiwei looked out the window and smiled slowly, "I also think she is a poor person, if she really wants to fall into the well, it is you and Feng Qing who will fall into the well!"
"How can you be like this, I'm your father, Weiwei!" Lin Xingyuan's expression was excited, and he was about to cry because it was too painful.
"The word father has never been foreign to me. Lin Weiwei looked at him lightly and said lightly.
Lin Xingyuan wanted to say something, but Lin Weiwei stopped his words lightly: "I came here today, I didn't quarrel with you, I did come to visit her, how to say that she is also a poor person, so I came." ”
Lin Xingyuan slowly sat down on the chair, his hand resting on the edge of the bed suddenly clenched into a fist, and then he lowered his head and shed tears in pain.
He is really in pain and regret now, if he knew that Lin Zi said that it would be like this, he and Feng Qing would not have done it back then, and they would definitely leave a way back for Guan Yuewei and Lin Yanyan, if time could be repeated, they were willing to go again and modify the road of the year. Or even if God wants to punish him, he and Feng Qing should be punished, why deprive their daughter of her life?
He has nothing left now, and he is sad for this daughter, and his only son, Lin Weiwei, ...... I am afraid that I will also leave him.
This is really God's retribution, let him cut off his children and grandchildren, otherwise how can such a small probability of family genetic diseases be inherited to his two children? He is already old, and he lost two children at once, and for the sake of his daughter's illness, he and Feng Qing will also have nothing, and even the house has been sold to Lin Zi for treatment, and if they lose these two children, they really have nothing.
Lin Xingyuan raised his head and asked Lin Weiwei painfully: "Weiwei, is your condition okay?"
Lin Weiwei smiled bitterly, he really felt that Lin Xingyuan was very funny as a father, his son had been sick for so long, he didn't care, only Lin Zi said in his heart, he came over now, and he thought about it slowly, and asked slowly.
Lin Weiwei didn't respond, looked at Lin Zi and said, "You still care more about her! Since you haven't worried about your son before, why worry about it now?"
"Towering ......"
Lin Xingyuan wanted to say something, but his indifferent expression was silent again.
The father and son were silent for a while, Lin Xingyuan's phone rang, it seemed that Feng Qing was calling, he didn't want Lin Weiwei to hear the conversation between him and Feng Qing, so he walked out.
Lin Weiwei stayed alone in the ward, bowed his head and said, then walked up and looked down
Lin Zi said that the breath of life is indeed very fragile, and he was originally a very beautiful person, but now he is so thin that he can't come to his fair and ruddy face, and now he is only sallow and withered.
Although Lin Weiwei was sarcastic just now, he really sympathized with what Lin Zi said, even if he refused to admit it, he still clearly positioned her as his sister in his heart, so he was very sad when he said this.
Lin Zi on the hospital bed said that his eyes moved slightly, and suddenly opened his eyes slowly, and then slowly turned his eyes, towering.
The appearance of her being able to wake up accurately made Lin Weiwei feel that she didn't feel like she had just woken up at all, but was already awake and just pretending to be asleep, because it was impossible for the person who had just woken up to be so awake, and it was impossible for her to face the rare guests around her so calmly and accurately.
Lin Weiwei was not shocked, but just looked down at her calmly.
Lin Zi said softly, Lin Weiwei didn't hear clearly, and Lin Weiwei finally bent down and leaned on his ears to listen to her.
Lin Zi said in a low voice, "Forgive them." ”
Lin Weiwei turned his head, unexpectedly.
Lin Zi said and whispered: "I have borne all their sins, and I don't blame Lin Yanyan, I don't blame anyone, so you can forgive them too!"
Lin Weiwei replied: "They deserve retribution, I forgive them if I don't forgive them, it has nothing to do with you." ”
Lin Zi said that he endured the pain of illness and smiled: "He is also your father...... You are my brother, I have always treated you as my brother, I would like to hear you call me sister, but you are afraid you don't want to...... It's really a shame......"
Lin Weiwei didn't know what she was going to do, staring at it with a clear gaze and not responding.
"Weiwei, you are my younger brother, you also suffer from the same disease as me, you don't have many days, you are born, old, sick and die, you have no emotion when you come, and you have no emotion when you die, why bother to cause pain to the living?"
"Are you enlightening me?"
"Future...... You will also be like me, describing the withered body as sick, unconscious, faint more than awake, why do you have such stubborn emotions...... Stay in the grave?"
Lin Weiwei laughed "heh", I don't know whether it was ridicule or sneering, and then straightened up and took a step back, unwilling to approach her again.
Lin Zi said that he looked at him with tears in his eyes and stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to hold him, wanted to say more to him, and wanted to beg him. But Lin Weiwei ignored it.
Lin Zi said that he struggled for a while, and suddenly his face hesitated, frowning in pain, and he looked very uncomfortable, and the equipment in the ward also began to make alarm sounds.
Lin Weiwei was surprised, and wanted to step forward to ask her what was wrong, but Lin Xingyuan had already rushed in from outside, pushed him away and nervously asked Lin Zi what was wrong, and then pressed the bedside caller, and asked him loudly: "What did your sister say?"
Lin Weiwei was stunned. Lin Xingyuan rushed out of the door and shouted for a doctor. The paramedics soon came, kicked them out, and closed the door for rescue.
Lin Xingyuan lay on the glass on the door and wept bitterly.
Lin Weiwei was dazed, no matter how far away he looked painful, his heart felt like falling into the deep sea.
Lin Xingyuan also turned around and cried and asked him: "What did you say to your sister, why did she suddenly become like this, do you know how difficult it is for us to save her once in her condition!"
Lin Weiwei didn't speak, let Lin Xingyuan shake and question, his heart became colder and colder. Later, he quietly left while Lin Xingyuan continued to lie back to the glass and nervously guarded Lin Zi.
In fact, if Lin Xingyuan was willing to apologize and apologize to him and his dead mother, he would forgive Lin Xingyuan, but Lin Xingyuan obviously only regarded Lin Zi as his daughter, and he didn't feel any guilt and compensation for him, let alone mention his dead mother, he was really very cold, so he couldn't forgive Lin Xingyuan, and he couldn't agree to Lin Zi's request.
Lin Weiwei is gone, leaving this hospital, I am afraid that he will not come back in the future.
Anyway, he doesn't have much time, and it's enough to come back and take a look.
Lin Weiwei walked aimlessly on the street, smiling wryly and his eyes wet. He could imagine that he would lie lifeless in the ward like Lin Zi in the future, with a sallow face and withered face, and his sister who was guarding him would also be described as haggard and even gray-haired.
He is a child abandoned by his father and has nothing to be nostalgic for. And his sister who loves him has also been worried about him for more than ten years, and he doesn't want to bother his sister anymore, so he actually has a better way to solve this matter.
Lin Weiwei suddenly wanted to go to a distant place, and he didn't plan to come back, he didn't want his sister to be like Lin Zi said, and he didn't want his sister to stick to it because she didn't want to give up, and she wasted time and energy for more than a year, and there was still no result.
Anyway, his illness has invaded the texture, and this condition is just like what the doctor said, when he doesn't have an attack, he is like a normal person, and the gods can't save him when he has an attack, and he knows that his time is running out.