"I figured it out, hehe, that's right" Grandma Lu was very happy, glancing at her grandson, with a tsundere look that she had to get out of the horse to do.

Lu Xintou still remained skeptical and kept staring at Lin Yanyan.

Grandma took Lin Yanyan's hand and said: "In the future, if he bullies you, you tell grandma, grandma will definitely help you get justice, if you can marry into our Lu family, grandma is your solid backing."

Lin Yanyan looked lost, kept lowering her head and said embarrassedly: "Grandma, I just tried to fall in love with him, and it's too early to talk about marriage."

"Good, good, I know, I know. You guys try to date first, if it goes well, grandma has confidence in you."

Lin Yanyan smiled reluctantly and stopped talking.

And Lu Xintou kept staring at Lin Yanyan, seeing that she suddenly showed such an obedient expression, it was not like her in the past, such Lin Yanyan was too submissive, too submissive to make people feel distressed, such Lin Yanyan was too unfamiliar, so strange that he felt that this was not the result he wanted.

After leaving the hospital, Lu Xintou asked Lin Yanyan: "Why did you agree?"

Lin Yanyan looked up at him: "Don't you want me to agree?"

Her gaze also softened, not as stubborn and stubborn as before, she used to talk to her about this kind of problem and she always had to quarrel with him, but now she didn't, just looked at him so calmly.

Lu Xintou was in a complicated mood: "Is this what you thought in your heart, or did the old lady just press too hard before you answered?"

"If I'm just trying to cope with grandma, how can I talk to you calmly now," Lin Yanyan still responded calmly.

"But this is not what you think in your heart, I don't see your heart being convinced, I only see your obedience. ”

Lin Yanyan sighed, lowered her head and walked down the steps, she walked very slowly step by step, squinted into the distance and said quietly: "I used to think that love is very important, but if there is no fate, even if the love falls apart, there is no result, just in vain and sad, the most beautiful thing about love is not to make people happy and happy, so sad love can still be called love For me, love is to stay together, if you can't be together, why stick to it For you, love is possession."

Lin Yanyan turned his head to look at him, squinting his eyes and his eyes were misty, "You like someone, whether she likes you or not, you have to get her, so I hit it off with you, there is nothing willing, there is nothing to stick to, I just figured it out." ”

"I'm glad you finally agreed to be my girlfriend, but I'm not very happy that you compromised in this way. I admit that I am very strong and possessive, but if the person I love is unhappy, I will also be miserable, even if I sometimes force you, but in my heart I want you to be with me willingly. ”

"What do you want to do willingly, I didn't take the initiative to say it when you forced me, I want to be with you, isn't it willing?"

"Willingness should be spontaneous from the heart, and take the initiative to say the promise with a happy expression, not the way you just went against the grain, and it is not the appearance that you don't care at all now. You make me very confused, although I got you, but it is not the result I imagined. ”

Lin Yanyan was silent for a long time before saying, "I admit that I have some elements of compromise. ”

Sure enough, Lu Xintou looked ahead and suddenly smiled bitterly.

"Because I owe you so much that I can't afford to pay it back, and my grandmother is too good to me, I don't want her to be sad. But I'm not without thinking about anything other than compromise"

Lin Yanyan turned his head to look into the distance, and said in a quiet tone, "Maybe I still love Jingchen in my heart at this moment, but you have also seen the ending of the two of me, I have no future with him and life is so realistic, I can't hold on to a relationship to stagnate."

She used to think about guarding Jingchen like a jade and waiting for him to come back, even if she couldn't wait for Jingchen, she would not easily accept other people's feelings if she lived in her heart.

In the past, she regarded love as very important, very sacred, and not to be defiled, but unfortunately the reality was too cruel. Lin Weiwei's illness in the past few days has made her realize how fragile she is, all living beings, she is just small and floating, and she can't resist the ravages of life, she should have more important things to do than love, such as sacrificing for family affection and gratitude, so she learned to compromise.

"I should try a new love. And I see everything you have done for me, although I hated you very much before, but I have to say that you have moved me very much recently, and also let me see your sincerity, so I think I should give each other a chance, instead of keeping an impossible relationship all the time. ”

Hearing this, Lu Xintou finally hooked the corners of his lips with satisfaction, and his heart relaxed a lot, but he still had some concerns, and he asked her tentatively: "You accept me so much, not because of compromise, but also because you see my sincerity."

Lin Yanyan nodded, but didn't look at him, but stared down at his toes helplessly.

Lu Xintou felt a hint of joy in her heart, and asked her tentatively: "If you are given a chance now and the last chance, if you are unwilling to accept me, you can still say no, and I will not force you, otherwise I will acquiesce that you are willing to be with me, and I will not let go, what do you do?"

Lin Yanyan stood on the steps and rubbed his toes for a while, then suddenly looked up and said to him, "I won't say no." ”

"Really"

"Really"

Lu Xintou turned around, grabbed her shoulders and turned her to himself, looked at her with his head down, and said in an unusually serious tone: "Yanyan, now that grandma is not here, no one will force you, I solemnly ask you again: Do you want to be with me and be my girlfriend"

Lin Yanyan felt that he was exaggerating, so why bother to verify it again and again, but it was such a serious and persistent Lu Xintou who moved her heart.

If at first she accepted him because of compromise, but at that moment just now, she was really a little willing to accept him.

Just ask how many men in the world can pay for a woman without regrets, have no regrets and rarely seek returns, Lu Xin's mouth is very bad, but he told her with words and deeds that he can really be her knight, and he can do anything for her.

To see if someone loves you is not to see what he says, but to see what he does.

Lin Yanyan's expression was very complicated, on the one hand, she was moved by his sincerity, and on the other hand, she was weak because of her insincerity, compared to his love for her, she could indeed respond much, much less.

Lin Yanyan hid her emotions and looked into his eyes and responded: "I am willing to even if there is no grandmother, I will still agree, because when I was in the ward just now, I was not joking." ”

Lu Xin smiled contentedly: "This is what you said" He took her into his arms, put his arms around her waist and walked down the steps with her.

The moment Lin Yanyan was forced to lean into Lu Xintou's arms, she knew that her life would depend on this man, and in return, she could no longer be half-hearted, but should devote herself wholeheartedly to this relationship. No matter who she loved before, she still can't let go of anyone, and no matter whether she can fall in love with Lu Xintou, she will learn to fall in love with him in the future.

She had experienced a lot this day, and she didn't think that she would accept Lu Xintou before she came, but didn't many things happen so suddenly, many ideas, which look deep-rooted, can actually change in an instant.

This morning was very short, but for Lin Yanyan, it seemed like a century had passed, because it took her half an hour to complete the adjustment of her own psychology, and it only took half an hour, from the one who felt the most unlikely to accept Lu Xintou before to now accepting him calmly, if it was in the past, it would take her months or even years to complete this progress.

Regardless of whether the path she chooses now is right or not, she has already chosen, and she must go on without hesitation.

Lin Yanyan snuggled in Lu Xintou's arms, letting him happily hug him, but he was cranky and his expression was lost.

Because Lin Yanyan only took two days off, she has been absent from work so far, but Lin Yanyan still doesn't consider going back. This morning, she just learned that her kidney could not match Lin Weiwei's, but in order to give Lin Weiwei the best chance, she decided to meet Lin Xingyuan, who had not been visited for a long time and had never thought of taking the initiative to visit in her life.

Lu Xintou didn't have time to accompany her because she had to go back to the company to deal with affairs, so Lin Yanyan went to Lin Xingyuan's place of work to find him.

Lin Yanyan got Lin Xingyuan's phone number through Lu Xintou before she went, and also called Lin Xingyuan, Lin Xingyuan didn't know why she was looking for him, but he was very happy to hear that she took the initiative to find him, so he agreed to come out to meet.

Lin Yanyan was waiting in the café, and after Lin Xingyuan came, he asked her with a warm smile: "Yanyan, why did you suddenly come to find Dad?"

Lin Yanyan re-examined this man, the person in front of him was in his 50s, and he was well maintained before, but now he is obviously stained with some traces of time. The hair on his forehead was mixed with gray hair, but he was no longer as enthusiastic about dyeing his hair as he had been, but let it develop. In the past, he always paid attention to etiquette in suits and leather shoes, but now he wears a shirt and a zipper jacket and walks out, looking very ordinary, let people look at it at all, I didn't expect that this person 10 years ago also had infinite scenery, he used to be the owner of a company, hundreds of employees under his hands, there are drivers and secretaries to follow, and there are people to greet him wherever he goes.

In Lin Yanyan's impression when he was a child, his father was tall, mighty, handsome and elegant, he had a good temper, although he didn't spend much time at home, but when he came home, he always smiled at her and spoke softly.

After her mother's death, she was prejudiced against this man, so she completely ignored his goodness, hated him abnormally, and regarded him as the most unforgivable scum demon in her heart.

But now 10 years later, when she knows her life experience and looks back at the past, she finds that many of the ideas she thinks are right are actually wrong.

For example, she thought that her mother loved her very much, but her mother didn't love her, and her mother loved Lin Weiwei the most.

For example, she felt that her mother was not wrong at all, but when she and Xing Penghui conceived out of wedlock, and when Lin Xingyuan married Lin Xingyuan, wasn't it also a sin

She can't find out who was right and who was wrong 10 years ago, but she knows that right and wrong are in opposition to each other in this world, and no one is purely right and no one is purely wrong.

Lin Yanyan whispered: "I'm sorry, I should thank you for silently enduring my existence and selflessly raising me for more than ten years more than twenty years ago." ”