Chapter 423: Give it a go
readx; The strength of Jingchen's hand deepened a little, held her tightly, stared down into her eyes and said, "Believe me, I will never abandon you again!"
He did his best to give her trust and comfort, maybe the success was in this moment, and if she really unloaded her heart to accept her, she would have come out of this shadow. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info(.. )
But no matter how hard he tried, Xing Yanyan was still in a state of entanglement, and she even felt that Jingchen's eyes were a kind of pressure, she didn't dare to face it, and finally lowered her head.
"Yanyan?" Jingchen said in a low voice, a little anxious.
Xing Yanyan looked at him again, wanted to speak and stopped, but still lowered his head.
It was difficult for her to make a choice, and it was a big hurdle. She is naturally afraid of being abandoned by others, since she was a child, whether it is her mother's selfish departure or her father's ignorance of her existence, or the harm that Lu Xintou once gave her, or the willful end of her life, these people have abandoned her and hurt her to varying degrees.
And Jingchen, she thought she was a gentle and considerate man who knew how to understand and love her, but in the end she also hurt her, so that she couldn't trust anyone anymore.
Even if Jingchen behaved sincerely, as long as she hadn't recognized it to that point in her heart, it would still be difficult for her to accept it.
She didn't know what was wrong with her, why she was so entangled, obviously she liked Jingchen a lot, but she still couldn't really unload her heart and accept him! Whenever she wanted to accept Jingchen, there was always a great resistance in her heart, hindering her impulse, making it impossible for her to take this step.
Xing Yanyan hesitated to shake Jingchen's hand, tangled it for a while, and finally broke his hand and took a step back, bowed his head and said quickly: "Jingchen, I want to ...... I still can't promise you!"
"Why, Yanyan? Why?" Jingchen suddenly became a little excited, this was a rare time for him to be excited, because he was so looking forward to it, so anxious, thinking that he could succeed, but she pushed it away after the last step, he was a little difficult to accept, and he hated her for not being steel!
Xing Yanyan shook his head: "I don't know, but ...... I'm really not ready!I'm sorry!" She finished and ran away in a hurry, not giving Jingchen a chance to explain.
No matter how Jingchen called her, she didn't look back, for fear that as soon as she turned around, she would fall into a more tangled and sad state!
Xing Yanyan quickly got in the car and drove the car home, and then ran all the way home, and when she closed the door, her heart was still extremely urgent, her heart was beating like thunder, and she was even more sad and entangled, she couldn't help but hold her forehead and grab her hair.
She doesn't know why she is like this, it may be that after Weiwei left, her state became more and more obvious, she didn't dare to give her feelings easily, for fear that these people would eventually leave her, and she was still alone after all.
If she doesn't want to be sad and lonely, the best way is not to accept anyone easily, this is the best way for her to protect herself, maybe!
Jingchen stayed where he was for a long time, looking at the direction where she had disappeared, a deep sense of frustration rose in his heart, and he raised his hands and put them down helplessly. He was even at a loss for Xing Yanyan, he couldn't even find a way to deal with her, how else could he persuade her, and what else could he do to make her truly believe in him!
He attributed Xing Yanyan's behavior to a lack of security, but the lack of security like her was really to a pathological level, and he decided to ask his psychological counselor friend about it, I don't know if there is a way to enlighten Xing Yanyan from a psychological point of view.
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The days were calm for two days, because everyone was very busy, even if Jingchen was also in Beijing, Xing Yanyan rarely saw him, and Wu Kai was also on a business trip, so he would not come to disturb her for the time being, Xing Yanyan was calm for two days, going to work as usual every day, and visiting his father in the hospital as usual until the weekend.
On the weekend, Xing Yanyan went out shopping alone, and she was going to buy a pair of high heels for the prom, because Mr. Tang's daughter invited her to her birthday party in two weeks.
Soon after she came to Beijing, she met the daughters of Mr. Tang and other executives, and her father arranged it, and her father was only afraid that she would be lonely in Beijing.
Several girls are of the same age, and they have become acquainted with each other a lot after eating, but afterwards, Mr. Tang's daughter contacted Xing Yanyan several times, but Xing Yanyan didn't take the initiative to contact her family, and Xing Yanyan didn't know how to get along with others.
Although Mr. Tang's daughter is quite enthusiastic, Xing Yanyan feels that there is still a certain generation gap between herself and them. These girls have no worries about food and clothing since they were young, and Xing Yanyan has had a hard life for ten years, so there are still big differences in all aspects of the opinions with them, so she still hasn't found a way to get along with them happily.
After a long time, Mr. Tang's daughter seemed to think that she was cold, and she had little contact, until recently, because she was about to celebrate her birthday, she called Xing Yanyan again and sent an invitation to Xing Yanyan.
Xing Yanyan still cherishes this, and feels that he should prepare well, and he can't keep disappointing others.
The last time she had dinner, she heard Mr. Tang's daughter say that they usually run all over the world and shop all over the world, but this is not enough, and she also hired one or two overseas purchasing agents to run various shopping malls, and buy them back when they find good clothes and shoes, so that even if they don't have time to go shopping, they can buy the latest listing and best style back in the most timely manner, and there will be no worry that there is something that cannot be bought.
Xing Yanyan feels that the living level of these girls has reached the level of purely spending money to pass the time, if according to her ideas, the clothes are enough to wear, why bother to catch up with the trend and new products, and you must buy the latest models in the world?
Mr. Tang's daughter has two cloakrooms and a room of shoes, and she herself says that many clothes and shoes may not be worn once a year, but she still keeps buying them, because full clothes and shoes are very fulfilling.
Their usual life is to post photos of various outings and dance parties in the circle of friends, and few of them go to work seriously, because most of them are only in their early 20s, or they are still studying abroad or have just graduated, and their families are not urging, and they are not in a hurry to go to work. So their days are all about playing.
When they returned to Beijing, they worked hard and expressed their incomprehension. Of course, Xing Yanyan didn't like to play around like them, so he explained that he was much older than them and had passed the age of playing.
Mr. Tang's daughter suggested that Xing Yanyan also hire one or two overseas purchasing agents, just wait for them to buy her clothes and shoes, so she doesn't have to go out shopping so hard, and she may not find her favorite.
But Xing Yanyan refused, first of all, she didn't need clothes and shoes like their house, and secondly, she went shopping by herself to know what kind of style she wanted.
In the end, she is insecure about others, or she prefers to do it herself.
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Xing Yanyan walked around the mall for a while, and suddenly heard someone shouting, "Oh, Miss Xing!"
Xing Yanyan turned around, a middle-aged woman in her 40s, with short curly hair, dark red-framed glasses, and quite fashionable, this is the director of the Beijing office of Jianghai Accounting Firm.
Jianghai Accounting Firm is one of the firms that have long-term cooperation with Xing's Group and provide financial support, last time Xing Yanyan provided the phone number of the person in charge of Jianghai Accounting Firm to Ling Qi and let Ling Qi choose, and then she inquired and knew that Ling Qi chose their family.
Xing Yanyan stopped and said with a smile: "Director Ming, are you also here to go shopping?"
"Yes, my daughter and I went out shopping, she went to the bathroom, I waited here, I didn't expect to run into you coming over!" Director Ming smiled heartily.
Xing Yanyan also smiled, and asked them about Lu Xintou's current situation by the way: "Have you been busy lately? By the way, I recommended you to the IV Group last time, and I heard that they chose you?"
"Yes, yes, thanks to Miss Xing, but...... That project...... Alas, halfway through, the IV Group suddenly said that they didn't plan to do it, they paid the rest of the honorarium, and said that they didn't need our help!"
"How...... Did you encounter any problems, why didn't you do it all of a sudden?" Xing Yanyan was surprised.
"I heard that they hadn't talked to their client about the project yet, and halfway through it, it ran aground again, so IV paid us and called our people back. ”
Xing Yanyan frowned: "Such a big movement...... You...... You didn't seem to have told me?"
Director Ming smiled: "I thought Miss Xing was just helping us contact business,... IV Group has a friend of Miss Xing in this project?"
Xing Yanyan didn't know how to explain it to her, and it happened that her daughter came out. Director Ming said a few polite words to Xing Yanyan, and Xing Yanyan had no choice but to send them away.
She continued to visit the mall alone, but suddenly she was in no mood, found a place to drink coffee, and called Ling Qi.
It doesn't matter if you don't make this phone call, you only know that Lu Xintou has such a big thing happened recently!
Ling Qi said that Lu Xintou had negotiated with Mr. Wang and signed a contract before starting the project, but Mr. Wang suddenly returned, and Lu Xintou's halfway project had to be stranded.
Xing Yanyan asked: "How can you regret that you have signed a contract?"
Ling Qidao: "Alas, this matter is too complicated to say, there is a problem with the contract procedures, and I can't explain it to Miss Xing!"
Xing Yanyan frowned. Although she couldn't understand it, she somewhat understood that this might be a trap for Mr. Wang.
No matter how high Lu Xintou's experience in this industry is, in front of Mr. Wang, the old fritter, is still a little tender after all. Mr. Wang can sit on such a powerful wealth kingdom, if he didn't have superior ability, how could he get mixed up today, so Lu Xintou fell into the pit this time, and it is estimated that he was framed by Fu Yiying and Mr. Wang! I don't know if they designed the framing route to set Lu Xintou at the beginning, or if they temporarily changed their hexagram after cooperating. According to Fu Yiying's personality and Mr. Wang's ability to turn his hands into clouds and his hands into rain, everything is very possible!
She persuaded Lu Xintou that Fu Yiying was not credible, and that she couldn't keep messing with her, Lu Xintou didn't listen, this would fall into the pit, and it would be a long lesson!
Xing Yanyan inquired with Ling Qi about the situation again, and after knowing what Mr. Wang wanted to do, she decided to go to City A.
Coincidentally, she recently heard from her father that Xing's Group has a project to seek cooperation, Wu Kai is on a business trip to talk about business, she thinks that this project can be talked to Mr. Wang, if Mr. Wang is willing to give up Fu Yiying's Longtu Group and cooperate with her Xing's Group, then she can not only help her father get business, but also help Lu Xintho.
Because the fundamental obstacle between Mr. Wang and Lu Xintou is Fu Yiying, and Fu Yiying's biggest capital to buy Mr. Wang is to be able to give greater benefits.
Businessman, friendship in the shopping mall is based on interests, Mr. Wang and Fu Yiying have such a good relationship, is not a long-term cooperation profitable? But if she can put forward greater favorable conditions than Fu Yiying, Mr. Wang will definitely betray Fu Yiying and turn to her, then she will cooperate with Mr. Wang, she will have a certain right to speak, if she needs IV Group to participate in their investment, Mr. Wang should still consider her opinion.
Xing Yanyan planned to do so, so no matter what, she had to go to City A and give it a go!