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"Why don't you read it, what a great opportunity this is? How many students dream of it! Director Jian said to Li Mu with envy and regret.
"I think about it, I want to work first after graduation to earn money and reduce the burden on my family......," Li Mu said firmly to Director Jian.
"In that case, then I will do as you wish. After listening to Li Mu's explanation, Director Jian said to Li Mu, and agreed to Li Mu's request, because for Director Jian, he can imagine a rural family that is not wealthy, for a child who is studying in college in the city, and for expensive design students, that kind of difficulty can be known, and Director Jian himself is a child from the countryside, he has more experience of the hardships, and suddenly Director Jian feels that the student opposite is different, and feels that the classmate in front of him has the ability to deal with major events not to be underestimated, and in Director Jian's heart, it is more of an admiration and rest assured of this young man, Director Jian has already sent full blessings to Li Mu in his heart.
Li Mu left Director Jane's office and walked alone on the way back to the dormitory. Because of the cold, Li Mu subconsciously pulled his hat down, and this sense of self-protection that felt cold told him that he was a normal person, a smart person with wisdom, and that he was not the kind of fool who "just had a demeanor and didn't want a temperature"! Everything he did, in his own opinion, definitely did more advantages than disadvantages. He just thought that it would be beneficial for two people to work on his own, and it might not be beneficial to anyone if he went to graduate school. He just wants to work, have enough money, can get himself through the difficulties, and can also help Xiao Wu, at least let Xiao Wu graduate from college smoothly with his own sponsorship! He doesn't want to get any return from Xiao Wu, because the idea of funding Xiao Wu comes completely from Li Mu's heart, and he doesn't need support or waver. Li Mu thought as he walked, leaving a clear trail in the snow.
Li Mu and Xiao Wu still have classes every day, three canteens, and study rooms, such an ironclad "three points and one line" life, the calendar is torn off one by one in the bland, and it will not remind anyone before it is torn off, let alone leave traces for anyone, this is life, there are joys, and there are regrets. When the bony sense of reality collides with the fullness of the ideal, I always become more skinny, always secretly glancing at the cruelty brought by fate in the dark, not daring to look at it, not daring to face it, even if it is a good result, this may be called escaping, and this may also be a young label, rebellion is not necessarily a bad thing, just like friction, people always find a way to overcome it and reduce it, but they can't live without it. Li Mu sat in the back seat of Xiao Wu every day, looking at the back of this person who wanted to accompany him for the rest of his life, Li Mu could feel the excellent, sunny, brave, and positive side of the person in front of him, therefore, Li Mu could think of what this person would grow into in five or ten years? He must be a successful, steady, and energetic little man! Although this idea of near-perfection is just a beautiful vision, its realization is only a matter of time, and there is nothing to doubt in the slightest. Li Mu's heart became more and more determined to give up the idea of Baoyan, because in Li Mu's heart, he could go to graduate school in the future, join the work first, make money to support himself, solve the financial burden of his family, and not let his parents be so tired, and at the same time ensure that Xiao Wu would not encounter too big financial problems, although for himself, it is to give up the opportunity to study in graduate school, but this abandonment can benefit others including Xiao Wu, why not, Li Mu will not selfishly enjoy the bread of God's gift and let others starve, this giving up is worth it, and his brain is already very smart, with his own efforts, it is not a problem to be admitted to a graduate school in the future, so giving up Baoyan is not necessarily a bad thing, after all, your starting point is good. Xiao Wu is a very important person to Li Mu, and Li Mu is willing to give up something for this important person.
Although there are not many days left to study with Xiao Wu, after all, he is about to graduate and leave school, but the days in the future will be longer, to the extent that it will take a lifetime to complete, and Li Mu hopes that the person in front of him can accompany him to spend the rest of his life. Humans are not afraid of being unemotional, they are afraid of being emotional. When emotional, the human brain seems to be not controlled by people, and it is allowed to act, so people's behavior looks strange, and people's decisions become unacceptable and ridiculous, but for the person concerned, the most correct decision is nothing more than this, how correct and great what they have done. This self-confidence is definitely not boasting, or excusing one's ridiculous behavior, it is moved by emotion, it is understood, it does not need to be commented on, it only needs to be glanced at when you pass by, and it is enough to show support.
"I heard that you gave up Baoyan?" An Liu asked Li Mu.
"Yes, Sixth Brother is really well-informed!" Li Mu replied to An Liu.
"I heard that you and Bai Wenwu are getting closer, and some people say that they can see you two every day in the study room, and they won't give up because of him, right?" An Liu asked Li Mu suspiciously.
"What are you talking about, you are stupid for me? He's a man, and they panic when I go to self-study with boys! Besides, the study hall is for self-study, and I happen to go to a classroom often. Li Mu quibbled.
"It's not the best, we're the best classmates, you have something to tell me, don't do stupid things, you know?" An Liu said to Li Mu.
"Sixth brother I know, don't worry, I'm measured!" Li Mu replied.
Today's Li Mu doesn't care very much about whether he is wrong to give up Baoyan, other people's opinions don't say anything, on the contrary, it will seriously interfere with his decision, make himself hesitate, suffer from gains and losses, Li Mu has warned himself more than once, if he feels that something is right, then go forward and let it go, it doesn't have time to wait for you to think, all you can do is to grab it when it passes by, give it a possibility to stay for a while, only in this way, will you have a greater opportunity, you must be generous, understand the trade-off, in the choice and trade-off, mature, strong。
Li Mu and Xiao Wu came out of the study room and walked to the dormitory, snowflakes were falling in the sky, and the weather was a little cold, so that there were few pedestrians on the road, but it was not no one. This adds a touch of gloom to the beautiful snowy night, making people want to speed up the pace and get to their destination quickly, because the street lights on both sides, only one side is turned on, as dim as a ghost fire, just to give people the minimum lighting.
Li Mu followed behind Xiao Wu, and the two of them walked like this, one after the other, with goosebumps under their feet.
Soon Xiao Wu and Li Mu came to the corner of Xiao Wu's dormitory building, and since there were no street lights here, the light was extremely dim. Suddenly, Xiao Wu and Li Mu met several people, and one of them took Xiao Wu's arm and said:
"Dude! singing well, I like it very much, I want to make friends with you, I'm Wang Huan from the 14th Department of Economics." ”
"I don't know you, and I don't want to be friends with you, let me go and ask you to respect yourself!" Xiao Wu was frightened by what was happening in front of him, but in order to get out of trouble, he still pretended to be calm.
"Make a friend!" Wang Huan didn't mean to let go at all.
"Let him go!" Li Mu suddenly shouted.
"Who are you! Dare to take care of Lao Tzu's affairs! Tired of being alive!" Wang Huan said angrily.
"Don't care who I am, let him go!" Li Mu said sharply.
Seeing this situation, the few people who came together couldn't say that they added their fists and kicks, and knocked Li Mu to the ground in a few strokes.
"Hurry up, or I'll shout for help!" Li Muqiang endured the pain and yelled at Wang Huan and the group.
Wang Huan didn't know what Li Mu was from, although there were no people on the road, but there were still them, Wang Huan and a few of them thought about it, and there was nothing cheap to take advantage of, in case it really called for help, alarming the classmates on the road, it would be a big deal, so he stopped and ran away, Wang Huan said to Xiao Wu viciously:
"It's not over, you two wait!" After saying that, he also ran away, and after a while, several people disappeared into the night, and there was no shadow to be seen.
Xiao Wu was stunned by the scene that happened in front of him, half opened his mouth, and couldn't speak for a long time, everything happened too suddenly, Xiao Wu felt that his breath was exhaled, and before he could breathe in again, everything had not only happened, but also ended, Xiao Wu was there, I don't know what to do.
"Pull me up,......," Li Mu said to Xiao Wu with a smile.
"Oh. Xiao Wu replied mechanically, and it seemed that the soul had returned to the body.
Later, Xiao Wu sent Li Mu to the hospital, tossing for most of the night, Li Mu did an examination, the results showed that there was no major problem, and the doctor also said that he could be discharged from the hospital after two days of rest, Xiao Wu was relieved, because Xiao Wu was extremely tired, coupled with fright, he fell asleep unconsciously by Li Mu's bedside. When Xiao Wu woke up, he saw a beam of light coming into the house from the window, the old elder was long, the old was bright and bright, and Xiao Wu realized that it should not be too early.
"Are you awake?" Xiao Wu heard Li Mu talking to him, which confirmed his guess even more - it's not early, how can he sleep so dead, and let his lover wake him up? Xiao Wu fell into deep self-blame, blaming himself for sleeping so dead, so that he didn't take care of Li Mu's responsibility, deep self-blame and guilt welled up in his heart, his nose was sore, and tears fell.
"Li Mu, I'm ......" Xiao Wu wanted to say something, but he choked up and couldn't say anything.