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"There's nothing wrong with marrying Zhu Xiuhao, so many bride prices are easy to get, you can use these money to raise Xiao Wu to grow up! Take the bride price to you, we don't want a penny, and besides, the Zhu Xiu you want to marry is just dull caused by traumatic brain injury, which is different from fools, that is, it does not delay normal life, and it will not affect the next generation, people have their duty, there is such a son in the family, and four cows, such a big group of ducks, this will not be yours in the future!" Bai Xiao'e's mother enlightened Bai Xiao'e, and Bai Xiao'e later figured it out for the sake of Xiao Wu, and agreed to marry "slow half a beat". Soon Bai Xiao'e married the "slow half-beat" who she didn't know at all, and this wedding can't be defined by "happiness", but can only be described as "necessary". I wish the family very satisfied with this daughter-in-law, because they didn't find out the fact that Bai Xiao'e was already the mother of a child, and thought that Bai Xiao'e was really a big girl with yellow flowers. Bai Xiao'e didn't feel uncomfortable, because this half-disabled man wanted her to take care of her, she and Shen Meigen's children wanted her to raise, and the old couple of the Zhu family wanted her to take care of them, she silently took them, what else could she do if she didn't bear them silently? The burden of life overwhelmed her, how could she still have the leisure to complain or nag! She only worked hard and worked hard to make money, she planted a lot of land, raised a lot of livestock, and went to pick up garbage whenever she was free, and the money she got in exchange for picking up garbage was given to her brother and daughter-in-law as child support for the little life that raised her and Shen Meigen.

Although 200 yuan can't feed a child, the milk is enough, you don't need to buy milk powder, you don't need to buy diapers, instead of a homespun ring, 200 is enough. Her in-laws and sister-in-law usually help take care of the children, and they just need to get the money until the month, how could Bai Xiaozhan's wife who is a money fan not want to take such a advantage! It is because of the advantage that she agreed to take the children for Bai Xiao'e.

Bai Xiao'e's parents did not fulfill their promise before marriage and gave Bai Xiao'e the bride price, on the contrary, her parents slowly gave Bai Xiao'e the bride price money to the wedding family, and gave it to their only son Bai Xiaozhan, Bai Xiao'e didn't have the heart to fight, thinking that as long as her brother's family could raise their children, they could do it! With Bai Xiao'e's own strength, there is no way to feed this little life, rather than giving it to others to raise, it is better to put it with his younger brother, because his younger brother's family also lives in the county seat, not far from Bai Xiao'e's current home, Bai Xiao'e can visit Xiaowu at any time, wash and take care of it.

In Bai Xiao'e's world, it turned out that the most important man was Shen Meigen, and later there was a little Wu. Xiao Wu is the crystallization of her love with Shen Meigen, but also the continuation of love, she doesn't blame Shen Meigen for not coming back to marry her, she believes that this is all fate, not Shen Meigen's malicious abandonment, it is a blow arranged by God for her, no matter how hard it is, she has to grit her teeth and get through, because she wants to see her lover again, ask him why is this? Why don't you come back to marry yourself?

Bai Xiao'e also wants to take Xiao Wu to her side, after all, she is his biological mother, he is her biological son, Bai Xiao'e has the obligation to raise Xiao Wu, but in any case, Bai Xiao'e must not take Xiao Wu over, because she can't give him a stable life, at least in today's society, children born before marriage are not accepted and will be bullied. Bai Xiao'e would rather endure the torment of not being able to recognize each other every day when her mother and son see each other, rather than see the tragic scene of her son being bullied by others. Xiao Wu is in Bai Xiaozhan's house, although he does not have the love of his biological parents, but he has the warmth of his relatives, although he does not have complete parental affection, but it is better than coming to himself and facing "slow half a beat" every day. She is willing to bear all the pain, and she does not want her own flesh and blood to be damaged in the slightest. I'd rather not stay for love, but also for family affection. Only to survive and fight, not to shed tears for hardship, when she wasted her youth day by day in waiting, it was the child in her belly who gave her the courage to live; she married "Slow Half Beat", and the daughters born to her and "Slow Half Beat" are all of Bai Xiao'e, for a fresh life, Bai Xiao'e vowed to live tenaciously.

The children were playing the game of "Prince and Princess" in the yard, and they were having a lot of fun and getting carried away. Bai Xiao'e's children are "princes" and "princesses", but Bai Xiao'e is not a "queen", she doesn't care that she is not a queen, what Bai Xiao'e cares about is that her children don't have to live a good life, but they must be happy.

Bai Xiao'e looked at the playing child, and her thoughts once again swept through her brain, knocking over the five-flavor bottle, losing her eyes, and wetting her placket.

The children were so mad that the "princesses" went back to sleep one by one, leaving only the "prince" sitting in the yard, staring blankly at the old woman in the house.

"What's wrong Xiao Wu?" Bai Xiao'e saw that Xiao Wu had something on her mind, and asked Xiao Wu very caringly.

"Auntie, I have something to tell you, and I'm afraid that you won't be able to accept scolding me, but I don't have anyone else to say, I'm going crazy. Xiao Wu said timidly to Bai Xiao'e.

"Say it, Xiao Wu, my aunt promises not to scold you. Bai Xiao'e feels sorry for her child, when the child is older, there are many things in her heart, and there are few things to do, and her ability to distinguish between right and wrong is poor, Xiao Wu can trust herself and is willing to open her heart to her, an old woman, no matter what happens, she has no reason to scold him, and she will not even blame, because he is her son, he is her biological flesh and blood who has not fulfilled her support obligations for a day, and she has an unshirkable responsibility to help him.

"Auntie, I'...... I...... Oh, I won't say it!" Xiao Wu stopped talking.

Bai Xiao'e heard Xiao Wu so difficult to speak, and she thought in her heart that something big must have happened, how big it was Bai Xiao'e didn't know, and her intuition told her that it must be not small. Mother's love drove her to ask Xiao Wu what was going on.

"Auntie, I like boys!And I'm in love with a boy......" Xiao Wu finally mustered up the courage to confess to the only relative in this world who made him feel warm, the secret he had buried in his heart for a long time and never told anyone, he wanted the only relative in this world who was good to him, to share his happiness and joy.

Bai Xiao'e was shocked, she definitely didn't expect such a thing, the shock far exceeded the fact that she knew that Shen Meigen would not come back to marry her, she didn't know what to do for a while, how much she hoped that Shen Meigen could be by her side, help her think about what to do? But there was no one around! Bai Xiao'e was silent, falling into a rare loss and overwhelm in this life, when she saw Xiao Wu's slightly lowered head, remorseful expression and evasive eyes, her heart was bleeding, she felt helpless, Desperate, she wanted to cry without tears, she really wanted to go to God and ask, why did he treat her like this, why did he treat her so cruelly? But when she saw the Xiao Wu in front of her, who was deeply reproachful, she had the courage and reason to face it calmly.

"I don't understand your emotional world, but I know that there is no right or wrong thing about feelings. Men love women, that's a thunderous idea, that's a matter of course, and no one can change it. But I think that men love women and men love men, their starting point is the same, they are all for happiness, for happiness, if you feel happy, then be bold to love, aunt can't do anything else, support you can still do it!" "At that time, Bai Xiao'e thought of half of her life, everything that happened to Bai Xiao'e, she didn't break the routine, and drew a normal trajectory according to the normal track, but despite this, what did she get? ! If I had been brave at that time and dared to say "no" to my parents, how could I have married this "slow half-beat" who had been married for 20 years without even saying 20 words! I acted according to the old principles and did not see much happiness, and my life was not easy. Thinking of this, she will support Xiao Wu. When the child is happy, she is happy. Simple thinking, great moves.

Xiao Wu was very happy, he didn't expect his aunt to be so reasonable, he won his aunt's support so easily, even if Bai Xiao'e opposed Xiao Wu and Li Mu's relationship, Xiao Wu would not be separated from Li Mu, but that would affect Xiao Wu's mood, at least during this winter vacation, when he saw his aunt again, he would feel very embarrassed.

Xiao Wu gushed stories to Bai Xiao'e, telling the stories that happened between him and Li Mu, from acquaintance to acquaintance, about studying hard together, about winning scholarships together, about Li Mu helping him participate in the singer competition, and about how Li Mu protected himself. Xiao Wu spoke vividly, as if he had become a storyteller, and Bai Xiao'e was the one who listened to the book, Xiao Wu's word by word, all reflected Li Mu's goodness, his love for Li Mu, the happiness of falling in love, turned into a smile on Xiao Wu's face, and that smile was like the story of Xiao Wu and Li Mu, so real, so close in front of him.

Bai Xiao'e suddenly understood what the real "Pure Spring Water" was: a man's "pure spring water" does not necessarily have to be braided, leaving braids like herself failed to keep his beloved and happiness. She is very glad that her son's emotional world is simple and rich, just like her lover's painting, although the lines are simple, but colorful, although she doesn't understand, she still feels that Shen Meigen's painting is extremely beautiful!

Xiao Wu talked to his heart's content, Bai Xiao'e listened affectionately, when Xiao Wu realized the existence of time, it was almost eleven o'clock, Xiao Wu got up and went home, and stopped talking, because he couldn't finish the story between him and Li Mu in one night, how could he tell the story between him and Li Mu in one night?

Bai Xiao'e looked at the back of Xiao Wu leaving, and felt indescribable in her heart, this child is so well-behaved, sensible, smart, handsome, and has been loved by few people since he was a child, but he is better than ordinary children, why should he be allowed to have such a flaw as liking men? She can't understand why God created things, why should she leave some regrets. Bai Xiao'e can only calmly accept the fact that Xiao Wu confessed to her that Xiao Wu likes men, what can she do if she doesn't accept it? People always demand perfection, so they always feel that they are not perfect, although some things are perfect enough, people are still demanding, so they will have regrets at all times. As a mother, she has nothing to say about Xiao Wu's choice, because she doesn't understand her son's emotional world, and she can't interfere, but it is true that she wants her son to be happy and happy. Thinking that her son was happy to associate with Li Mu, what else did she have to worry about!