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After Xiao Wu left Shen Meigen's office, Shen Meigen was left alone in the room, and he silently opened the letter written to him by Bai Xiao'e, and opened the memories that had been sealed for twenty years:
"'Xiao Shen', please let me call you like this again, although we are no longer young, and we are getting farther and farther away from this title, but I only have you in my memory, only your appearance twenty years ago, you are the eternal 'Xiao Shen' in my heart, but the 'pure spring water' you used to have dried up. Although I have never said 'I love you' in my life, but that love has always existed, it has faded for a while, and it is getting stronger and stronger, that day you suddenly appeared in front of me, how I want to hold your hand, tell me about the past 20 years of missing you, why don't I want to get your love? After 20 years of love and can't see each other, now I can't love each other, I really can't bear it, why God arranges you and I to love each other but doesn't let us stay together, why is my love for you still so strong after 20 years? Do you know how much I want to fall into your arms when you appear in front of me again, and tell me how much I miss you, but you and I have families, and some things are impossible to achieve in this life, but you must remember that you owe me a hug, and I want you to return it to me in the next life. After reading Bai Xiao'e's letter, Shen Meigen was already in tears, and she repeatedly muttered:
"I will definitely give it back to you, I will always be by your side, you will always be my 'pure spring water', it will not dry up, you will always be my 'beautiful bride', and you will never grow old. ”
Xiao Wu returned to his residence, fell on the bed, and muttered:
"I'm exhausted. ”
"What's wrong with you these days? It's like you've changed, and I don't even know you anymore. Li Mu said to Xiao Wu exaggeratedly.
"Can you pull it down, is it that serious?" Xiao Wu didn't believe Li Mu's words.
"Really, I won't live long if I lie to you!" Li Mu said to Xiao Wu very seriously.
Only then did Xiao Wu believe the fact that Li Mu said that he had changed a lot.
Xiao Wu told Li Mu everything that had happened in the past few days.
"Congratulations on finally finding your biological parents. Li Mu said happily to Xiao Wu.
"I'm quite happy, but I'm also guilty......" Xiao Wu lowered his head and whispered to Li Mu.
"What's the guilt?" Li Mu wanted to know, so he asked Xiao Wu to the bottom of it.
"The reason why I feel guilty stems from my misunderstanding of my biological parents, I always thought that my father abandoned me and my mother, but in fact, without my father's knowledge, my mother conceived me and gave birth to me, and my father has always loved my mother deeply, but my father's family did not agree to their marriage, so they put my father under house arrest and missed the opportunity to unite with my mother, not what I thought' As for my mother, that is, the 'aunt' I used to mention to you, it was even more difficult, I resented her at the beginning, I didn't recognize me for so many years, I saw that I was abused by my adoptive parents, and I didn't have a good life, in fact, my mother is the most miserable person, she has so many children to raise, and she has to take care of the half-stupid' Uncle', I have to give my adoptive mother money every month, although the money is not much, but my mother did not come to the money, basically gave the money from picking up garbage and selling it to my adoptive mother, my mother's purpose is to make my adoptive mother happy, to be nice to me, the reason why I have not recognized my son, is because she really can't afford to support me. Xiao Wu cried sadly.
"It's good if you forgive them, and in the days to come, everyone will cherish them together. Li Mu took Xiao Wu in his arms and said to Xiao Wu earnestly.
"Hmm. Xiao Wu replied affirmatively to Li Mudao.
"Everything will get better and better, please trust me, don't cry Xiao Wu, be obedient!" Li Mu said to Xiao Wu with concern.
Xiao Wu put away his tears and enjoyed Li Mu's warm embrace, he felt unprecedented happiness.
"Xiaomu, I'm going back to go back to your sister to go through the divorce procedures. Wang Fude said to Li Mu, and when he first heard Wang Fude say this, Li Mu felt more uncomfortable in his heart, but after he figured it out, he accepted it and calmly said to Wang Fude:
"Go brother-in-law, this matter will have to be faced sooner or later, I support you!"
"Thank you, Xiaomu. Wang Fude said to Li Mu gratefully.
Wang Fude bought a ticket home, and made a special trip home to divorce Li Wen, when Wang Fude saw Li Wen, Wang Fude lowered his head and whispered to Li Wen:
"Xiaowen, I'm coming back this time to go through the divorce procedures with you......"
"I had long thought that there would be such a day!" Although Li Wen was not surprised at all by this result, he still replied to Wang Fude with hatred.
"Just like you said on the day of your wedding, you married me for Xiaomu's tuition, and now that he has graduated, I think it's time for us to break up, and I will fulfill you and Gao Shilin. Wang Fude swore to divorce.
"Fulfill us, what a nice thing to say!" Li Wen said to Wang Fude in a meaningful voice.
Wang Fude only thought about divorce and didn't care what Li Wen said.
"I want custody of the 'little lion'!" Wang Fude quickly cut to the chase.
"That's absolutely impossible! Li Wen said indignantly to Wang Fude.
"Why?" Wang Fude asked Li Wen in confusion.
"Why, you're embarrassed to ask, I don't want to leave my child in the hands of a 'gay' to raise. Li Wen told the real reason for not giving him custody of the child, and at the same time told the secret that had been hidden in her heart for many years, which made her wronged for many years and made her feel ashamed.
Wang Fude heard Li Wen say this, knowing that his secret had been known by others, his heart was full of fear, and he felt that he had suffered a great shame, where was he still in the mood to discuss the issue of custody, and cried and rushed out of the door.
Wang Fude ran to the school in the village, because it was just in time for the holiday, the school was empty, Wang Fude faced the empty playground in a daze, his heart was extremely frightened, his eyes were extremely panicked, he didn't want others to know the secret of his heart, and he didn't want to be exposed to the secret in front of him! He hates himself, he hates himself for being different from others, he hates others, hates others for not being able to understand him, and I don't know how long it has been, Wang Fude's mood has calmed down a little, he knows that there is always a solution to things, life has to go on, he still has his parents and Li Feng, as well as Li Mu and Xiao Wu, just think about others knowing that they are "gay", just know it, that's someone else's business, what's your business, just like others laughing at yourself for being ugly, do you have to argue with others that you are beautiful? Can't we laugh at others for not being as ugly as ourselves? Moreover, the ancients still had the judgments of today's people, and they also had strange voices in their evaluations of "saints"! Not to mention a "different species" like oneself who breathed in a different way? If others did not discriminate against them, it would be wrong, and in that case, why should they care about what others looked at them? If you follow your own path of life, what others say is someone else's business, and you just need to step with your left foot and follow your right foot! The reason why others discriminate against us is because we are too good, and because others cannot compare with our own excellence, we will become jealous and discriminatory! We cannot restrict what others say or do, but we can cover our ears and close our eyes, because we are truly wise men! Wang Fude suddenly remembered Li Mu, remembering that Li Mu once said that if there was a problem with the custody of the child during the divorce, he could ask him for help, and he decided to go back to Shanghai tomorrow to find Li Mu for help.