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She hopes that time will stand still in that second, there is no Cheng Xinai, no terminal illness, no past...... Only, she and him!

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"Of course, I generally just don't do it, there's nothing that bothers me. The corners of Mu Haoyan's mouth twitched lightly and smiled.

Tang Ling took a bite and nodded, "The taste is very good, it's not at all like the level of the first time." Haoyan, it seems that you have a lot of talent in this area. It just so happens that Bei Bei also likes to eat very much, if he can eat the porridge you boiled with your own hands, I think Bei Bei will be very happy. ”

In this way, even if she leaves one day, Mu Haoyan can boil porridge for Bei Bei to eat. Tang Ling lowered his head and ate porridge silently.

Seeing a loved one gulping down the food he cooked with his heart was such a wonderful feeling.

I don't know if it's a preconceived question, he always has the illusion that he, Bei Bei and Tang Ling are family, and Xiao Ai is an outsider.

He also knows that his thoughts are wrong, Cheng Xinai has not done anything wrong, but sometimes love is so wonderful, and if it changes, it changes. No matter how hard you try, you can't go back to the original feeling.

"I think Bei Bei still prefers the porridge you make for him. Tang Ling, we ......"

"Haoyan, thank you for arriving so timely to save me today. Tang Ling interrupted Mu Haoyan's next words, since she was destined not to be together, she didn't want to listen to something that would make her waver. The decision to leave him and Bebe was painful enough, and she didn't want to hurt it a second time.

"Don't be so polite, it's just a gesture. Tang Ling was suddenly so polite to him, Mu Haoyan understood her thoughts, and followed her words.

Tang Ling saw the mobile phone on the table, picked it up and asked her with some surprise, "Hey, didn't this mobile phone be snatched by my father's bodyguard?

Mu Haoyan just hooked the corners of his mouth and didn't answer.

"I'm so stupid, you must have helped me get my phone back. Thank you!" In fact, she was still worried just now, there were many patient calls in her mobile phone, including Mu Haoyan's and Bai Ruosu's. The main thing is that there are a lot of photos of her and Beibei.

In the days when Bei Bei was not around, she had to watch these photos and videos of Bei Bei every night to fall asleep.

"At that time, I thought it was just pretending to be playing, but I didn't expect it to really help a lot one day, hehe. ”

Mu Haoyan looked at the corners of Tang Ling's mouth that had been curled all night, he knew that after separating from him, Tang Ling's life was not good. In the hospital, he will be coldly spoken, and he has to worry about the entanglement of his vicious stepfather, and he obviously wants to see him and Beibei, but he has to suppress his heart.

But every time she met him, she was smiling, as if she wanted to tell him that she was really doing well and didn't need to worry about her.

"Your face is recovering well, and you can't see a single scar at all. On that day, he wanted to take Tang Ling to Bai Qirui's hospital, but he ran into Cheng Xinai. Later, I sent Beibei here, although we met every day, but we didn't talk to each other, and I didn't really care about her injury.

"Yes, I thought I needed plastic surgery, but I didn't expect that after the wound healed, the scar fell off, and it was like new skin. Thanks to the ointment sent by Lu Wenyan, I haven't thanked him properly, and I must invite him to a meal another day to thank him. ”

On the afternoon of the second day after Tang Ling was injured, Bai Ruosu came to see her and brought her an ointment, which was said to have been handed over by Lu Wenyan.

The name Lu Wenyan was relatively unfamiliar to her, she had never met, she had only heard Ruo Ruo mention it a few times, and she heard that he liked to lock himself in the laboratory to do some research, and this ointment was also made by himself.

"You don't have to thank him, but he wants to thank you, with you as his white mouse, it's too late for the kid to be happy. "My brother, Mu Haoyan certainly knows more than Tang Ling. Lu Wenyan is really a genius in chemistry and biology, and some of the drugs he has researched have helped a lot to kill the alliance.

"White mouse?haha, should I still ask him for money?" Tang Ling put down the side vegetable porridge that he had already eaten, and tried his best to show a relaxed and happy side.

She can spend less and less time with Mu Haoyan, even if there is no Cheng Xinai's appearance, she can't be with Mu Haoyan for a long time, so she hopes that after she leaves, what Mu Haoyan remembers is her smile and her beauty.

"Tang Ling, are you hiding something from me?" I don't know if he is oversensitive, he always feels that Tang Ling's smile is very unreal. It's like hiding something very important behind the smile and not letting him know.

Facing Mu Haoyan's sudden serious gaze, Tang Ling's eyes drifted away. "Haoyan, it's getting late now, go back, Xiao Ai and Bei Bei must be waiting for you. ”

With that, he stood up, walked to the door, and pulled it open.

It was very obvious that the intention of sending off the guest was very obvious, and Mu Haoyan was even more sure that Tang Ling had something to hide from him.

It doesn't matter if she doesn't say it's okay, he will always find out.

"Okay, then you have a good rest, I'm leaving. The lights in this corridor are broken and not on, I can go down by myself, you don't have to send me. ”

The community where Tang Ling lives is very simple, there is no security guard, the administrator of the property is not very responsible, the lights in the corridor have been broken for some days, but no one has come to repair them.

Mu Haoyan also just sent her back when she found that the lights were not on. At that time, he was thinking that if Tang Ling bought a house in another place with a better environment, she would definitely not live there. Then he had to find someone to fix the lights here, or he could change the community to a more reliable property management company.

"Okay, Haoyan thank you today, go slowly. After speaking, before Mu Haoyan could respond, Tang Ling closed the door with a bang.

After closing the door, he did not leave for a long time, but kept his back against the door panel.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of footsteps outside the door, and then heard the sound of going downstairs, that Tang Ling couldn't support it anymore and fell to the ground. His hands were on his knees, his head was buried deep in his knees, his eyes were closed, and he was panting heavily.

Just now, she was afraid that she would hold him and say something that would make Mu Haoyan embarrassed by letting him stay with her.

Tang Ling buried his head and listened to his heart pounding, his reason and emotion were fighting very violently.

Sanity: You're doing it right, that's how it should be

Emotion: You're dying anyway, and you have a limited amount of time to stay in this world, so why do you want to do this kind of thing that you regret again, go ahead and keep him

Reason: No, how can you do what you are sorry for Cheng Xin's love again, you robbed other people's children for yourself, do you still want to rob other people's husbands now?

Emotion: But you know that the person Haoyan likes now is you, not Cheng Xinai, why can't two people who love each other be together

Reason: What if you like it, if it weren't for you, Mu Haoyan would only have Cheng Xinai in his heart until now

Emotion: How can there be so many ifs in this world, the important thing is the present, it is the result, now at this moment, you love him, he loves you, of course you should be together, what's the problem?

Reason: You can't only think about yourself as a person, it's too selfish. Besides, even if you are together now, don't forget that you have a terminal illness, you can't stay by Mu Haoyan's side forever. Won't it hurt him again when the time comes?

Emotion: Mu Haoyan is already an adult, and he is very strong, you just need to think about the present, don't think so far, ask your heart, do you really want him to go? If not, then hurry up and keep him, everything is still in time

Reason: No, you can't do that, it's too immoral

Tang Ling held his head and shook it vigorously. Yes, she can't do that, it's too immoral, she can't be so selfish.

So I got up and left the door, but I couldn't help but go to the window. Since you can't leave him behind, it's okay to sneak a peek at him by the window.

Tightly tugging at the curtain, he lifted a small corner and hid behind the curtain to look out.

Mu Haoyan's Land Rover was very obvious in this civilian community, Tang Ling recognized it at a glance, the car was parked there steadily, and the lights were on. From her angle, she couldn't see Mu Haoyan's face in the car, only his left arm on the car window.

Tang Ling heard the sound of the car starting, lowered the curtains, leaned his back against it, closed his eyes tightly, and took a deep breath......

I have decided to give up a long time ago, but why does my heart hurt so much at this moment, it hurts even more than when I said I broke up in the hospital.

Maybe it's because of the illness that makes her vulnerable. She is obviously strong, how can she be so useless, tears are rolling in her eyes, but she stubbornly does not let it fall out.

Suddenly a lightning bolt hit the window in the dark night outside the window, Tang Ling instinctively covered his ears, and his back slipped and sat on the ground.

Boom ------ rumble......

Sure enough, it thundered.

Even if you cover your ears, you can still hear the roar of thunder clearly.

Tang Ling didn't know why she was so afraid of thunder, but she had been afraid of thunder since she could remember. As long as there is thunder, she will never be alone, as long as there is thunder in the past, her mother will come over and sleep with her and Beibei.

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Wonderful preview of the next chapter: There was a thunderstorm outside the window, maybe because he knew that Mu Haoyan was down there and not far from her, Tang Ling was not so afraid of thunder. She stood by the window and stared at the car for a long time, and finally ...... Emotion overcame reason, and she decided to go downstairs to find Mu Haoyan.

Picking up the blue coat on the sofa and draping it on his body, Tang Ling was about to run out, but as soon as he opened the door, he saw ......

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