"We don't have a chance, and we won't start over," Lin retorted categorically.

Lu Xintou was injured, looked at her eyes, and saw that although she was in tears, her eyes were very cold and very firm, even if he did more, she did not relax.

He asked her: "Do you have a little bit of like me in your heart, even a little bit?"

Lin Yanyan didn't have to think about it at all, and immediately replied: "Yes, I even hate you a little, sometimes I hate you very much"

Lu Xintou showed that he was injured again.

Lin Yanyan had never seen Lu Xin reveal such an expression. When a person is hurt, he will only look at the other person with an expression of grief that borders on despair, pursing his lips and saying nothing, his eyes full of doubts, because he cannot believe the status quo in front of him, and the reality in front of him is unacceptable to him.

But Lin Yanyan is not a virgin, nor is she a savior, she will not sympathize with Lu Xintou because he is injured, because everything he created back then has tempered her cold and hard mentality, and she will not forgive those who have hurt her

She just continued to say in an unusually hard and cold voice: "8 years ago, on that rainy night, I was stupid and knelt in front of your house, begging for forgiveness for me, and you didn't show up for a long time, watching me in the rain, watching me cry, watching me make a mistake and being indifferent, my heart was already dead, and I couldn't burn any hope of love for you, and I didn't even want to meet you." If you're willing to keep a subordinate relationship with me only, I can bear it for work, but if you want to involve personal feelings, I'm sorry, all my enthusiasm for you has been used up 8 years ago. ”

After a pause, Lin Yanyan said again: "Love is not a spring, it will not keep coming out of the water, it is just a puddle of water, when it continues to flow without the source of the other party's supply, it will also dry up." The pool of water in my heart has been 8 years ago, and you have not made any movement for 8 years, even sneering, and now you want to inject all the water sources at once, you think it can still live, it has become land, there is no water storage capacity, you forcibly irrigate me, it will only harm me, so you do this, it's too late, and it's completely unnecessary."

"It's not that I forcibly irrigated, but you didn't give me a chance, if you don't try it, how do you know that the pool water in your heart is dead" Lu Xintou was still struggling.

"Why should I give you a chance" Lin Yanyan felt ridiculous, "All my enthusiasm for you has been exhausted, you didn't cherish it at the time, and now you want to turn back, it's no longer interesting, Lu Xintou"

"Is it because Jingchen rejected me because you like him" Lu Xintou gritted his teeth, very unwilling

"Even if there is no Jingchen, it is the same reason, my fate with you has been broken on the night I knelt at the door of your house 8 years ago"

Lin Yanyan picked up his bag and said to him very solemnly, "Thank you very much for your movie, although your behavior is very sincere, but I say a word from my heart, I don't like this movie now." Back then, I liked roundabout and tortuous love, so I liked it, because I was not hurt back then, I didn't know the pain of love, and I always felt that such a tortuous and bizarre love story was beautiful. But now that I've figured it out, I now prefer straightforward love, simple and warm, without twists and turns, without harm, which is beneficial to physical and mental health. So, I don't like this movie anymore and I won't accept your feelings anymore, because I really don't like the love that can be together after being hurt, I'd rather choose a clean and blank lover again and start over"

Lin Yanyan left after speaking, and he didn't have the slightest nostalgia for his flowers and all the romance he created.

Lu Xin looked at her back, and her fists clenched tighter and tighter, so that the bouquet of flowers was a little deformed.

He was still unwilling, so he threw the flower to the ground and strode after her.

The moment Lin Yanyan was grabbed by his arm and pulled back to his body, he knew what he was going to do, so he turned around and shouted at him: "Is it interesting for you to do this?"

Her voice was very loud, which stopped Lu Xintou's movements at once, and also washed away his impulsiveness and anger.

Lin Yanyan continued to stare at him without fear of death, and said: " For the result that you are not satisfied with, you will only use coercive behavior to suppress, although you make the weak people temporarily subdued, but do you win the comfort of you take me like this, oppress me, and even want to possess me, have you ever respected my feelings Maybe I am in your heart, but also just a tool, an object, when this item does not belong to you, you are angry, you want to take it, and even destroy, Lu Xintou, you have never had feelings in your heart, you have never really understood love, right?"

Lin Yanyan's words were word-by-word, and the needle pierced Lu Xintou's heart, so that what he wanted to do was just stiffly pulling Lin Yanyan's arm, and there was no movement.

Lin Yanyan was very ruthless, gritted his teeth and gave him the most fatal blow: "People who don't even understand love, why do you think you are worthy of letting me be with you?"

Lu Xintou finally let go, like a tall giant, suddenly being shattered by Lin Yanyan's hard blade in the softest part of his heart, his persistence, his belief, and even his soul all collapsed in that instant.

He let go of her, and his heart fell

Lin Yanyan knew that he had been knocked down by her, because he only looked at her, his eyes were confused and painful.

She didn't sympathize either, just said coldly, "Goodbye." And he turned and walked away

She really left, so the movie theater was empty, only Lu Xintou, and the handful of broken flowers that had no owner to accept, just like Lu Xintou's heart, she originally planned to dress up beautifully, but she was ruthlessly trampled on the ground.

Lin Yanyan knew that she was cruel to do this, but her cruelty could not be compared with what he did at the beginning, he gave her a fatal blow in her most innocent and ignorant years, and 8 years later, she just fought back.

"Lu Xintou, let's even" When she went out, her tears flowed, but she just cried, she didn't cry, and she didn't feel sad, probably because the knot that had been in her heart for 8 years suddenly opened, and she didn't know what the emotion was for a while, so she just cried inexplicably.

She took a taxi, because after watching the movie, it was already past the off-duty time, Jingchen was waiting for her, and she had to go on a second date, and this one was her official date.

Got rid of the pain of the past, she should welcome a new life, her love needs to be plain and warm, smooth sailing, and she doesn't want to be hurt anymore.

Jingchen was really waiting for her, because he couldn't wait, so he called her.

When Lin Yanyan saw his number, his heart immediately warmed, as if he had just come out of the cold winter and enjoyed the spring breeze.

She wiped her tears and answered his call: "Hey, Jingchen." ”

She was now able to call him by his first name more naturally, probably after classifying him as one of her close ones, and she no longer had a sense of class, but could naturally call him by his name.

"Yanyan, where are you, are you off work now" Although Jingchen waited for her for 40 minutes more, he didn't look very anxious, and still asked her patiently.

Lin Yanyan said: "I was outside, I came out to do something, and now I'm going back." ”

"What's wrong, how can I hear that you're not in a good mood, have you ever cried?" Jingchen was worried.

Lin Yanyan wiped her tears again, smiled and said, "No, I'm going to see you now, I'm happy." After a pause, she suddenly said very sincerely and heartily, "I want to miss you, Chen"

Jingchen was overjoyed when he heard that she only called him by his name, and he was indeed a little excited, because he didn't expect Lin Yanyan to confess to him so affectionately. smiled and said, "I miss you too, otherwise you tell me where you are, I'll pick you up directly, and I'll be by your side soon."

Lin Yanyan thought for a while and said, "Then, let's meet in xxx." ”

After hanging up the phone, she laughed, sure enough, she has a boyfriend, it is indeed much better, and it is such a heart-warming boyfriend, she will definitely cherish Jingchen very much, and I hope that their love this time will be smooth and smooth, and there will not be too many twists and turns.

Lin Yanyan prayed, and his mood gradually brightened.

When they arrived at the agreed meeting place, Jingchen arrived first, and after Lin Yanyan got off the taxi, he got into Jingchen's car directly. She didn't say a word, just took his arm and leaned on his shoulder.

Jingchen was surprised and asked her what was wrong.

Lin Yanyan said: "It's okay, I just miss you, I want to lean on for a while." ”

Jingchen had never seen Lin Yanyan so active, they had just been dating for the first day, and she was still dodging when he wanted to kiss her last night, how could she take the initiative after a day

He pulled her up, stroked her face and said, "Is there something in your heart that you can tell me?"

"It's okay, it's really nothing, I really just miss you," she said, half-coquettishly, half-disguised.

In fact, Jingchen could still see that she had something in her heart, but she refused to say it, and he was not easy to ask. Although they are already boyfriend and girlfriend and need to share and trust each other, after all, it has just started the first day, and he also wants to give each other space, he doesn't want to press her too hard, so he doesn't ask questions, just says: "Miss me, then can you kiss me?"

Lin Yanyan smiled and avoided it, his face was slightly shy, and he seemed to have swept away the sadness just now. She said, "Where are you going to take me today?"

"Where to go, first of all, we have to eat first, you listen to my arrangement" Jingchen also let her go, sat down in his place, and asked her very decently.

Lin Yanyan smiled and said, "Okay, you can arrange it." ”

Jingchen slowly drove the car out.

They went to a very romantic and atmospheric Western restaurant for dinner, and Jingchen also invited a violinist to play on the side.

Through the candlelight, Jingchen saw Lin Yanyan holding her chin and enjoying the violinist's performance very fascinated, with a smile on her face from time to time, her expression was happy, and her mood was obviously relaxed. Jingchen felt very satisfied.

For him, no matter what he does, as long as he can please her, he will also be happy, this is what it feels like to love someone

Lin Yanyan is a beautiful rose, originally raised in a greenhouse, growing very well, suddenly one day was abandoned to the mountain, hurt, suffered, but also trained her tenacious quality. Now that he has got her, he will definitely cherish it, he must irrigate her dry heart with the most nourishing love rain and dew, and he must let her grow again and change the vitality of the year

After a candlelight dinner, Lin Yanyan asked Jingchen: "What are we going to do?"