Lin Yanyan immediately said: "Mr. Jing, you go out first, you don't need help here, I'm almost busy, I can eat after a while." ”

Jing Chen's words rose to his throat and had to be swallowed, because she was so nervous that her fingers couldn't help but clasp the cabinet behind her, maybe she wasn't ready, he was afraid that it would backfire if he pushed him too hard, so he still had to guide slowly and slowly give her time to adapt psychologically.

Jingchen sighed inaudibly and said, "Okay." And he went out.

Lin Yanyan's sense of oppression was gone, and she breathed a sigh of relief, but she was lost and hated herself in her heart, hating why she was so uncompromising, she had been looking forward to that moment, but she retreated again

At first, she didn't have contact with Jingchen, just when she had a crush on him, she was expecting him to remember her, and then she knew that he remembered her, and she looked forward to contact him again, and then there was contact, and this contact was closer than the relationship between superiors and subordinates, or good friends, she also looked forward to Jingchen being able to confess, looking forward to sleepless nights, but when this expectation became a reality, she finally waited for the dream of this one, but she dodged, and wanted to maintain the previous state.

She didn't dare to break this step, for fear that if she went out with this step, it would be a catastrophe, for fear that there would be too many things that could not be controlled by funds, so she was not brave enough, she just wanted to maintain the status quo smoothly.

She was so entangled, she didn't know what to do at all, Lin Yanyan was angry with herself, and she was unhappy with cooking.

And Jingchen was outside the kitchen, facing the lively TV, but his heart was empty, he didn't have the heart to pay attention to what was going on on the TV, he only thought about how to communicate with Lin Yanyan, and how to let her release herself honestly.

Should he force her properly, otherwise she will avoid him, what should he do Without the courage to be like Lin Yanyan, he is really afraid that this girl will not be able to think about it for a while, and she will not see him in the future, then he really has no chance.

Coincidentally, Lin Yanyan suddenly took off her apron and came out and said, "Mr. Jing, there is no soy sauce at home, and I forgot to buy it just now, so I went down to sell a bottle of soy sauce and came back soon." ”

Jingchen said: "Is there no convenience store in your community, you still have to buy it at the supermarket near the community?"

"Yes, but I'll be quick too, so you can just wait a minute. ”

Jingchen also stood up and said, "It's late, I'll go with you." ”

Lin Yanyan felt that just a few steps away, Jingchen didn't need to accompany her, and wanted to refuse, but Jingchen said: "It's boring for me to stay alone, let's go for a walk with you." ”

Lin Yanyan felt that she had neglected the guests, from the time Jingchen came in to the present, she seemed to have left others aside, and she moved very slowly, maybe people were already hungry and bored, as long as they nodded and agreed to him to go out and walk with him.

Although the supermarket is near the community, it will take a while for Lin Yanyan to go out, Jingchen accompanied her, watching the lights come on, although the weather is very cold, but there are also some elderly people and a family of three who came out for a walk after dinner in the community, slowly passing by them, the scene is very warm.

It would be better if he could hold Lin Yanyan's hand at this time, more like a couple, he even had the urge to hold her, but this is not a vegetable market after all, and it would be abrupt for him to hold her like this again, so Jingchen could only endure it and ponder how to enlighten her.

Lin Yanyan entered the supermarket and quickly chose a bottle of soy sauce to come out, Jingchen paid, Lin Yanyan refused, but Jingchen insisted, Lin Yanyan didn't want to make an ugly scene with him at the door of the supermarket for a few dollars, so he went.

After buying soy sauce and coming out of the supermarket, Jingchen had already made up his mind, and after walking two street lights, when he was under the third street lamp, Jingchen spoke: "Yanyan." ”

He should have said something else to guide him step by step, so he said, "I think, otherwise let's go out to eat, it's getting late, and it's not easy for you to cook, another day, I'll eat your cooking."

Lin Yanyan asked him guiltily: "Is Mr. Jing hungry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm too slow." ”

Jingchen shook his head: "I said this not to make you feel guilty, but to really feel sorry for you." ”

He said that he felt sorry for her, and this word made Lin Yanyan sensitive again, so that she couldn't answer at all.

Jingchen said: "When you were cooking, you were absent-minded all the time, and you almost cut your hand just now, I'm worried about you." After a pause, he asked softly, "What are you thinking?"

What was she thinking, Lin Yanyan's head pressed even lower, avoiding his gaze.

Jingchen guided according to his own plan: "Yanyan, if you really regard me as a friend, we can talk." ”

Lin Yanyan still didn't speak.

"People have feelings, and they are inevitably affected by various emotions. I see that you have something on your mind, are you worried that the tangles will be difficult to solve, or are you worried about escaping, can you tell me about the others, maybe I can help you"

Lin Yanyan slowly raised her head to look at him, her eyes were shining under the street lamp, her expression was resolute, and she was resolute for a moment. Maybe she is struggling with some emotion, and she has reached a breakthrough.

Lin Yanyan has indeed reached a breakthrough, her unclear relationship with Jingchen overwhelmed her, she is very hesitant, very entangled, and wants to ask but she is afraid that as soon as she says it, the relationship between the two will not be maintained, and she has too many concerns.

Jingchen was looking forward to her exploding, encouraging her with his eyes, looking forward to it, looking forward to it, almost, almost, just a little.

But Lin Yanyan looked at him for a while, and then suddenly deflated, sighed obviously, and said with great confidence: "It's nothing, Mr. Jing, let's go back, I'll move faster." ”

Jingchen has made up his mind, he won't back down when he sees her like this, she is too worried, she thinks too much, and she lacks courage, if he doesn't take the initiative, she may not be able to convince herself to speak.

Jingchen directly took her hand.

Lin Yanyan turned back in surprise, because this was the second time that Jingchen had held her hand since the vegetable market had to hold hands, and it was obvious that this time it was not a last resort, he did it on purpose.

He held her hand so steadily that she had to stop and look back at him.

Lin Yanyan looked at him nervously, she felt that Jingchen's mood was wrong, as if something was going to happen, this matter might be good or bad. She looked at it with genuine trepidation.

It's just that she didn't expect Jingchen to suddenly smile and say to her, "I like you"

I like you

What did he say, I like you, Jingchen said to her, I like you

Lin Yanyan was stunned, feeling that countless flowers and balloons had smashed down at that moment, blindfolding her and blocking her heart.

Countless days and nights, she looked forward to this sentence, saddened by her distance from him, and pained by the emotions she couldn't ask for, she didn't dare to think that she was related to him, but she never gave up liking him for a day, so self-hypnotic and self-escaped, but she didn't want to, one day he would wait for him to say to her: "I like you"

She didn't know whether she was happy or scared, the moment was unexpected, happy, excited, and felt unreal, but then it was more panic and disbelief, so terrified of her future with him, that she wanted to flee.

Lin Yanyan was probably really frightened, and as soon as his hand slipped, the soy sauce bottle was about to slide to the ground.

Fortunately, Jingchen caught it, Jingchen took the soy sauce bottle, held her hand tightly, and said softly to her sluggish: "Yanyan, I like you, have you felt my heart these days?"

Lin Yanyan was still dumbfounded, not knowing whether to say surprise or horror at him.

"There is no shame in liking someone, and admitting one's feelings is even more admirable. What a good girl you are, I like you regardless of identity and distance, just because the people who like you like everything about you, so they have a very serious and sincere attitude to contact you, and help you do things just to get close, including asking you to invite me to dinner, just to spend more time with you. I'm looking forward to developing a relationship with you, can you understand my sincerity?"

"Yanyan, you're not hallucinating, don't deny your excellence, you're fine, you can be with me without any scruples. Don't think it's incredible, don't feel unacceptable, feelings are so unreasonable. I like you, if you like me too, then be bold and admit it, and accept me, it's the best of both worlds, do you like me, are you willing to accept my courtship"

Lin Yanyan burst into tears, her heart was pounding, she was moved to cry.

"Yanyan, you see, like me, admit how happy your feelings are, because we are so fortunate to be able to meet the person we like, some people have been poor all their lives and have never really loved, so when you meet someone you like, you are brave enough to admit it, don't have any worries. Do you like me, do you accept my confession?"

Lin Yanyan's tears flowed, she never thought that in the past 26 years, after her mother's death, she was basically lonely, experiencing all kinds of hardships, and she never thought that God would have happy things to take care of her. So she never thought that someone would confess to her, and he was still the man she loved the most.

"Mr. Jing, I" she couldn't cry.

Jingchen hugged her distressedly and let her lean into his arms to cry, hoping that he could give her a little strength.

Lin Yanyan also hugged him naturally, feeling that his embrace was too warm, how good it would be if this was her happy harbor for a lifetime, she would never run around again, even if she ran again, she felt happy, because there was someone waiting for her in her heart.

She wants to break through all obstacles and distractions to accept him, even if her relationship with him is fruitless, even if it will be impossible to recover in the future, whether she should accept him

"Mr. Jing"

Lin Yanyan just wanted to speak, and suddenly a dazzling light came on the road in the distance, the light was very strong and very dazzling, so that both of them felt uncomfortable, Lin Yanyan felt that the car light was too bright even if he turned his back to them, and the car light was almost deliberately hitting them. Not only that, but the car also made a "tick-tick" horn sound, which was loud, annoying, and very disruptive to the atmosphere.

Lin Yanyan looked up from Jingchen's arms to see what kind of car it was, and saw a very familiar and very sassy Maybach sedan parked in front of him and Jingchen.

Before she could react, she saw Lu Xintou come out of the driver's seat, slam the door hard, and come over in a hurry.

Lin Yanyan was surprised, she didn't understand why he suddenly appeared here, and looking at his walking posture, she couldn't help but wonder if this person was very angry, but who provoked him

After Lu Xintou walked in front of them, he looked at her and Jing Chen with a look that was difficult to describe, and then said with a very indifferent and proud smile: "I didn't expect to meet Mr. Jing and Lin Yanyan here." ”