Jingchen was really heartbroken and wanted to grab her hand: "Yanyan, how can you say that about yourself, how can you say that about me?"

"Why can't I say that," Lin Yanyan burst into tears, "Jingchen, when we were in love, you didn't put me on an equal footing with you, you always told me that you hoped I trusted you, let me tell you all my thoughts, and tell you all the troubles I have." You want to know everything about me, and you can help me solve my problems. Of course I appreciate your kindness, but when I told you that I trusted you unconditionally, did you tell me about you?"

Recalling the process of falling in love at the beginning, Lin Yanyan was still full of complaints and grievances: "You have a first girlfriend who you once loved hard, you didn't tell me, I heard it from Jingxin; Qiao Shihui went to your company to find you, and even united with your father to force you to marry, but you didn't tell me, I overheard it from Lin Lan; later, when your company had a problem, your father wanted to fight for the project in the hands of the mayor, and you didn't tell me, or I heard it from Qiao Shihui's mouth." Countless times what happened around you, whether it has anything to do with me or not, but it is all your trouble, as your lover I am worried about you, and I want to share my worries for you, but you never took the initiative to tell me"

"Lovers should be equal, and they should care for each other hand in hand, but you always seem to subconsciously put me under your wings, unconsciously let me be inferior to you, so that I can only look up to you"

When Jingchen heard her words, he wanted to explain, but Lin Yanyan continued: "You never seem to expect me to be able to share anything for you, no matter how anxious I am and how much I want to know, you are half-concealed and unwilling to tell me. I was already a little angry about your project, but you told me not to worry, you have a way to deal with it, and told me to leave it alone. Jingchen, do you not believe in my ability, or in your heart, I have never been able to be an equal to you, so you don't want to share anything with me, and you don't want to let me know that I can only be covered by you, and cultivate into the ideal girlfriend in your heart in your way, but have you ever thought about it, I don't want to be the girlfriend you created, I have my own thoughts, I don't want to be a bird, I want to be a woman who can help you"

"Yanyan, I didn't know that you had such doubts, I just pity you and understand what you have suffered, and I don't want you to continue to suffer, so I don't want you to share my troubles, I didn't know that my behavior would cause you such a big confusion" Jingchen explained.

"Yes, I comforted myself like this at the beginning, I know that you feel sorry for me, and you are all for my good. However, I know very well that until you have dated Li Minglan, Li Minglan is not a woman who depends on people, but a woman who can advance and retreat with you and help you. You have obviously been in a relationship with such a woman, why can't you allow me to become such a woman, are you running away from something, because you and Li Minglan are too powerful, and there is no way for both parties to let anyone, which will eventually lead to a breakup, so you are afraid that I will become the same woman as her, so you can control me?"

Jingchen looked at her with a heartache, feeling that she was just thinking nonsense, how could she be cranky to think about this level

However, Lin Yanyan insisted on her own ideas, women's intuition is always accurate, not to mention that Jingchen can really suppress her, why hide everything from her, why do you want to shape her into a girlfriend who doesn't ask about the world, this is something she doesn't like very much, she also protested, but he didn't listen.

He didn't believe that he didn't understand her character, and since he understood why he suppressed her and didn't respect her ideas

If he really doesn't understand her character, then he is dating an illusory person, and he has never really fallen in love with her real character, so his love for her is empty

No matter which point it is, Lin Yanyan is very heartbroken and uncomfortable. When she was like glue with Jingchen before, she already had these doubts in her heart, but she just couldn't bear it because she didn't want to destroy her feelings, but now, she wants to make everything clear

"You didn't respect me at the beginning, so it became inevitable that you would abandon me later," Lin Yanyan said in despair.

She remembered the torment of more than a month, and she called him in the hospital, and he refused to come out: "Anyway, you didn't respect me much, so when you were on a business trip, you temporarily changed your itinerary, quietly got on the plane and left, and you don't have to tell me." When you arrive in the United States, you don't reply to my text messages, don't give me any explanation, you are at ease, and even ignore me after a week and a month later, it doesn't matter. Because I'm just a woman who clings to you and obeys you, you don't have to explain too much. I will forgive you, you think, because what a well-behaved woman I am, and I am about to be molded into a bird by you."

Jingchen couldn't help but grab Lin Yanyan's hand, and said with great heartache: "You really misunderstood me, Yanyan, do you know how heartbroken and uncomfortable I am when you say these words, how can you be so cranky, so suspicious of me, and so suspicious of yourself, Before I went to the United States, because I was talking to my father about business, my mobile phone was not with me, and I couldn't notify you, and then I got on the plane directly." I'm sorry, I was tormented for more than ten hours on the plane, and I kept thinking that I had to explain to you in time after I got off the plane, but I got off the plane."

Jingchen paused, although he was afraid that she would worry, but the situation in front of him was extremely critical, so he decided to confess: "I got into a car accident after getting off the plane, and I have been unconscious, and I don't know what happened halfway." I kept thinking about you even when I was unconscious, and you must be worried that I didn't text you in time. I wanted to wake up and tell you right away, but I couldn't wake up because I knew that I was really awake a few days ago, and I heard about these things. ”

Because he said it too quickly, explained it too quickly, and held her hand tightly, Lin Yanyan couldn't escape, so he could only be forced to listen. However, she was shocked when she heard the back, stared at Jingchen with teary eyes, and said after a long time: "Have you been in a car accident and have been unconscious?"

Shen Peng also came over at this time and helped explain: "Yes, Chen'er had a car accident, it was very serious, and he made a few turns in the ghost gate." ”

Jingchen glanced back at Shen Peng, he didn't want Shen Peng to say too much, he was still afraid that Lin Yanyan would worry.

However, Shen Peng didn't look at him at all, just stared at Lin Yanyan and insisted: "Chen'er was rescued in the United States before, and his condition was slightly stabilized before he was transferred back to China, and he didn't wake up until a few days ago." He is very worried about you, and he can't wait to be discharged from the hospital to find you immediately, but the people of the Jing family supervise him very strictly, and today he still risked his illness and secretly ran out of the hospital to find you. ”

Lin Yanyan felt that her heart had suffered a huge blow, and her previous thoughts had been subverted, so that she couldn't accept it now.

She unscrewed Jingchen's hand and took a step back and said, "You lied, if that's the case, why didn't you tell me in the first place"

Shen Peng glanced at Jingchen, shook his head guiltily and sighed.

Jingchen took her hand again: "Yanyan, Dapeng was also deceived by my father for my good, but I really didn't live up to you, I have always been very concerned about you, I'm afraid that you won't insist on this relationship"

Lin Yanyan stared at Jingchen in shock, all the negative emotions before were thrown into the corner by Ning Cheng, and another indescribable feeling that she didn't understand herself surged back in her heart.

She still grabbed Jingchen's hand uncontrollably, and asked him worriedly: "Did you have a car accident, where were you injured, and are you better now?"

Jingchen saw that her outlook had changed, and she was a little relieved, and suddenly hugged her tightly and said: "Yanyan, as long as you don't give up on me, I'm relieved, it doesn't matter where I go, because what I'm most worried about is you, I'm afraid that you don't want me, I'm afraid that you will be disappointed in this relationship, thank you"

He has the joy of regaining, for more than a month, whether he is seriously ill and unconscious, or just woke up, he is thinking about her, he is afraid that she is really disappointed and leaves him, it is really unbearable for him to be so afraid of losing her, really worried that he can't think about tea and dinner, and can't take care of his body. Fortunately, she didn't completely dismiss him, and after hearing his explanation, she still cared about him and felt sorry for him

"Yanyan, I'm sorry, it's me who didn't do well, I worried you, please give me a chance, let me make up for the mistakes I made during this time, I will make good amends to you, I hope you don't give up our love, don't give up on me, I really love and worry about you"

Lin Yanyan still couldn't accept it, after all, this subversion was too thorough, and she had been hurt so much before, and suddenly their explanation made her feel wronged and hurt, and it was like a dream, she couldn't believe it

After all, she has suffered such a big grievance, and she doesn't even care about her dignity, how can she erase it with just one explanation from Jingchen and Shen Peng, not to mention that Shen Peng also deceived her, won't she lie again, and Jingchen's previous things are not very satisfactory to her, does he really love her so much, and he can always think about her when he is sick

Jing Wanshan and Qiao Shihui's troublemaking is not unreasonable, she doesn't believe all what they say, but she can't refute some of them. In addition, Jing Xin also rebelled, she didn't believe that Jing Xin would betray her favorite brother to break up the two of them, not to mention Shen Peng, Shen Peng also hid from her two Jingchen's best friends, and they both hurt her behind Jingchen's back, is it really possible

Lin Yanyan still couldn't completely believe Jingchen's words. She pushed Jingchen away, took a step back, and questioned sadly: "When I went to the hospital to call you, did you hear why didn't you come out to see me?"

Shen Peng said: "He didn't wake up at that time, how could he come out to see you?"

"But do you know what your father and Qiao Shihui did to me that day" Lin Yanyan said this, still heartbroken, still sad, even breathing suffocated, tears flowed even more violently.

The hurt was too painful, too heavy, and she wanted her to face him with a smile all at once, or accept him completely

She knew that she couldn't blame Jingchen, because it wasn't Jingchen's fault, but because of Jing Wanshan and Qiao Shihui's obstruction, her heart was hurt, and she felt that her love with Jingchen had changed its taste, not all about her and him, but with bigger factors.

The powerful fact is in front of her, she has to admit the importance of being the right person, she can't be naïve, no longer deceive herself, she wants to be with Jingchen, the difficulties she faces are too huge, and she has been hit hard once, and she can't stand being destroyed again

"Yanyan" Jingchen saw her questioning and panicked eyes, and was afraid that she wouldn't believe him again and leave again, so he wanted to grab her hand and explain.

However, Lin Yanyan refused, she even raised her hands to make a refusal, and suddenly whispered: "I want to be quiet"