Text Chapter 139 The exchange of cold and warmth evokes the heart, tortures the mind and grows the mind

This Jin Ling'er listened to their words, and was anxious and angry. When he saw that they had gone away, his heart was even more anxious. Hurriedly followed. Who knew that the two ghosts disappeared in a blink of an eye. Jin Ling'er only wanted to find her senior brother, but she didn't step on it and fell into the grass.

At this time, Jin Ling'er, who was lying on the table, woke up and felt numb and weak. Slowly sit up straight, feel that the arms are not so sore, a little better, busy beating the legs. Sore, numb legs were relieved. So, slowly stand up. Feeling no longer numb, I came to Ruyi's house to see if she was better. Who knew that Ruyi had fallen asleep soundly. Jin Ling'er saw that Ruyi's face was rosy and there was no big problem, so she was relieved. Come back to the house.

Jin Ling'er hurriedly poured a cup of tea and drank it in one go. It feels so comfortable. I was busy getting to bed and lying down, and I remembered the dream just now. When I think of this, I really don't feel good. I thought to myself: "This dream is as if it is true, if it is true, how can I face this fact?" It can be seen that the master scolds the senior brother so ugly, like stabbing my heart, but this heart-wrenching dream makes me suffer even more, and I really feel like I'm about to suffocate. Then should I go or follow Master to cultivate well? But then again, seeing is believing, but the bad words in the dream and Master's words don't mean anything. I want to see it with my own eyes. No matter how Ruyi tests me this time, I can't give up on these. "Come to think of this. Hurriedly picked up the snack next to the bed and lay on the bed to eat.

Jin Ling'er took a small bite and thought: "This image is not beautiful, there is no lady at all." But when I was sick before, I was just leaning on the quilt in bed, and it was a beautiful feeling. Seeing that the senior brother took the apple, slowly peeled off the skin, and then cut off the apple flesh piece by piece and put it on a plate. Pick it up with chopsticks and feed me. But now my brother will never be like that again, he has a new love. Those girls are all beautiful. It's better than me. How can I win my brother's heart by being so ugly? But I have already had a husband and wife affair with him, and if I can't become husband and wife, what face will I have? No matter how you do it, husband and wife have no regrets even if they die. "Come to think of this. I felt very tired, stretched my waist, felt very sleepy, and lay down and fell asleep.

From a distance, I saw that the morning sun shined through the faint clouds, obliquely shining on the clear lotus after the rain, scattering sparkling blue light. Looking closely, I saw the sunlight hitting the window, pouring in, like silk-like sunlight, through the morning light, with a clear and moving light, diffuse.

Jin Ling'er woke up slowly, feeling soft and weak. Slowly and effortlessly open his eyes. I felt that my eyes were very heavy and swollen, so I gently pressed my hands on my eyes. While relieving dry eyes, the eyes are much moister. When I saw the sunlight shining into the house, I felt in good spirits. Took a deep breath. I got out of bed and went to the window, gently pushed the window open, and looked out. I saw the exotic flowers and plants swaying gently with the breeze, smiling and nodding slightly, as if welcoming the arrival of a new master, performing a tender dance. Flowers and herbs also know the warmth and cold, and they spit out the fragrance emotionally, which is intoxicating. Jin Ling'er closed her eyes slightly, quietly enjoying the sunshine bathing, smelling the sweet fragrance of flowers that intoxicated her, and her heart was as cold as ice, and was slowly melted by the warm sunlight little by little. And when a ray of sunlight shines, the prism made of the three worlds reflects the colorful light of life, and in the vast fog, it is as gorgeous and colorful as a rainbow.

After Jin Ling'er bathed in the sun. The gloom of the soul seems to have been dispelled. Jin Ling'er couldn't help but sigh: "This fairyland is really beautiful, with the light of goodwill shining everywhere, and they get along so harmoniously." It's just that in the gray and dark world of my soul, I don't know when I will be in a bright spring and a good mood like sunshine. I don't know when I will cross the messy tribulus terrestris in my heart and regain a ray of sunshine. "Come to think of this. Jin Ling'er went to freshen up, ate some refreshments and went out for a walk.

Ruyi woke up feeling much better, and hurriedly picked up the mirror on the table next to the bed and took a closer look. When he saw that his face was rosy and fine, he was relieved. Freshen up and eat some early. I went to see the Master. Ruyi came to Master's courtyard and saw Master drinking tea. Ruyi came to the master and walked forward. Master took a sip of tea and said lightly: "How are things going?" Ruyi said: "Master, I was not in good health yesterday and didn't test Cheng Jin Ling'er, I'm sorry I didn't finish it." Master sneered: "Yes, in my opinion, you deliberately pretended, in order not to let Ling'er be tortured, hum!" Ruyi was very aggrieved and said, "Master, I didn't say half a lie. The master said, "Hmph, your sisters have such a good relationship, it is understandable that you are protecting her as an older sister." But if it's true or not, you must not have lied to me, the master. These words made Ruyi difficult to argue, and he didn't know what to say for a while, so he had to kneel down honestly and said: "Master, I know that I am wrong, please punish the apprentice." The master said: "I was still arguing with strong words just now, how can I say that I am not at this time?" Ruyi lowered his head and said softly: "I didn't listen to Master's words and completed the task assigned by Master on time." The penalty should be fine. He kowtowed.

Seeing Ruyi's mistake, the master said, "Ruyi, you are already an apprentice here, and you should do whatever the master says." I really don't understand what you think. Ling'er's heart is not here, what is the use of leaving her? It is better to send her away as soon as possible. Save me from worrying. When she encounters trouble and frustration, she will naturally be disheartened and flee back. At that time, she would beg me to keep her. Since she likes to follow her mother's path, I can't control her. Since she likes to suffer and suffer, this is also her heart like her mother's. How do you say you changed it?" Ruyi was dumbfounded, just thinking about every word of the master for a while.

Seeing that Ruyi was silent, the master sighed: "Don't think about sisterhood, if you go to test Ling'er, you must be strict with her." No cover-up. Let her know that people's hearts are sinister, if they really pass the test. She'll be smarter, too. Adaptable. If you protect her, you will harm her, and she will be like a naughty child who will never grow up. I don't understand the warmth and coldness of the world, and I don't have these concepts. Ruyi completely understood Master's hard work, it turned out that it was all for Ling'er's sake, and he hurriedly said: "Master, you are so great, I am really lucky to have a master like you." The master said: "You go and test Ling'er quickly, so that she can die of that infatuated heart after her wish, and follow me to cultivate well." Ruyi said: "Yes, the task must be completed." With that, he hurriedly went to find Ling'er. Seeing that Ruyi went, the master nodded with a smile and said, "Ling'er, you have passed the pass, just go." Master said that you should go, but if you are bullied by your bastard brother, I will not let your brother tornado. With that, he hurriedly went back to the house to read.

As Ruyi walked, he thought, "Well, Master's idea is not bad. Although this trick is a bit vicious, it can be used to make her more knowledgeable. It's also the best strategy to go out and deal with the tornado of the senior brother. Otherwise, Ling'er can't be hated, how to deal with those demons and monsters, and let others play with them in applause in the end. I really hurt her. If you don't eat some bitterness, how can it be sweet. I should understand that. "Come to think of this. He stomped his foot twice and gritted his teeth tightly. said: "It's the first time I've done such a thing, and I can't be ruthless." No, no, no. But I couldn't make up my mind. Now think about how to hate Jin Ling'er, it's better to think of something you like the most, and the Jin Ling'er I like is also very fond of it. Fight with Jin Ling'er for her favorite magic weapon and let her be tortured. As he spoke, he was very proud, and his heart was prepared.

Ruyi is happy while thinking. But when I thought of torturing Ling'er to die and come back to life, I was very sad. Suddenly, someone patted Ruyi lightly on the back. This move frightened Ruyi into a cold sweat and hurriedly turned around. Seeing that it was none other than Jin Ling'er. Ruyi said, "My good sister! Jin Ling'er smiled: "Look at you for a while, smile, and a sad face." I, I, I thought you weren't normal today, and I was thinking about what kind of medicine I could prescribe for you to treat this strange mental disease. As he spoke, he chuckled. Ruyi was not stunned by Jin Ling'er's laughter, and was very depressed and thought: "What sister? Others are upset about your business, but you can still laugh." It will test your mind and see that you can still be happy. "Come to think of this. said angrily: "Look at you so proud, it will test your willpower for a while, see if you are sorrowful, you can still be so innocent, you are innocent and happy with you, I can cry for you." There are many contradictions in my heart, and I really can't bear to torture you like this. But I really can't bear it. You know my anguish. No wonder Master said you were a naughty child. Hearing this, Jin Ling'er pursed her lips helplessly, blushed, and sighed: "Good sister, I also know that you broke your heart for me, can't I be wrong?" As he spoke, he became sad.

It's embarrassing to see her like this. said: "I won't just say it casually, don't be sad." Am I wrong?" Jin Ling'er couldn't help laughing when she heard this, and hurriedly wiped the tears from her face. "I don't blame you, it's just that I don't want you to worry about me." If I had never known my brother, if we hadn't grown up together, our relationship wouldn't have been so affectionate. Now I haven't changed, but my brother is no longer the kind and pure brother. I'm afraid it's really as Master said. That would break my heart. Ruyi said: "You haven't seen him yet, why are you thinking about it, what is the reason for this?" Jin Ling'er told Ruyi everything she saw and heard in her dreams unhurriedly, and after speaking. He and Ruyi sat in the pavilion.