Bai Xiao'e waited for Shen Meigen for a year, and gave birth to a son for him, because Bai Xiao'e was unmarried and pregnant, the child was fostered in her brother's house after she was born, and the younger brother's child was also born at that time, one day earlier than Bai Xiao'e's child, and it was also a boy. Because I don't want the villagers to know that the child was born to Bai Xiao'e who is not married, first, I am afraid of being embarrassed, and secondly, for the sake of Bai Xiao'e's future, if outsiders know that Bai Xiao'e has a child before she is married, then how can you marry with a child? After thinking about it, in the end, the old couple of the Bai family decided to take the child to Bai Xiao'e's younger brother's house for foster care, and then raise it first, the Bai family said that Bai Xiao'e's brother and daughter-in-law happened to meet the child when she gave birth in the county hospital, because the child's parents had not registered their marriage, so they were abandoned in the hospital as soon as they were born, and the Bai family looked pitiful and took them home to raise them. It may be doomed, Bai Xiao'e's sister-in-law's milk is particularly good, after the two children eat, ** is still swollen and uncomfortable, or squeeze out some leftover milk and throw it away, and raise the children of the sister-in-law's family by themselves, although they are a hundred unwilling in their hearts, but they think that they don't have anything, and there is a monthly maintenance fee given by the sister-in-law, although the money is not much, but it is equivalent to taking it for nothing! On the day of the child's full moon, Mr. Bai named Bai Xiao'e's child Bai Wenwu, and Bai Xiaozhan's child named Bai Wenbin.

Bai Xiao'e clearly remembers that when she was pregnant with Xiaowu, she was afraid of being discovered by the villagers, and the cat did not step out of the house for more than nine months.

The family was stunned when they knew that Bai Xiao'e was pregnant, and later suggested that the child be killed, but the family found that Bai Xiao'e was more than five months pregnant when she was pregnant, and the doctor said that the fetus was too big, and if it was beaten, the life of an adult might be in danger. Bai Xiao'e's mother felt sorry for her daughter, blamed her daughter for being pregnant and didn't tell her, she bears it alone, blames her daughter for not wrapping her belly in a cloth all the time, fortunately it didn't cause danger, it's scary to think about it. And Bai Xiao'e has been thinking that in a few days, Shen Meigen will come back to marry herself, what if she takes the child away, what if Shen Meigen knows that she has beaten his flesh and blood and ignores herself? I always give myself a few more days in my head, so that it is a few months, from the beginning of pregnancy, waiting, waiting for a few days, waiting until the belly gets bigger day by day, too big to be bigger, the child is born, and the belly becomes smaller, but I still haven't waited for the person who married me to come back, but my age has not allowed me to wait any longer, a year after Shen Meigen left, Bai Xiao'e was introduced and married to a man who was twenty years older than herself, the man's surname was Zhu, nicknamed "Slow Half Beat" , in his forties, he hasn't started a family yet, not because his family is poor and can't afford to marry, but because he injured his brain in an accident when he was ten years old, resulting in a little sluggish reaction, and he can't do any work, no one wants to marry him, so he is still an "errand boy" in his forties! After being introduced by the matchmaker, I met Bai Xiao'e, and the old couple of the Zhu family thought that the Zhu family could finally inherit the lineage, and I heard the matchmaker say that this Bai Xiao'e is still a big girl with yellow flowers, because her vision is too high, she has never met the object she likes, so she has been delayed again and again, and she has not married until now, no matter how good a woman is, no one wants it when she is old, especially in the countryside. Bai Xiao'e has gone from being a matchmaker at the beginning to breaking through the threshold to now not even coming to the door to propose marriage, which makes Bai Xiao'e's parents anxious, afraid that such a big girl will not be able to marry and will be left at home. Now that someone has finally come to the door to propose marriage, this cola has damaged the old couple of the Bai family, and they are looking for a matchmaker to keep an eye on it, for fear that the family affair introduced by others will be in vain. And this matter, not only the Bai family is happy, but also the Zhu family, and the matchmaker sent the 100,000 yuan bride price to the Bai family first, the normal 80,000 yuan is enough, considering the actual situation of his own children, he gave an extra 20,000, the purpose is to hope that the Bai family will agree quickly, but it is a big problem for the old couple of the Zhu family. If you can shake the heart of the Bai family with money and agree to this family business, let alone give 20,000 more, even if it is 200,000, the old couple of the Zhu family will not say a word "no", as long as this family business can be successful, how can the Zhu family agree, at first Bai Xiao'e was unswervingly not Shen Meigen not married, and then she didn't see Shen Meigen come back, Bai Xiao'e had the heart to find Shen Meigen, but Bai Xiao'e didn't know anything else except that her sweetheart was called Shen Meigen Shanghainese, how did she find it? It's not realistic to go to Shanghai to find someone in the vast crowd, and for a country girl who can't even guarantee to go to the market in the town every time, she doesn't know where Shanghai is, let alone go to such a strange place to find someone who is not familiar with it, so in the end she had to give up and decided to raise her and Shen Meigen's children well, and then decided to marry "Slow Half Beat", marrying this man who is no more familiar to Bai Xiao'e than Shen Meigen.

"There's nothing wrong with marrying Zhu Xiuhao, so many bride prices are easy to get, you can use these money to raise Xiao Wu to grow up! Take the bride price to you, we don't want a penny, and besides, the Zhu Xiu you want to marry is just dull caused by traumatic brain injury, which is different from fools, that is, it does not delay normal life, and it will not affect the next generation, people have their duty, there is such a son in the family, and four cows, such a big group of ducks, this will not be yours in the future!" Bai Xiao'e's mother enlightened Bai Xiao'e, and Bai Xiao'e later figured it out for the sake of Xiao Wu, and agreed to marry "slow half a beat". Soon Bai Xiao'e married the "slow half-beat" who she didn't know at all, and this wedding can't be defined by "happiness", but can only be described as "necessary". I wish the family very satisfied with this daughter-in-law, because they didn't find out the fact that Bai Xiao'e was already the mother of a child, and thought that Bai Xiao'e was really a big girl with yellow flowers. Bai Xiao'e didn't feel uncomfortable, because this half-disabled man wanted her to take care of her, she and Shen Meigen's children wanted her to raise, and the old couple of the Zhu family wanted her to take care of them, she silently took them, what else could she do if she didn't bear them silently? The burden of life overwhelmed her, how could she still have the leisure to complain or nag! She only worked hard and worked hard to make money, she planted a lot of land, raised a lot of livestock, and went to pick up garbage whenever she was free, and the money she got in exchange for picking up garbage was given to her brother and daughter-in-law as child support for the little life that raised her and Shen Meigen.

Although 200 yuan can't feed a child, the milk is enough, you don't need to buy milk powder, you don't need to buy diapers, instead of a homespun ring, 200 is enough. Her in-laws and sister-in-law usually help take care of the children, and they just need to get the money until the month, how could Bai Xiaozhan's wife who is a money fan not want to take such a advantage! It is because of the advantage that she agreed to take the children for Bai Xiao'e.

Bai Xiao'e's parents did not fulfill their promise before marriage and gave Bai Xiao'e the bride price, on the contrary, her parents slowly gave Bai Xiao'e the bride price money to the wedding family, and gave it to their only son Bai Xiaozhan, Bai Xiao'e didn't have the heart to fight, thinking that as long as her brother's family could raise their children, they could do it! With Bai Xiao'e's own strength, there is no way to feed this little life, rather than giving it to others to raise, it is better to put it with his younger brother, because his younger brother's family also lives in the county seat, not far from Bai Xiao'e's current home, Bai Xiao'e can visit Xiaowu at any time, wash and take care of it.

In Bai Xiao'e's world, it turned out that the most important man was Shen Meigen, and later there was a little Wu. Xiao Wu is the crystallization of her love with Shen Meigen, but also the continuation of love, she doesn't blame Shen Meigen for not coming back to marry her, she believes that this is all fate, not Shen Meigen's malicious abandonment, it is a blow arranged by God for her, no matter how hard it is, she has to grit her teeth and get through, because she wants to see her lover again, ask him why is this? Why don't you come back to marry yourself?

Bai Xiao'e also wants to take Xiao Wu to her side, after all, she is his biological mother, he is her biological son, Bai Xiao'e has the obligation to raise Xiao Wu, but in any case, Bai Xiao'e must not take Xiao Wu over, because she can't give him a stable life, at least in today's society, children born before marriage are not accepted and will be bullied. Bai Xiao'e would rather endure the torment of not being able to recognize each other every day when her mother and son see each other, rather than see the tragic scene of her son being bullied by others. Xiao Wu is in Bai Xiaozhan's house, although he does not have the love of his biological parents, but he has the warmth of his relatives, although he does not have complete parental affection, but it is better than coming to himself and facing "slow half a beat" every day. She is willing to bear all the pain, and she does not want her own flesh and blood to be damaged in the slightest. I'd rather not stay for love, but also for family affection. Only to survive and fight, not to shed tears for hardship, when she wasted her youth day by day in waiting, it was the child in her belly who gave her the courage to live; she married "Slow Half Beat", and the daughters born to her and "Slow Half Beat" are all of Bai Xiao'e, for a fresh life, Bai Xiao'e vowed to live tenaciously.

The children were playing the game of "Prince and Princess" in the yard, and they were having a lot of fun and getting carried away. Bai Xiao'e's children are "princes" and "princesses", but Bai Xiao'e is not a "queen", she doesn't care that she is not a queen, what Bai Xiao'e cares about is that her children don't have to live a good life, but they must be happy.

Bai Xiao'e looked at the playing child, and her thoughts once again swept through her brain, knocking over the five-flavor bottle, losing her eyes, and wetting her placket.

The children were so mad that the "princesses" went back to sleep one by one, leaving only the "prince" sitting in the yard, staring blankly at the old woman in the house.

"What's wrong Xiao Wu?" Bai Xiao'e saw that Xiao Wu had something on her mind, and asked Xiao Wu very caringly.

"Auntie, I have something to tell you, and I'm afraid that you won't be able to accept scolding me, but I don't have anyone else to say, I'm going crazy. Xiao Wu said timidly to Bai Xiao'e.

"Say it, Xiao Wu, my aunt promises not to scold you. Bai Xiao'e feels sorry for her child, when the child is older, there are many things in her heart, and there are few things to do, and her ability to distinguish between right and wrong is poor, Xiao Wu can trust herself and is willing to open her heart to her, an old woman, no matter what happens, she has no reason to scold him, and she will not even blame, because he is her son, he is her biological flesh and blood who has not fulfilled her support obligations for a day, and she has an unshirkable responsibility to help him.

"Auntie, I'...... I...... Oh, I won't say it!" Xiao Wu stopped talking.

Bai Xiao'e heard Xiao Wu so difficult to speak, and she thought in her heart that something big must have happened, how big it was Bai Xiao'e didn't know, and her intuition told her that it must be not small. Mother's love drove her to ask Xiao Wu what was going on.

"Auntie, I like boys!And I'm in love with a boy......" Xiao Wu finally mustered up the courage to confess to the only relative in this world who made him feel warm, the secret he had buried in his heart for a long time and never told anyone, he wanted the only relative in this world who was good to him, to share his happiness and joy.

Bai Xiao'e was shocked, she definitely didn't expect such a thing, the shock far exceeded the fact that she knew that Shen Meigen would not come back to marry her, she didn't know what to do for a while, how much she hoped that Shen Meigen could be by her side, help her think about what to do? But there was no one around! Bai Xiao'e was silent, falling into a rare loss and overwhelm in this life, when she saw Xiao Wu's slightly lowered head, remorseful expression and evasive eyes, her heart was bleeding, she felt helpless, Desperate, she wanted to cry without tears, she really wanted to go to God and ask, why did he treat her like this, why did he treat her so cruelly? But when she saw the Xiao Wu in front of her, who was deeply reproachful, she had the courage and reason to face it calmly.

"I don't understand your emotional world, but I know that there is no right or wrong thing about feelings. Men love women, that's a thunderous idea, that's a matter of course, and no one can change it. But I think that men love women and men love men, their starting point is the same, they are all for happiness, for happiness, if you feel happy, then be bold to love, aunt can't do anything else, support you can still do it!" "At that time, Bai Xiao'e thought of half of her life, everything that happened to Bai Xiao'e, she didn't break the routine, and drew a normal trajectory according to the normal track, but despite this, what did she get? ! If I had been brave at that time and dared to say "no" to my parents, how could I have married this "slow half-beat" who had been married for 20 years without even saying 20 words! I acted according to the old principles and did not see much happiness, and my life was not easy. Thinking of this, she will support Xiao Wu. When the child is happy, she is happy. Simple thinking, great moves.

Xiao Wu was very happy, he didn't expect his aunt to be so reasonable, he won his aunt's support so easily, even if Bai Xiao'e opposed Xiao Wu and Li Mu's relationship, Xiao Wu would not be separated from Li Mu, but that would affect Xiao Wu's mood, at least during this winter vacation, when he saw his aunt again, he would feel very embarrassed.