Miss Yamanaka is very gentle
Above the sky, the stars were twinkling, the waning moon was showing its head, and suddenly a gust of wind blew through the clouds and covered it again, and under the starry sky, Yin Wu continued to tell his past.
"I told my sister about my plan, and she said she wanted to go to the streets of the town, and I heard from the doctor that it would be beautiful by Christmas. I promised my sister that I would find a way to take her out, and even if the doctor didn't allow it, I would take her out secretly. My sister was very happy and smiled and said to me, 'Thank you.' That's the most beautiful "thank you" I've ever heard.
So I started working multiple jobs, and I spent most of my time at home sleeping, and the more money I could save, the better. I feel motivated in my work now.
However, my sister's health deteriorated during this time, and of course my request to go out was denied, so I sneaked into the ward after the visiting time and carried my sister to the night street.
That night, white snowflakes were falling from the sky, and every tree and leaf on the street was glowing, and it was very, very beautiful. I walked down the street with my sister on my back.
"Thank you, brother. My sister said this on my back, and I didn't feel my sister's discomfort at the time.
I was very happy to hear this, and then I told me my plan, first to buy a gift, whatever it was for her, then to eat, and I made a reservation for a restaurant that was recommended in a magazine...... As a result, I was alone that night, talking non-stop.
After that day, my sister became weaker. In the days that followed, a suitable organ could not be found, and my sister died.
It was only after I lost my sister that I realized that I had a purpose in life, and the meaning of life was actually always around me, but I just didn't notice it. I can live with my sister's 'thank you'. When you are thanked by your sister, you can feel that you are still alive and you can be happy.
It's such an important existence, but I can't do anything for her, my sister, she's just looking at the comic magazines I bought in the hospital room, only this kind of life, does she feel happy? And without her, my life is over? Every day is full of unperceived happiness, and this time has become a thing of the past, and I have nothing left.
As I was thinking this, I saw a little girl in front of a hospital who had recovered and been discharged from the hospital and was smiling and saying 'thank you' to the nurses and doctors who came to see them off. ’
At that moment, I felt as if I had discovered the value of life again, and perhaps I had found the meaning of life again. If I could dedicate my life to someone. I want to be a doctor, I want to help others, I want to live with the gratitude of others. Thinking about it this way, I started studying quite hard.
I started working again, enrolled in a college preparatory class, and worked tirelessly to achieve my dream of becoming a doctor.
After a long time of hard work, I finally applied for the admission ticket to the university, and on the way to the university exam on the subway, the subway suddenly derailed and fell to one side, causing an accident......"
"These things made Naoi remember when I hypnotized me, and when I recalled it with hypnosis, I felt very unwilling, it was Hatsune who told me the reason to live, I found out, I tried, but I died on the way to pursue my dream, and I made up my mind to rebel against the gods. But the last time I took care of Lihua, I remembered what happened next. ”
"When I woke up again after the subway accident, it was already afternoon. Looking around, it was also a miserable situation. The glass inside the subway was shattered all over the floor, and it was distorted. When I looked outside, I found that the only car I was in was still intact, and the whole tram was in a dilapidated state. The passages on both sides of the ground were completely blocked by large rocks, and the signal was completely blocked, so I could only wait for rescue from outside.
This disaster was really tragic, there were only about a dozen people who survived, and I was the only one with medical knowledge, taking out the emergency lights, helping to move the injured out, there was no medicine, I had to bandage and fix the fractures. The only food you can find is a few bento boxes and snacks, and a small amount of water, which is only enough to last four or five days if evenly distributed.
The situation was severe, and in the meantime some unpleasant things happened, and a seriously injured person died.
Hatsune told me the meaning of life, but someone died in front of me. Nothing has changed, I'm still the same powerless, isn't it the same as it was then?...... I thought so.
After that, everyone endured together until the seventh day.
Lying on the ground weakly, I suddenly remembered what Hatsune had said, "If only someone had donated organs." At that time, I thought about the only thing I could do to help others. Organ donation, I took out my health insurance card and signed my name on the back.
I was already black from the injury in my abdomen at the time of the accident, and on the seventh day, I didn't make it until I was rescued, and I was unconscious before that, but I seemed to hear a voice, and the others should have been saved.
And before I died, I also donated my body, and my body should be able to help other people, I believe so. When I think about it, I don't think I have any regrets. ”
"Are there really no regrets?" asked Shion.
"Well, since I can help others, then my life is not too miserable, I think so. Otonai replied.
"What a good old man, will the others disappear if they make up for their regrets?" Angel!" Shion asked, turning her back to look at the sky.
"Well, if there are no regrets. "I saw a silver-haired 'angel' coming from the other side.
"It's true that when Sister Iwasawa disappeared, she was with a smile. But can I be satisfied by attending classes honestly and joining clubs?" Shion asked.
"Because all the people who will come to this world are people who have not survived their youth properly. Lihua replied.
"That's right, huh...... I see, that's why you're stopping the people on the front, it's really clumsy. Shion, who had his back to the two of them, remembered Iwasawa and his own experience and said this.
"Yes, Lihua is not an angel, this has been proven, she is just an ordinary girl who is very clumsy and trying to help people who come to this world to make up for their regrets and be satisfied.
I remembered the past, before I died, I had fulfilled my greatest wish and had helped others. I should have disappeared, but I lost my memory in this world, joined the front, met you, and became friends. I also want them to feel the same satisfaction as I do, and then leave this world together. Let them feel that the new life is also good. ”
"It's true that the past like Yuri's is really miserable, but it is precisely because of this that I feel that I should save and heal her heart that will always carry such memories. I think you, who can understand Iwasawa's disappearance, can also understand us. I really didn't have any confidence that I could accomplish this on my own with this clumsy angel, so I helped us. ”
"Uh-huh...... "Aster, which has its back to them, should be.
"Hey...... Can't you do it...... Crying?" Looking at the back of Shion's hands wiping his face, Yin Wu asked with great certainty.
"Hmm...... Because I can't stand this kind of thing the most. Everyone's past is so miserable......! I'll go first, I'll calm down, and if you need help in the future, just come to me, and ...... Lihua Song, you can call me Aster in the future, goodbye. Ziyuan's face was full of tears, and he couldn't wipe it clean, so he covered his face and ran out, stumbling and almost falling to the ground, and after standing firmly, he continued to cover his face and ran away from the sight of Yin Wu.
"Sure enough, it's really good to say it, Ziyuan is unexpectedly very gentle, and ...... It's clumsy enough. Looking at the asters who ran away with their faces covered, Yin Wu said with a sigh.
"Well, a good boy. Lihua nodded.
It's good to be in contact with people, to be understood, to be able to share the pain of worry with friends, and to help others, and through these, Otono understands some truths, and it's really good to do this, and it's really good to be able to help them.
I also talked about the past, and my heart became much more relaxed. If he hadn't spoken out, he wouldn't have known about Yui's past, wouldn't have received Hinata's help, and wouldn't have learned more about Shion.
Otono has strengthened his confidence, and he definitely wants to make Yuyi's dream come true, not only Yuyi, but also to let everyone be satisfied.