So Wang Fude and Li Mu took a shower and fell asleep.

Li Mu and Wang Fude lay on this "big single bed" where one person slept older and two people slept small, Li Mu pulled Wang Fu in the crook of his arm, and Wang Fude was just obedient like a little sheep at the mercy of Li Mu. Li Mu and Wang Fude were lying on the bed, there was no communication, just lying quietly. Li Mu looked at the top of Wang Fude's head lying in the crook of his arm, and whispered to Wang Fude:

"Ask my brother-in-law for a please?"

"Just ask, I know I'll tell you. Wang Fude lay in the crook of Li Mu's arm and did not move.

"I want to know what my brother-in-law will do in the future?" Li Mu asked Wang Fude with great concern.

"What else can I do, continue to hide it!" Wang Fude replied a little helplessly.

"Didn't that brother-in-law think about having sex reassignment surgery, turning himself into a woman?" Li Mu asked Wang Fude.

Wang Fude sat up from the bed abruptly as if he had been electrocuted, he didn't expect this Li Mu to ask like this. Wang Fude's move really frightened Li Mu.

"I just like men's 'homosexuality' and don't like women's, not perverted!" Wang Fude said with some excitement, eager for Li Mu to truly understand him.

"I'm sorry for you for something. Wang Fude continued to Li Mu in a low voice.

"Brother-in-law, what's sorry for me? Li Muman said to Wang Fude indifferently.

"I ...... I ...... that day" Wang Fude became slurred, and Li Mu was anxious to hear it.

"If you want to be critical, you swallow and vomit again, and I will go to sleep. Li Mu urged Wang Fude to say.

"When you come home from the summer vacation, it's the summer vacation when the 'lion cub' was born. Wang Fude whispered, his eyes looking at Li Mu from time to time, he wanted to see Li Mu's reaction.

"I remember the time when two beers poured me unconscious. Li Mu said to Wang Fude with a fresh memory.

"That's it. Wang Fude said to Li Mu.

"What happened that time? What's wrong with me? I'm not good at drinking. It's no wonder you're drunk!" Li Mu said frankly to Wang Fude.

"It's not that you don't drink much, it's that I d......rugged the wine in advance," Wang Fude said to Li Mu with a red face.

"Drugged, how can you do this!" Wang Fude's approach was too despicable, to the point of being unreasonable, so Li Mu yelled at Wang Fude very angrily.

"It's all because I'm too selfish and lonely, my heart is very uncomfortable, and I'm on the verge of collapse, and at the same time I like you too much, and I feel that the opportunity is rare, so I drugged the wine, but I didn't do anything excessive, I just hugged and kissed. At first, I felt that I should possess you, but when I saw you lying unconscious beside me, a strong sense of guilt arose, you are my brother, I can't hurt you! I stopped all my despicable deeds, and I lay down quietly and went to sleep......" Wang Fude said to Li Mu.

"I'm tired of the days when I broke up at dawn, and I have long learned how to control the trick of being emotional, but I have never given up the pursuit of 'true love', although more often than not, I am waiting, but there is hope for love, sometimes I feel like a cat, always thinking about stealing 'fishy', but always worried about being discovered, so I want to live in the dark forever, so it is not easy to be found out because of stealing. Wang Fude said clearly to Li Mu word by word, he didn't know if his expression understood, anyway, Li Mu didn't continue to ask.

After Wang Fude finished speaking, he let out a wry smile. That laughter contained too much pain and helplessness of this young man, he longed to be understood, but no one understood him, this desire could not be stopped, and Wang Fude was exhausted.

Li Mu thought about it, it was indeed Wang Fude's fault that Wang Fude was fascinated by him, but he stopped it in time, which showed that this person was really not bad in nature, although the practice was inappropriate, but he did not lose anything. This matter can be ignored. Thinking of this, Li Mu actually took Wang Fu in his arms, and Li Mu forgave his brother-in-law again.

If two people are secretive, saying that things are always left halfway, or things are obscure, and they are afraid that the other party will understand, then Sesame's small fault is not small.

Wang Fude is reluctant to leave Li Mu's arms, he really wants to be like this for the rest of his life, Wang Fude likes this feeling of being embraced, but the feeling is not love, Wang Fude understands very well in his heart that he and the handsome young man around him are not all the way, there can be no result, if there is a result, it must be a different side of the sky, so why bother! It is precisely because of this mentality that Wang Fude will not invest too much emotion, but at the same time, he also understands that his feelings for Li Mu are absolutely different from the feelings he usually encounters that are only emotional and unmoved and say that he broke up, as for what kind of feelings it is, Wang Fude himself can't say clearly, Wang Fude has warned himself more than once:

"The relationship between himself and Li Mu is only suitable for the feelings that cannot be seen from a distance, and if you get closer, everything will be wiped out. ”

"I can't accompany my brother-in-law every day, I want to go back to school, what will you do if I leave?" Li Mu asked Wang Fude innocently.

"What else can I do? Go to work, get off work, surf the Internet, sleep, live a normal life, and wait for true love to come......" Wang Fude said helplessly to Li Mu.

"Brother-in-law didn't think about finding a companion?" Li Mu asked Wang Fude.

"What companion?" Wang Fude seemed to understand but was not sure what Li Mu really meant, so he asked Li Mu a question.

"Brother-in-law hasn't thought about finding a boyfriend!" Li Mu asked Wang Fude.

"It's hard to find, I've actually been looking for a long time, but most 'comrades' think about maintaining this relationship well before getting along, and they think that the result of living with their 'other half' must be very happy, but more 'comrades', before the happy result comes, will give up for one reason or another, and eventually part ways with their 'other half'. In the end, both of them are tired and tired, there is not much 'true love' between 'comrades', but more mutual suspicion, and this suspicion leads to many 'comrades' 'love' that starts with happiness and ends in tragedy, but I will not give up the search for true love. Wang Fude replied to Li Mu with feeling.

"Oh. Li Mu was telling Wang Fude that Li Mu understood what he said.

The two didn't say anything more and slept peacefully. In this way, in this way, Wang Fude hid the secret in the depths of his heart for more than 20 years, told him to love but never get the person, Wang Fude confessed this secret to the person he loved, which shows his trust in this person, and can also see Wang Fude's sincere side to people, he does not suffer from gains and losses, he has the frankness and persistence that ordinary people do not have, he firmly believes that as long as there is love, there is hope, as long as he is willing to insist, then God will favor, may not be able to harvest the heartbeat, at least the harvest will not be too different from the expected results。

Early the next morning, Li Mu and Wang Fude got up, washed up, ate breakfast, and went straight to the train station. Li Mu got into the car and waited for 30 hours to arrive at school, Li Mu had nothing to do, and after ensuring the safety of 5,000 yuan, he just lay down on the bunk and slept. After Li Mu woke up, he sat quietly on the bunk, holding his knees with his hands and chin on his knees, recalling everything that had happened in the past few days, he didn't quite understand, but it was more logical to feel that for anyone, life is destined to be unsatisfactory, and he can't lose confidence because of difficulties. In fact, any mess of lines is very organized before it is messed up, but the bad lines are less organized, as long as you calm down, you can sort it out. Everything happens for a reason, and no one needs to think about how to change it, just continue to do what has happened. No one wants to do a business that may not make money in a lifetime, but what kind of business is a sure profit? Like a person who has worked hard for money all his life, he may not be able to get a place to live in his life, complaining about this and complaining about that, but he does it every day at sunrise and rests at sunset. Even if it is not his life, he must not forget his peace of mind! Although he has not gained any wealth in his busy life, he has not committed suicide by cutting his wrists! A person has a life. When you figure it out, you will be enlightened. Only by understanding the heart can there be a way.