Of course, Lin Yanyan knew what the pick-up man meant, but the meaning of the pick-up man was not very good, and Lu Xintou used this word to describe what Lin Xingyuan regarded her mother as

Lin Yanyan had an ominous premonition in her heart, but she didn't believe that there was anything wrong with such a kind and weak mother, even if she imagined it a little, she couldn't imagine it.

"I still don't understand what you're trying to say. ”

Lu Xintou took a deep breath of cigarette and swallowed the clouds. His figure was blurry under the street lamp, and he couldn't see his face clearly, but his eye circles were so obvious.

Lin Yanyan said irritably: "Can you stop smoking?"

Lu Xintou ignored her, still enjoying it slowly, he said: "Your mother was already pregnant when she married Lin Xingyuan, so you are a premature baby."

This should be plain enough, I hope she can bear it. Lu Xintou waited for a while, but didn't wait for her reaction.

Lin Yanyan was already stupid, she felt that Lu Xintou's words were like a voice from outside the sky, why couldn't she understand it Was there really something wrong with her comprehension ability, or was he too funny and ridiculous, she couldn't understand his words and deeds

Lu Xintou looked at her and said, "Xing Penghui is your father"

He hoped that she would be able to bear the answer, and it was not in vain that he told her so bluntly

Lin Yanyan smiled, her expression was very strange, and she asked him unusually calmly: "Who told you?"

"My cousin Lin Zi said that when she just had kidney failure, Feng Qing secretly looked for your and your brother's blood matching, and at that time she knew that you were not Lin Xingyuan's daughter. As for how I later knew that you were Xing Penghui's daughter, it was also the news from Jingchen's side, and I only learned about it recently. ”

"Feng Qing told you, do you believe it too" Lin Yanyan felt that Lu Xintou was ridiculous, Feng Qing was a junior, if she spread rumors, Lu Xintou would also believe him and believe it himself, and said in front of her, it was not very naïve

Lin Xingyuan also admitted that you were not his daughter, and Lin Xingyuan knew it from the beginning. ”

"When did it start, from what Lin Zi said was kidney failure?"

"No, he knew it when he married your mother. At that time, there was an accident in the Xing family, and your grandfather repented of your mother's marriage contract with the Xing family, but your mother was pregnant, and he was very anxious to cover up the truth. Your grandfather has been hiding it from the Lin family, and Lin Xingyuan probably learned the truth a few days before he was about to marry your mother, but he chose to accept it at that time, and he endured it in silence for so many years. ”

"You want to disguise the greatness of Quarin Xingyuan"

"I have nothing to do with Lin Xingyuan, even if he is my cousin-in-law, I don't have any contact with him, so there is no need to whitewash him"

"Then don't you think that you just rely on a few words from Feng Qing or a few lies from Lin Xingyuan to slander my mother and my life experience, which is very disrespectful to me and insults me?"

"I didn't insult you, what I said was the truth. Regarding the father-daughter relationship between you and Xing Penghui, there is a medical certificate, Jingchen secretly compared your hair with Xing Penghui's nails as DNA, you are a father-daughter relationship, there is no way to deny it. This is also the reason why Jingchen broke up with you. ”

Lin Yanyan was in a cramping mood, after a series of emotional foreshadowing, she was on the verge of exploding, if what Lu Xintou said was true, then how to explain the beauty that her mother had constructed for her before, and the shadow when her father and mother divorced

At that time, her mother was so sad, she kept accusing Feng Qing and Lin Xingyuan in front of her, making her hate them, and finally her mother even chose to commit suicide, leaving her and Lin Weiwei behind, and letting her bear so much pain alone, shouldn't all this have anything to do with her She is an outsider, but she has been deceived into the situation for so many years, suffering for this situation

And what pushed her into the game was actually her lovely mother who thought she was kind and weak

Her mother had concealed her for so many years, making her fall into the pain caused by Lin Xingyuan and Feng Qing like a fool, and now suddenly a third person came and told her that everything back then had nothing to do with her, and she was not Lin Xingyuan's child, it was ridiculous, this feeling of suddenly learning the truth was more uncomfortable than being betrayed

Lin Yanyan asked him with an ugly face: "Where are the results of the DNA test?"

"In Jingchen's hands, he knows this matter better than me"

"You're lying to me, there's no such thing as a DNA test"

"Lin Yanyan, I'm telling you the truth, I'm not joking with you, although every sentence is so cruel, but you have to be able to accept the fact why Jingchen broke up with you, because his biological parents were killed by Xing Ge, he has a grudge with Xing Ge, that is, he has a grudge against your grandfather, he can't accept you at all, he can't go through the hurdle in his heart, he has to break up with you, as for why he got back together with you, probably because you paid so much for her, and even got hurt, he couldn't bear to want to get back together with you, but you have to be clear that there is a deep feud between you and you know that Kan exists, and it is impossible to be happy together。 The thing that people are most afraid of is mustard, if the mustard is buried deeply, it is impossible to pull it out, not to mention that it is such a big mustard with a deep hatred in the sea of blood, do you and him still have a future?"

"I don't believe what you said" Lin Yanyan shook his head, "You're lying to me, you're just making up such a big lie to deceive me so that I don't accept him, aren't you?"

"I really don't want you to be with Jingchen, but I don't need to lie to you, and make up such a big reason, I'm not afraid that I will tell a lie, I don't need to be so panicked"

"I don't believe it, I don't believe what you say, and I don't believe that my mother has lied to me for so many years" Lin Yanyan still muttered, not knowing whether to tell him or mumble to himself.

Lu Xintou threw away the cigarette butt and said excitedly: "I know it's hard for you to believe it, but you have to know that this is the truth, it is difficult for you and Jingchen to be together, unless he can let go of all the mustard, but do you think Jingchen will call your father Xing Penghui to be his father?"

"I don't believe it, I don't believe what you say, if what you say is true, why did my mother lie to me for so many years"

Lin Yanyan burst out and shouted, " When Feng Qing broke into our family, she kept telling Feng Qing and Lin Xingyuan that they were not, but never mentioned my life experience, she guided me to make me hate Feng Qing and Lin Xingyuan, and then left me and Lin Weiwei, and let me bear the burden of hatred and humiliation for so many years, but now it's almost 10 years later, you told me that these things have nothing to do with me, I didn't have to live in these hatreds, I was deceived and used, didn't my mother refuse to tell me back then, let me get rid of it earlier, she didn't think about my feelings, she didn't love me at all”

"The most painful thing about that incident was me, I have endured so much in the past 10 years, but no one wants to tell me the truth, neither my father nor my mother, no one has considered my feelings. You're telling me now, you want to tell me that I've been abandoned, and that neither my father nor my mother want me, right?" Lin Yanyan complained with tears in her eyes.

Lu Xintou was nervous: "Yanyan, those things have passed, no matter how hard it was back then, you have come over now, right?"

"Yes, it's because I've come here, I'd rather not know the truth now What does my biological father have to do with me, did he see me when I was young, did he raise me, did he educate me, he didn't, he didn't fulfill his responsibilities as a father at all, he was a stranger to me"

"And when I didn't know, I always thought that my mother was a beautiful, kind and lovely woman, and her experiences were all the fault of Feng Qing and Lin Xingyuan, even if she left me and Lin Weiwei privately later, I don't blame her, because I understand her hardship, so she is gone, I will also pull Lin Weiwei strongly, no matter how much I cry in the past 10 years, I don't blame her. But you tell me now, let me know my true identity, let me know what a selfish woman my mother is in fact, she did not hesitate to extend the pain and hatred to me for her own pain and hatred, let me carry it for so many years, she didn't care about my feelings at all, she only protected the young Lin Weiwei, but she didn't care about my feelings, what a selfish mother"

"I've been abandoned, I've endured all the pain I shouldn't have suffered, yes, I've come out, I'm supposed to have a new life. But you tell me now that I was not only abandoned, but also deceived and used, what is the use of you telling me these truths now It's just a humiliation for me, I don't need such a truth at all I'd rather never know that Xing Penghui is my father, I'd rather never know that my mother used me"

"Yanyan, don't be sad" Lu Xintou grabbed her shoulder, trying to comfort her.

Lin Yanyan broke it away, took a step back, and didn't want him to get close at all: "If you tell me that you just want me to break up with Jingchen, your goal has been achieved, but I will hate you even more, because I don't need to know such a truth at all, you just want me to collapse"

"Yanyan, that's not what I meant. Long pain is better than short pain, you have to know this truth sooner or later, and I don't want you to be played with by Jingchen repeatedly"

Lu Xintou grabbed her shoulder again, and Lin Yanyan broke it again: "Shut up, each of you has a purpose, I don't believe Jingchen, why should I believe you?"

After Lin Yanyan finished speaking, he turned around and left in disappointment.

Lu Xintou was really afraid that she would do something stupid, so he hugged her: "Yanyan, you are sober, if I had a purpose, I wouldn't have done so many things for you, even if I had a purpose, I was also for your good, don't you still understand my sincerity?"

"You let go of me, you don't have a good heart, I hate you" Lin Yanyan struggled.

"Yanyan, you calm down" Lu Xintou still hugged her.

"You let go of me" Lin Yanyan continued to struggle, he hugged her tighter, just not letting her go. After Lin Yanyan struggled, he was tired and couldn't move, so he cried.

She really didn't know what was wrong with the world, why she did this to her, why she didn't know the truth until so many years later

And Lu Xintou also regretted his words and deeds, maybe Jingchen was right, he shouldn't have told her this too early, and there was no even need to tell her this. Telling her about her life experience not only did not do her any good, but made her more painful, she is very happy now, there is no need to know the previous things, if you can not know for the rest of your life, she has lived in the unknowing, maybe it is also a kind of happiness