Chapter 363: Father's Love Is Like a Mountain
Her vision became blurry, and she couldn't even see the face of the person in front of her, only a silhouette could be seen. A lot of words jumped up from my heart, and they were blocked in my throat, and I couldn't go up or down, which was very uncomfortable.
She knew that this was her last chance, because he went to Beijing this time, and it was very likely that he would not be able to come back, because there was always a worst chance of his illness, and the worst chance was that he would not wait for May 6, so as soon as he went, they would never see each other again.
A lot of misunderstandings, a lot of complaints, it is important to solve them at the last moment, and you can't bury them in your heart for a lifetime.
"If you have a daughter, have you thought about how you want to compensate her," Lin Yanyan asked him again.
Xing Penghui seemed to have a smile on the corner of his mouth, she couldn't see clearly, but she felt that his face was very charitable, and his tone was gentle and kind: "I would be very happy if I had a daughter, because the most regrettable thing in my life is that I don't have a relative around me, even at the last moment, there is no family to accompany me." So if I have a daughter, I'm really, really happy, very satisfied, and I'm going to do my best to make up for what I've owed to her over the years. ”
"How do you want to make it up to her?"
"From the moment she knew she existed, she protected her like a father, loved her, and started anew what she couldn't do because of the lack of a father all these years, so that she could feel the true father's love from her heart. I will give her enough companionship to make her feel that she is not alone, that she does not have to face difficulties alone as before, and that she will no longer walk alone, but that she has a father to share with her. Her father is her heaven, and she can help her block many difficulties and dangers, even if she encounters setbacks and dangers, she does not need to be anxious, because her father will settle for her, she just needs to be happy to be a little princess, because these are what her father owes her. For so many years, she should have wanted to live happily and happily like a princess, without having to bear the hardships of life that she should not have bought. ”
Lin Yanyan burst into tears and choked up: "You love your daughter very much, don't you?"
"Yes, I love her very much"
"If you knew that she existed, why didn't you try to find her for so many years, have you ever thought about how she feels when she is alone and in trouble, have you ever thought about it, if you let her be lonely for so many years, she will complain about you, how can you explain it, and how can you get her forgiveness?"
"I'm sorry for her, if I have a daughter, it's a surprise from God, when I know she exists, I can't wait to recognize her, but I will also especially respect her wishes, if she feels that my presence will break her peaceful life, or if she can't forgive me and doesn't want to recognize me, I will also respect her wishes, after all, her happiness is the most important thing. I will silently observe her, watch over her, and help her when she needs it most. I didn't think she would forgive me. ”
Speaking of this, Xing Penghui lowered his head, and his tone was low and sentimental, "Because I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father, I owe her so many years, so I don't dare to ask her for forgiveness, I just want my daughter to be happy, safe, healthy and happy."
"So that's why I haven't been looking for her"
"If she doesn't want to," Xing Penghui was silent for a long time, "I respect her wishes, she must have chosen the most suitable lifestyle for herself, so she avoided it." But I love her very much, and I still look forward to hearing her call her dad in my lifetime, so that I have no regrets in this life. I've been waiting, I've been waiting for a miracle to happen, I've been hoping for it."
Lin Yanyan couldn't cry anymore, but at this moment, she felt that she had truly forgiven Xing Penghui from the bottom of her heart. It's not that he doesn't look for her, he just respects her choice, he gives her care and protection in his unique fatherly way, and gives her the respect she wants most.
It was he who abandoned her back then, and now he asked her to make a new choice, whether to accept him or avoid it, he gave her the right, he didn't force her, but asked her to punish him for his actions back then. She can recognize him or not, because she has the right to punish him.
In this way, he showed his guilt for her, and he loved her, only more subtlely, and more greatly.
Lin Yanyan's stalks stuck in his throat have all broken through, and his heart is no longer heavy, but he has regained a rare relief. There is nothing in this world that cannot be forgiven and should not be forgiven, they are father and daughter, with the same blood flowing in their bodies, they should tolerate each other, love each other, even if the other party makes mistakes, they must give enough grand understanding, otherwise how can they be considered relatives
The word "relatives" should be a sacred word, because there is more understanding and tolerance for each other, and they will become close.
His time is running out, and she shouldn't spend less than half a year in the future in hatred and resentment, let alone infinite remorse for decades after he leaves.
Lin Yanyan's words were choked, and suddenly a hoarse word came out: "Dad"
Everyone around was already very quiet, but with Lin Yanyan's voice, everyone stopped all movements, remained motionless, and looked at the two of them quietly.
Lin Yanyan said softly: "You have a daughter, she wants to recognize you, will you forgive her for her selfishness and ignorance, will you forgive her for refusing to approach you for so long?"
"If she is willing to call me Daddy, it is already the biggest wish of my life, I will be very satisfied, I will accept her warmly, hug her, and nothing else"
Lin Yanyan approached him step by step and whispered, "I am your daughter, the daughter of you and Guan Yuewei, do you believe it?"
She didn't know how Xing Penghui would react when she said this, but she didn't care about the surprise and shock he might have now, she just wanted to recognize him and call him Dad, he was her Dad.
However, Xing Penghui did not show the stunned expression she expected, just looked at her calmly, with a smile of relief and satisfaction on his face, and said, "I have known for a long time, I have been waiting for you to speak." Yanyan and welcome back"
He opened his arms and waited to hug her.
Lin Yanyan's eyes were full of tears, but he still asked softly: "You already knew"
"I already knew, I'm waiting for you to choose, can you really forgive Dad?"
Lin Yanyan's heart ached, and finally hugged him hard, and called in a low voice: "Dad"
"Thank you, finally say it, welcome back, my daughter" Xing Penghui cried with joy and hugged him with tears.
Lin Yanyan and Wu Kai did not leave the Xing family villa that night, because she had too many things to talk to Xing Penghui, and Wu Kai, as Xing Penghui's assistant for so many years, has taken care of Xing Penghui's life and shared the company's work since Xing Penghui fell ill, and witnessed the process of Xing Penghui and Lin Yanyan knowing each other's existence and recognizing each other, so he stayed, and also had a lot of words to say to Lin Yanyan for Xing Penghui.
And it was through Wu Kai's explanation that Lin Yanyan learned that Jingchen had done DNA comparison not long ago, and Xing Penghui also learned the fact that she was his daughter through tracking. So he has been paying attention to Lin Yanyan's dynamics, including the time when Gu Chengcheng squeezed her, which was also ordered by Xing Penghui to help Wu Kai.
Wu Kai said: "Mr. also knew that Lin Weiwei was sick, and he originally wanted to help Miss, but for no reason, when we were planning, Lu Xintou appeared, and he helped you first, and then we also went with the flow and paid attention to it." ”
Lin Yanyan didn't care so much at this time, no matter whether Xing Penghui paid for her or not, she recognized that he was her father, she had forgiven him in her heart, and she would no longer care whether he tried his best to compensate for her.
Lin Yanyan took Xing Penghui's hand and looked at the old man who was close at hand. This was her father, the father with whom she was most directly related, and although she had never lived with him, she felt that he was more intimate and familiar than anyone else through this night, as if they had been together for many years. His eyebrows, his smile, and his verve seemed to have been seen countless times in the mirror, and he had always lived by her side, and he was no stranger.
Maybe this is the magic of blood, it can quickly bring two people who have never lived together closer, and so close, no one can compare and cross.
Lin Yanyan lowered his head, pinched his thick palm, which was no longer young and had vicissitudes of life, and whispered: "Dad, I'm going to marry Lu Xintuo, maybe I should get your consent first." ”
Xing Penghui sat on the sofa and looked at her gently, although Lin Yanyan had grown up, but when he looked at her, he still felt that it was a little girl in the palm of his hand, including when she said that sentence just now, it was also with piety and respect, and she said it to her most beloved elders, this feeling was really warm.
Xing Penghui patted the back of her hand and said, "Another day, you bring Lu Xintou over, and I will meet him." ”
"Good. Lin Yanyan felt that it should be the same, and was silent for a while, she looked at him, with the eyes of a little girl, and whispered, "Dad, will you blame me?"
"I don't blame you, I know everything about you, including Lu Xintou's treatment of you. However, I would like to meet Lu Xintou and talk to him alone. ”
"Hmm. When you come back from a treatment in Beijing, I'll bring him to see you, or I'll take him directly to Beijing to see you. ”
Xing Penghui smiled and said, "You don't have to go to Beijing, you are here, and Dad will come back." ”
"You must come back safely, every time you come back, you must be safe and healthy, okay" Lin Yanyan looked at him earnestly, his hands squeezing his fingers tightly.
"Yes, Daddy promises you. ”
Lin Yanyan was relieved, although she knew that Xing Penghui's condition was not under her control, and even if he wanted to agree to her, it would depend on whether God was willing or not, but seeing him so optimistic and confident, extremely tolerant of her, and meeting all her requirements, her heart was still very warm, very satisfied, and very relieved.
She took his hand, leaned on his shoulder, and called in a low voice, "Dad"
"Hmm" Xing Penghui also responded lightly, no matter what she said, he would agree. Mobile Visit: