Chapter 40: Breaking Up
Lin Yu was just frightened by Wu's mother, and when he calmed down, he suddenly realized that Han Jing's family lived in the "Sun and Stars" in the east of the city, and this was near the "Happy Garden", almost the westernmost place, it was almost an hour's drive from Han Jing's house to here, and it would not be so far to buy a vegetable to buy vegetables, he clearly remembered that there was a vegetable market at the entrance of the "Sun and Xingchen" community, even if he had to go to the supermarket, it would be ten minutes by car from the "Sun and Stars".
The more Lin Yu thought about it, the more scared he became, thinking back to what Wu's mother said just now, it seemed that Han Jing didn't leave the city to go to the countryside at all, he thought that Wu's mother was most likely not here to buy vegetables, could she be sent by Han Jing to follow him?
Lin Yu felt that his imagination was reasonable, and he broke out in a cold sweat, thinking that this is over, and Han Jing should know everything now.
I don't know why a sentence that Han Jing had said before suddenly popped out of Lin Yu's head - "If you fail me, I will definitely take revenge on you."
Lin Yu couldn't imagine how she would retaliate against him, but with Han Jing's character, he knew that she would definitely not give up, he didn't dare to think about it, it was very likely that the final result would be that he would "die without a corpse".
Lin Yu sent Yang Xiaohui back to his residence, and stayed there for a while, until night fell, he didn't leave, returned to his residence, he had vowed to break up with Han Jing, but when it came to the end, he wanted to retreat, I don't know when he started to be afraid of Han Jing, maybe it was the moment when he decided to be with Yang Xiaohui, maybe it was the moment when Han Jing was used to giving orders to him, and he was also obedient, and he unconsciously put himself in a "weak" position.
But as soon as he thought of Yang Xiaohui's gentle and lovely appearance, an inexplicable courage ignited in his heart, and he decided to tell Han Jing about breaking up no matter what, even if he was facing a sword mountain and a sea of fire, Longtan Tiger's Den, he would never retreat, besides, if he broke up, how dangerous it could be, if there was no emotion, he should have broken up, this is just human nature.
Lin Yu carried out mental construction for a long time, and it was not until more than nine o'clock in the evening that he mustered up the courage to go to Han Jing's house to tell her about breaking up, but as soon as he decided to go out, he was frightened and regretted it in shock, and there was an evasive voice in his heart telling him: Why don't you wait for a cloudy day.
He sighed deeply, really wanted to slap himself twice, blaming himself for not having the courage.
He searched all over the house for car keys, only to find them in his own hands.
Lin Yu forced himself to go to Han Jing's house tonight, and after he made up his mind, he finally walked out of the house.
The desire to survive made him not drive, he was still afraid of facing it too quickly, and he still didn't have the courage to face everything that was about to happen.
It is now the early autumn season, and the temperature at night is not so hot, but Lin Yu is still a little hot, and the dim street lamp has become like a blazing fire, which makes Lin Yu even more unbearable, he tries to avoid the street lamp and only walk in the shadows, which makes him feel a little better.
Lin Yu's pace is very slow, he thinks about a lot of things along the way, from coming to this city to go to college to graduating and looking for a job, to losing his job, and then meeting Han Jing, bit by bit will be the same as yesterday, he sighed that time flies, and he also blames himself for wasting his time, and regrets that he is whimsical and superficial......
No matter how slow Lin Yu walked, he finally arrived at the gate of Han Jing's community, because he was a frequent visitor and had that earth-shattering incident, the security guards at the gate also knew him, so he was let in after only a few greetings.
Entering the community, Lin Yuyin felt that his heartbeat was also speeding up, even at this time, he still didn't know how to talk to Han Jing, he didn't even know what to say in the first sentence, did he need to formally say "hello"? Or should you be honest with her, "I have something to tell you", or should I talk to him left and right first, talk to him as usual, and then change the conversation......
Lin Yu was confused, he had no idea, he thought that Mother Wu must have told her about him and Yang Xiaohui together, she must have known everything, thinking of this, Lin Yu felt that what he said was wrong.
Suddenly, Lin Yu's mobile phone rang, and he saw that it was Han Jing calling.
"Hey." Lin Yu answered the phone in a cautious tone.
"Where are you? I want to see you, you come here. Han Jing said coldly.
"I ...... I'll be right over. Lin Yu knew that this might be to ask the teacher for guilt.
Han Jing hung up the phone without saying anything more.
Lin Yu's heartbeat became even more urgent, what should have come is still coming.
Lin Yu lowered his head all the way, and as soon as he looked up, an iron fence door was lying in front of him, and he didn't know when he had arrived at the door of Han Jing's house, he took a few deep breaths, and then pressed the doorbell.
"Mr. Kobayashi is here, Miss is waiting for you." It was Wu's mother who opened the door.
Lin Yu didn't dare to talk to her, or even look at her, so he only gave a vague "um".
Lin Yu followed Mother Wu nervously, and her heart was about to jump to her throat.
Walking into the living room, I saw Han Jing sitting on the sofa with a cold face, her eyes staring straight ahead, as if thinking about something.
"Han Jing, I ......" Lin Yu was frightened, wanted to speak and stopped, not knowing where to start.
"Lin Yu, you sit down first." Han Jing said indifferently pointing to the sofa.
"Okay." Lin Yu sat down opposite Han Jing.
"I called you here so late because I have something important to tell you." Han Jing said.
"I have something important to tell you."
Han Jing glanced at Lin Yu, with a hint of sadness in her eyes, and at the same time a little perseverance.
Lin Yu thought to himself that he was still coming.
"Let's break up." Han Jing said calmly.
"For ...... For ......" Lin Yu wanted to ask "why", but before she could ask, she realized that it was not necessary, what else could it be, of course, she knew about him and Yang Xiaohui from Wu's mother.
"I'm going to the United States." Han Jing continued.
"It's decided?" Lin Yu asked.
"It's decided." Han Jing replied.
"I hope you can forgive me."
"Forgive you? You're not wrong, it's me who is wrong. ”
Lin Yu looked at Mother Wu and wondered if she hadn't told Han Jing about him? Seeing Lin Yu's gaze, Mother Wu nervously lowered her head to do other things and avoided it.
"How...... What's wrong? Lin Yu asked cautiously tentatively.
"I only recently realized that I didn't love you at all, and the reason why I was with you was only stimulated by Chen Shijie's marriage to transfer my emotional wounds. But I didn't mean to, I didn't realize that I was with you at the time. Han Jing explained.
"Even if you break up, you don't have to go to the United States, even if you can't be a couple, it's good to be an ordinary friend, why do you have to hide in the United States, do you really plan to die and never get along?"
"I went to the U.S. for something else."
"For something else?"
"My dad went in."
"Enter...... Got in? ”
Lin Yu thought that he had misheard, he didn't like Shen Ronghua very much, and he kept wishing for him to go in, but now that he really went in, he felt a little pity, and he didn't feel happy or happy at all.
"Because of what?" Lin Yu asked.
"The procuratorate is still investigating, and I don't know the specific reason, I only know that it is related to Yuanhua and Wu Wenguang." Han Jing said.
Lin Yu remembered that Wu Wenguang was also taken away by the police a few days ago, which must be related to Shen Ronghua.
"You've been ...... past few days" Lin Yu suddenly remembered what Han Jing said about her going to the countryside.
"I didn't go to the countryside, I was first summoned to the procuratorate to cooperate with the investigation, and then I went to the Xicheng Detention Center to help my dad with some formalities, and my dad was locked up there."
At this time, Lin Yu finally figured out why he met Wu's mother in the supermarket near "Happy Garden".
Lin Yu originally wanted to break up with Han Jing, but he didn't think that she would mention it to him first, it stands to reason that this is a surprise, but he is not happy at all, he is not happy at all, on the contrary, he is a little lost and a little stupid, after all, he and her time together is not short, there are many common memories, I always feel that she has been sticking to him and upsetting him, but at this moment there is really a lot of reluctance to separate, and those troublesome things no longer annoy him, on the contrary, they have become good memories.
"When are you leaving?" Lin Yu asked with a gloomy expression.
"Airplane at noon on a cloudy day." Han Jing said.
"Is there anything I can do to help?" Lin Yu asked a little reluctantly.
"I did everything I could." Han Jing shook her head and said.
"I'll send you on a cloudy day." Lin Yu said.
"Don't send it, I don't want to cry, don't come to my tears."
"That ......"
"Let's say goodbye, please don't hate me."
Lin Yu nodded, for some reason he was a little sad, he didn't expect this relationship to end like this, he turned around with heavy steps to leave.
"Lin Yu!" Han Jing suddenly shouted.
Lin Yu stopped, and Han Jing suddenly hugged him from behind.
"I'm sorry!" Han Jing sobbed faintly and said, "Find a good girl again, you must be happy." ”
"You're not sorry for me, it's me who is sorry for you." Countless thoughts flashed through Lin Yu's heart.
He thought, she said she didn't love him, how could he really love her!
Lin Yu walked back from Han Jing's house lonely, lonely, and desolately, the night was deep, there were few cars, and the street lamps on both sides of the road were still glowing dim, and there was no change from when he came, because everything had nothing to do with it, and it would not be lost or sad.
This short road Lin Yu walked for a long, long time, because when he got home, he felt very tired, so tired that he fell asleep when he lay down on the bed, and he didn't even have a dream all night, this night was like a rest, everything before was cut in two by this night, and what was about to start was a new relationship and a new life.
The next day, Han Jing left, really left, to the distant United States.
Before leaving, she went to say goodbye to Chen Shijie, told him that she was still the little sister he was when he was a child, and wished him happiness.