Chapter 51: What is Love?
"What!" Lin Yu slapped the table and stood up, obviously shocked.
The other customers and clerks in the café were surprised by Lin Yu's actions, and they all turned their eyes to Lin Yu who stood up.
"What you said is true?" Lin Yu couldn't believe that Jiang Yunmei's words were true.
Jiang Yunmei bit her lip and nodded with sadness, Lin Yu sat down slowly with excitement and trembling, and those eyes who looked at her also returned to whispering with her companions with a look of disgust.
"How so?" Lin Yu's lips began to tremble as he spoke.
"Who could have imagined how he could be so stupid." Jiang Yunmei said with tears in her eyes.
"The last time I went to see him, although I could see that he was sad, but his mood was still stable, but I never imagined that he would ......" Lin Yu exhaled deeply, he couldn't say any more.
"I didn't know it would be like this, if I knew I wouldn't break up with him anyway." Jiang Yunmei's eyes were already full of tears.
Lin Yu fell into deep sadness and contemplation, he never thought that Wang Qi would do such a stupid thing for the woman in front of him, he covered his face with his hands, it was too sudden, he really couldn't accept it, he thought: Human life is only once, how precious it is, is it worth it for a woman, didn't you say "There are no three-legged toads, but there are many two-legged women", why do you have to see your life like this?
"When did he ...... himself Suicidal. Lin Yu seemed to have broken through his own mental defense, and finally said the word "suicide".
"Three days ago, he sent a WeChat message saying that I still have something in his place, let me take it, I said don't let him throw it away, he told me very calmly that things are very important, it's a pity to throw it away, and said that even if you break up, you can be friends, there is no need to make old and dead people don't get along, I heard him say that he was reasonable and agreed to take it, but after I arrived, I found that the door was not locked, just hidden, and I saw him after opening the door......" Jiang Yunmei was already in tears and couldn't continue.
The corners of Lin Yu's eyes were also moist, he couldn't imagine how a good person could leave this world so easily, obviously in his mind, Wang Qi was still the living appearance of messing around, arguing, and laughing with himself in Yuanhua, how could he say that it was gone?
"Does his family know?" Lin Yu asked sadly.
"The police had already notified them that day, and the next day someone from my hometown came to take the body away." Jiang Yunmei wiped away the tears on her face and said.
"You called the police?" Lin Yu asked.
"Yes, I called the police as soon as I saw the situation at the scene." Jiang Yunmei said.
"The reasons are clear."
"The case has been closed, and it has been determined that it was a suicide."
"The motive for suicide is ......"
"For love...... Trapped in love, the police saw the last suicide note he wrote from his mobile phone. ”
Jiang Yunmei told Lin Yu the news she learned from the police and Wang Qi's family, although Jiang Yunmei had already said at the beginning that Wang Qi couldn't think of committing suicide because she broke up with her, but at this time she said that it was the police's identification that made him sure that this was true, and it couldn't be changed.
Lin Yu was confused and very sad, he had never experienced the death of a person who had been close to him, and Wang Qi was still so young, so Wang Qi's suicide hit him hard.
"Why is he so stupid, why is he doing this?" I don't know how many times Lin Yu has asked this tonight, but he just can't help but ask.
"It's all my fault, if it weren't for me......"
Lin Yu was immersed in sadness, and she didn't have the heart to listen to Jiang Yunmei's self-blame, but Jiang Yunmei still wiped away the tears in her eyes and continued to speak calmly.
"It's me who is wrong, if it weren't for my selfishness, he wouldn't have carried so much pain, he wouldn't have ......" Jiang Yunmei's expression was still very painful, but there were no tears in her eyes anymore, and they were bright again.
"Maybe this is fate, it's Wang Qi's life, he shouldn't chase you." Lin Yu said this, but she blamed Jiang Yunmei a little in her heart.
"It's not him chasing me, it's me chasing him." Jiang Yunmei said.
"You took the initiative to chase him." Jiang Yunmei said.
"What did you say, you chased him?" Lin Yu asked in disbelief.
"Yes, I chased him."
"You ......"
"I had just broken up with my boyfriend, I was extremely sad and in pain, I didn't know how to face the rest of my life, I had insomnia all day, I tried to control myself not to cry, but when I was extremely tired and fell asleep for a short while, I would wake up inexplicably, and when I woke up, I found that I had burst into tears in my sleep, and I couldn't suppress my extreme heartache.
This situation has been going on for more than half a year, and I can't stand it anymore, both physically and mentally.
People say that the best way to end a relationship is to start the next relationship, at this time I met Wang Qi, at that time I didn't know Wang Qi at all and didn't want to understand, so I wanted to start a relationship with him quickly, in fact, it can not be him, anyone can. ”
"So you haven't liked Wang Qi at all from beginning to end?"
"I know I shouldn't say that, but that's the way it is."
"Why, why do you do this to Wang Qi!"
"I know I'm wrong, but I tried to like him at one point, but I ...... I can't. ”
Lin Yu was originally a little moved by Jiang Yunmei's infatuation with her ex-boyfriend, and some sympathy for her self-blame for Wang Qi, but now his feelings for her disappeared in an instant, replaced by a little hatred for her, hating her for being irresponsible, playing with feelings, hating her for not changing her mind and not knowing what to do.
Wang Qi was wholeheartedly devoted to her, and he didn't even get even the slightest bit of love, he really wanted to ask her if she had thought about Wang Qi, whether he had a heart, and whether her conscience had been eaten by a dog.
Lin Yuqiang endured the hatred and anger in his heart, after all, Wang Qi could not be resurrected, and no matter what he did, he couldn't change the current ending.
"Thank you for telling me about Wang Qi, I should go back soon." Lin Yu got up to leave and said coldly.
"Please...... Please stay. Jiang Yunmei was a little anxious and a little hesitant to say.
"Anything else?" Lin Yu asked.
"Actually, I have one more thing to look for you." Jiang Yunmei was a little embarrassed.
"What's the matter?"
"About Wang Qi's inheritance, his salary card has always been kept by me, I haven't worked for a while and has been spending his money, and I didn't have the money to pay him back when I broke up, this time he came to his hometown, and I returned the money to his family, but ...... But his family didn't say enough, saying that I still had less, so ......" Jiang Yunmei said in the end, and the language stopped.
"So what?" Lin Yu asked coldly.
"His main work before his death was mainly in Yuanhua, can you help me print a copy of his salary in Yuanhua?" Jiang Yunmei asked.
"Can't!" Lin Yu left two words and walked out of Starbucks without looking back.