A sentence I don't want to lose a friend, changed some of Tian'er's thoughts, he actually has his own selfishness, he is not a saint, it is impossible to really be unwary of Crimson, but he also really wants to help Crimson.

What he said was also true, on the one hand, he hoped that Crimson would not break the last seal, so that he could retain his current state to the greatest extent, without sealing him, without killing him, taking him to human life, and slowly integrating him into the human social group, and not as a terrifying scourge.

On the other hand, Tian'er hopes to be able to break the seal and see his peak state after breaking the seal, so as to judge how powerful the person who made the crimson is, who can create such a powerful and terrifying life form, or rather, or whether he directly devoured the soul, similar to the seizure of the house or something, Tian'er is not sure, and it is impossible for him to watch the crimson break the last seal.

Crimson is too terrifying, let him break the last seal, no one knows what terrible things will happen, if he is dominated by the willpower of destruction, everything he has done now will be in vain, and that almost impossible possibility will be cut off here, not only that, cutting off this possibility, it means that he may also die.

It would be a big gamble.

Now Tian'er has controlled Crimson within his ability, but it doesn't mean that he can kill Crimson, it's almost impossible, Tian'er knows.

So he is very conflicted, he must not let go, and he can't fully trust, what should he do!

"You can't trust me completely, I know it, because I don't believe in myself either, because I don't have memory, I don't have the memory of birth, from the beginning of my existence, I have been given destruction, this is the command, or, it can be understood as instinct, it seems that my birth exists for the sake of destruction, there is no superfluous emotion in it, there is no humanity, there is no emotion, I used to try to think, but whenever I have such thoughts, thinking about my existence, I will be urged by an invisible force that urges me to destroy this world! So, I should call it involuntarily, that's what you humans say. ”

Crimson looked at Tian'er, as if waiting for him to affirm his statement, and Tian'er nodded.

Crimson continued: "Although there is nothing, only the will to destroy, but I still remember one thing, which is what you were worried about just now, and what you have always wanted to know, and that is my master, I remember that I have a master, I don't know why I remember, but, he gave me life, it seems, that will to destroy is also his will. ”

Crimson spoke quietly, and Tian'er listened quietly.

From time to time, the two grabbed the wine jar, touched it, and then gulped down.

"I know that you humans are smart and cunning, and your wisdom and mind should be all kinds of Xiao Chu, you have guessed many things, and you have guessed them all right, and there is no mistake, there is a stronger existence than me, that is my master. Do you know why I suddenly think of you as a true friend?"

Crimson looked at Tian'er and asked.

Tian'er shook her head.

"I know you can't fully trust me either, that's how it should be, anyone will be like this, thinking that I'm powerful and terrifying, I have a good impression of you, so I haven't made a dead hand, I don't have the strongest power, I like to listen to you, I don't know why this is happening, but I just like it, I trust you little by little, and now I trust it completely, not only your words, knocking on my heart again and again, you admit that I exist in the heart, but also because of your heart and pride, you are very charming, after I met you, I found that I began to change, because I never remember, but when I met you, I began to recall, I think you are my enemyI didn't take it to heart, but you asked me to remember your existence again and again, but I couldn't find it in my memory. I thought of the seal, and perhaps, there was a memory of you in the seal, or rather, a memory of your ancestors and me, and I never remembered, and when I realized it, I found that I not only began to remember, but even thought about why I remembered, and thought about my relationship with your ancestors. But the closer I got to you, I found that it wasn't like that, especially when you peeled off my secrets little by little, instilled human thoughts and feelings in me, enlightened me, and even made friends with me, all of them were changing me, I had barely spoken, I hadn't thought, I didn't ask why, I only knew killing, I only knew destruction, but when I met you, in this short period of time, I almost instinctively began to speak, began to think, and began to ask why, so we are not old enemies, I don't have the memory of birth, so it has nothing to do with your memory, I suddenly thought of something under your enlightenment, since I don't have the memory of birth, I haven't spoken, and there are countless strong people who have been killed and destroyed by me, and I have even destroyed countless worlds, and there can be no survivors under my hands, so I guess that we are not enemies, but the real enemies are you, you, and the mastermind who created me and gave me the will to destroy, that is, my master!"

"So, you started to trust me and wanted real help from my friend, so you said what you are saying now, and you want to confess?"

Tian'er asked.

"It seems that I am right, you are right, I don't know how to express it, but like you said, I am a puppet, from the time I met you I seem to be experiencing an awakening, what is hidden in the instinct of my life is awakening, I am becoming clearer and clearer, I can think, I can understand, and even want to say these words to you, you say it I understand, I want to gain your trust and help. ”

"I want to help you, I also regard you as a friend, you are indeed a puppet, but, in your body, I can feel the human soul, I can feel the beating heart, although your body is almost an energy body with no weaknesses, but as you yourself say, you are awakening, belonging to your human part, awakening. ”

Tian'er raised the wine jar, and Crimson also lifted it, toasting to the awakening and the heart.

"Well, you understand faster and more thoroughly than I do, as if we've known each other for a long time, or it's not me at all, it's the part of my body that belongs to the master's will, we've known each other for a long time, so we're old enemies, I hope you can help me, I don't want to continue to live as a puppet. ”