Chapter Twenty-Four: Two Lonely Men

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"Golantis, Spencer. The girl's sudden opening made Furcy stunned for a moment, and then Furcy couldn't help but turn his head to look at the calm girl beside him.

"Furcy Rosberg. Furcy didn't know what the girl thought, but Furcy always felt an indelible loneliness in her soul, and a faint sadness.

Just after meeting the young girl in Furcy, she walked up to Furcy and took Furssey's hand directly, led him to a big tree outside the camp, and then sat down on top of the tree by herself. Felsey felt strange, but climbed over to the maiden and sat down. Neither of them spoke, until the maiden, named Golantis, spoke first.

"I picked up an injured snowdoon on the lawn of my family estate, and I kept it for a long time. It is by my side every day, studying and living with me, but I feel that it is not happy. So this time I sent it back to the forest, and it was gone, back to its own place. Golantis told her story, and Foxie didn't know why she did it, so he had to be a quiet listener.

"Even the bird yearns for freedom, and it doesn't want to be a lonely bird. There was a deep sadness in Golantis's tone, a little like the feeling that this winter night had given to Furcy.

"Are you sad about its departure?" asked Foxie cautiously, but his instincts told him that things didn't seem to be like this.

"I thought you could understand me, maybe I was thinking too much. I saw the same thing in your eyes that day, and it doesn't seem like that way now. Golantis laughed miserably, as if he were laughing at himself, as if he had touched some wound deep into his soul. Foxy seemed to understand something for a moment, and he had a very painful moment at that time, when he had been silently bearing everything alone. The first time it was his new parents who brought him out of the shadows, the second time from the Inquisition, from Galileo, from Archbishop Cambolet, and it was through them that Francie gradually got out of his nightmare.

"I used to cry when I dreamed when I was a kid, and my heart was filled with remorse for myself, but for some reason I couldn't say it. No one understood my feelings, and I could only be silent or cry day after day. Furcy remembered his days at Heidewütz Manor, where for a long time he was like an autistic child, listless in his room watching the sun rise and set. But his parents did not give up on him because of this, but gave Furcy more love to dissolve the pain in his heart.

"I'd love to know why, but everybody has secrets. I can hear that your feelings are real, so I won't ask you why. There was an understanding of Furcy in Golantis's words, which made Foxy feel a little curious about why such a young girl living in such a family would have an experience similar to his.

"I heard that snow falls on the heart and cleanses the soul. "Golantis gave Furcy not like a girl of the same age, but like a bard who had been through a lot of things, sad and vicissitudes.

"There is so much sadness at a young age, there will always be fortunate and unfortunate things in life, but these will pass in the end. "Furcy had a lot of things, and it was hard to let go at times, but in the end he came out of it. Even though there is still a deep loneliness in his heart, he does not let this feeling fill his heart all the time.

"Don't you think that everybody has to wear a mask in their life? Maybe we're all pretending to be happy, but that's not the case. Saying this, Golantis choked up, and she looked at Foxy beside her, and suddenly grabbed his hand again. Golantis' hands were delicate, like almost all aristocratic ladies. But her hands were unusually cold, like a thousand-year-old cold jade, exuding a slight chill from the inside out.

"Can I trust you, Felsey. There was something else in Golantis' eyes, and Foxy didn't know what it was, but he could see that the girl had her own lonely mind. So, after thinking for a few seconds, Foxy nodded solemnly.

"Please don't tell anyone what I'm going to tell me next. Golantis's hands trembled slightly, I don't know if it was because of the cold or because of the uneasiness in her heart, it seemed that the story she was going to tell next must not be simple.

"When I was young, I was like other aristocratic ladies, learning aristocratic etiquette and living a very carefree life. I have a beautiful mother who is the most beautiful woman I have ever met, and she is always sitting in the room watching me play. I remember that there was a faint sadness on her face all the time, and even then she was beautiful, and I didn't know why she was sad until one day. Francie saw that in the moonlight, Grantis's tears shimmered silver.

"That night, five black-robed men appeared on the grass outside the family house, and my mother told me to hide them. I didn't know what was going on, I was scared, but I hid it carefully, but I didn't know at the time that I was about to lose my closest loved ones. Golantis lifted her left hand and placed a black ring on her left index finger, which looked like a black rose wrapped around Golantis's finger. Foxy knew the mark, it was a token of the Renos family of the Blood Demon Party, and it was clearly described in the Chronology of Day and Night.

"Isn't it?" Falsey vaguely guessed something. If that's right, that's why the Bloodlines have been pestering the Spencer family, not just because of a Blood Curse.

"My father was far away in the imperial capital at that time, and there were not many strong people in the family, so they chose to stand by and watch coldly when they knew the truth. The next day my father finally came back, and at that time my mother had exhausted all her strength to make it to see him, and I naively thought that my mother would be cured by his return. It was only then that I learned that my mother was a blood family from the Renos family. "The love between humans and the Blood, this is a story that can only be heard in the poetry of bards. Luckily, Furcy had at least heard of his grandfather's love affair with the elf, so he finally came to his senses. I didn't expect that the fourth knight of the empire was still such a temperamental, and the blood clan was a race that had long occupied the inquisition's heresy hunting list. Presumably, those five black-robed people are the "purges" sent by the Renos family to solve the "traitors" in the family, and these guys don't talk about family affection.

"My mother left with a serene look on her face, and she told me that her only regret was that she couldn't grow up with me. So she turned the last of her power into a blood curse, which means that 'she' has been protecting me. Furcy knew very well that this kind of love would not be as beautiful as it was written in the poem, and that neither racial restraint nor worldly vision would be a powerful obstacle, so the result of such love would often end in tragedy.

"It was then that I really knew what aristocracy was, and it was their indifference that took away my mother. So I felt small and lonely, and the pain of losing a loved one may be a pain that you can't understand for the rest of your life. Golantis' pale face was filled with anger and sadness, and through her eyes Foxy could see the loneliness and distortion in her heart, an expression that resembled that of him walking alone on that snowy night.

"My father wasn't an apocalypse powerhouse at the time, but he decided to break away from the Casablanburg family. So my father, my uncle, and the old butler came to the city of Constantine and founded a new House of Spencer, the Spencer family of our family. Then my father found me the Archbishop of Cambolet as my godfather, and thanks to him I gradually began to become cheerful, but the loneliness in my heart was still something that no one could share. Furcy felt that the girl in front of her was like a bright and distant star in the night sky, she was lonely and shining, but far away from the starry sky where the stars were twinkling, what kind of loneliness was that?

"In that case, let's exchange each other's secrets. Francie believed in the girl in front of him, that her eyes would not deceive, that the two of them were the same people.

The story still takes place in Casablanburg, where a carefree aristocratic boy lives who thought life would be ordinary day after day, and he grew up until he inherited the hereditary title of his family. But fate always likes to play a joke on him, and one night the Inquisition suddenly broke into his door, and his uncle killed his parents in front of him and set the family's castle on fire with his own hands. The fire burned incessantly, scorching the family's manor and melting the boy's heart. But another joke that fate played with the teenager was to keep him alive, and his uncle agreed to the last wishes of the teenager's parents and adopted the teenager. Sometimes living is a greater torment than death. Foxie looked into the hazy darkness of the distance, and even after a few years, he felt the blood and fire of that night still come to his mind.

The girl on the branch looked at Foxy with wide eyes, and although the young man in front of her told the story in a flat tone, she could tell that he was not making up a story. Although he didn't say it, Golantis knew that he was the protagonist of the story. Many people think that teenagers don't know how to mourn in their hearts, but in this world, there are many people who have suffered a lot of irreparable wounds when they were teenagers, so that they gradually slipped into the abyss of darkness when they grew up.

But he didn't blame fate, what he wanted to do was to change his fate, he wanted to take control of his own destiny. In this way, the torture and challenge he received from fate will become meaningful. "Furcy is used to the pain, he doesn't cry anymore, because only the incompetent shed tears for his weakness, and now he is getting stronger in the direction he wants.

"Haven't you ever felt lonely?" said Golantis's tone this time with caution. In any case, she was just a lonely teenager, and even after grief and pain, she was not mentally mature like Felsey.

"I once heard the saying, 'When you are lonely, look up at the starry sky, then you will feel that the starry sky is watching you, and your world will not be so small,' and I like to look up at the stars alone, so that I feel that someone is watching me all the time. Furcy looked up his head, and the stars in the sky became brighter and brighter as the night deepened, and it was a very beautiful starry sky.

"Really?" Golantis crossed his hands over his chest as he raised his head to look at the vast stars that were dense above his head, and for a moment the trees fell silent.

Some people say that the stars are the soul of a person after death, some sorcerers say that the stars are the lamp of life, and the extinguishing of the stars represents the death of a person, and the bards like to use the stars as the sustenance of love. But for Furcy, the starry sky is a deep, deep memory, and a kind of spiritual sustenance, as long as he can see the starlight, he has a special power in his heart.

"How's it going, does it work?" Foxie looked at Golantis's face, and suddenly felt an inexplicable pity in his heart, this girl also had a sad past, and also had the loneliness that Francie had had.

"How can you talk when you are a big man?" said Golantis, who suddenly smiled slyly, and screwed Furcy's ear to lecture him in an old-fashioned tone.

"Don't don't, it hurts. While begging for mercy, Francie looked at the girl's smiling face, and somehow felt a wonderful sense of steadfastness in his heart.

"Thank you, Folsie. ”

Under the moonlight, the two lonely teenagers swapped their sorrows, but for the first time experienced what pure happiness is from the bottom of their hearts.