New York, USA.

Jingchen has always loved to immerse himself in a troubled nightmare.

He was on a boat, surrounded by the sea, boundless, and the wind and waves were very strong, and he struck his ship again and again, and he shook in the wind and waves, trying to control the ship, but he could not fight the wind and waves.

He was about to fall, but he was unwilling, he still held on, he was unwilling to be knocked down by the wind and waves, because he had not seen his beloved Yan Yan, if he fell into the sea like this, he might not see Yan Yan for the rest of his life, and Yan Yan probably would not forgive him.

He didn't have time to tell her when he went out to sea that he wanted to surprise her when he went back to make up for his indifference. So he can't just die

Jingchen was drenched in wind and rain, and he desperately grabbed the rope of the canvas and shouted in the thunderstorm and wind and waves: "Yanyan, Yanyan"

But no one responded, there was sea water all around, and he could barely see anything but sea water and thunderstorms, and the environment was so terrifying that it could swallow him at any time. He was flustered and scared, but he still didn't want to be swallowed up by the wind and waves. Although, he may not have to face such a terrifying scene when he is silent in the sea, and he can be reborn, but he can't see Yanyan, he is unwilling, so even if there is only one person, no matter how bad the sea and weather are, he will resist tenaciously

Yan

He meditated in his heart over and over again, shouting over and over again, which was the motivation for him to live

"What's wrong with him, brother, why is he sweating so much" Jing Xin stayed by the bed, staring at Jing Chen, and found that his forehead was sweating uncontrollably, she had already wiped it, but he still kept sweating, so he asked Jing Yi beside him.

Jing Yi looked at the patient lying on the bed, his eyes glazed and empty.

Jingchen has been lying like this for more than a week, and he is still not out of danger, he is still wearing an oxygen mask, an infusion tube in his hand, and various instruments in the ward, waiting to be rescued at any time.

Even though he was already lying stiff, he didn't move, as if he was going to die.

Jing Xin looked at him, suddenly his eyes were red again, and he choked up and said, "Brother, you get better soon, brother, I beg you, brother"

Jing Yi got up silently and left, because he was anxious.

The family has been in the United States for more than a week, and his brother is still not getting better.

I heard that on the day of his brother's car accident, he stopped beating several times on the way to the hospital, and was later sent to the emergency room, after several hours of rescue, he did not get better, and the medical staff were about to give up.

The next day, the family immediately went through the charter formalities and did their best to get to the United States in time.

When their plane landed, his brother was still being rescued, because of the repeated condition, the doctor saved him many times, and changed several batches of medical personnel, and finally, when the whole family rushed to the hospital, his brother was rescued.

But the moment he saw his brother, he felt that his brother was like a broken robot, almost every part of his body was damaged to varying degrees, and he was being tinkered with by medical personnel, carefully supporting his life with various instruments.

He was placed in an intensive care unit for a day and a night, and only when his health was stabilized was that the medical staff were allowed to enter the visit.

At that time, his brother's life was so fragile, as if a straw could crush him to death, and he also deeply felt the impermanence of fate.

Perhaps, he was used to his brother's appearance of standing in front of him in a good manner, and when he suddenly saw such a brother, Jing Yi couldn't help but have pantothenic acid in his eyes, and tears flowed down.

He has a good relationship with his brother, who is five years older than him and has been his idol since he was a child. Therefore, his parents worked hard to cultivate his brother, and when he indulged him, he did not have any complaints, he even thought that it would be better to hand over the company to his brother in the future, and he would be his idle nobleman, anyway, his brother would definitely be able to take care of his food and clothing, and he would not treat his children badly.

It's just that he didn't understand why his father had to force his brother to marry, and if he couldn't force the marriage, he had to support him, and finally forced his brother to leave the United States to complete this difficult job, and later, his brother had a car accident.

He thought that if his father hadn't persecuted his brother, would there have been no car accident and his brother would have lived well

Jingyi was tired and went to the lounge next door to rest, but heard the conversation between her parents

Mother cried and said, "Do you blame me, you brought Jingchen back then, that's why you treated him so poorly"

The mother's voice was low, with suppressed pain, and it seemed to come from the heart that had been tangled for decades.

The father was a little excited, but he also tried to control the volume: "I have treated him poorly for so many years, I have cultivated him, valued him, and treated him even better than Jingyi, where can you see that I treat him poorly"

"But there is no love in your eyes, I have never felt that you really love Jingchen from your eyes, you only give him material and life enjoyment, and your fake love, you have not really pampered this child like a father"

Mrs. Jing wiped her tears and said, "When they were children, you also took Jingyi to the playground, attended Jingyi's parent-teacher conferences, and his various competitions, but have you accompanied Jingchen like this?"

"Jingchen is the eldest son, shouldering the responsibility of the family, he only needs to become a talent, where do you need to play"

"But he is also a child, and he also wants his father to accompany him like a normal father, especially when his father is still with his younger brother, but not with him, what do you think he will think in his heart?"

"I also helped him in his career, supported him, I was his mentor, his idol, and gave him the greatest spiritual companionship. You actually said that I was pretending that I was even planning to hand over the Jing Group to him, you think such a big gift is still fake."

"Do you only have a career in your eyes, you only think that career is the most important thing in your life, so you give this thing to Jingchen, and you love him the most"

"When I was kind to him, you said that I was fake, if I really treated him badly, and you said that I was partial, what do you want me to do?"

"You just haven't loved this child, he's our child," Mrs. Jing cried sadly.

Jing Wanshan was silent, because he didn't want to continue arguing with her at all.

However, Mrs. Jing still said unrelentingly: "Let's just talk about his marriage, he doesn't like Shihui, then forget it, why do you have to force him to like Miss Lin, I think that Miss Lin's character is not bad, except for the bad family background, there is nothing that does not exceed Shihui, why are you so strongly opposed Although you and I are family-to-family, our parents and mothers are also, but I don't think marriage really has to be a family-to-family." Although, it is indeed easier to have a tacit understanding than the combination of high and low, and the values are the same, but if the two children get along with each other and have the same values, what else is there to oppose Our family's level does not need the woman to continue to support. ”

"Do you know what Shihui can be a girl from an ordinary family, if what is in front of Jingchen is an ordinary rich daughter, then I have no objection to him choosing Lin Yanyan, but that person is Shihui, Shihui's father is very accomplished, and he is about to be promoted, and the future is unlimited, our family is Gao Pan."

"You only have your career and your ambition in your heart Jing Wanshan, when will you really think about our son's feelings If it weren't for you, Jingchen would have to come to the United States, he could have such a thing, okay, in case he is gone, I see how you can realize your ambitions, you don't even have an heir"

"Where did you put our Yi'er, you only have Jingchen in your heart, but not Yi'er?"

The father and the two talked and talked, and they quarreled.

Jingyi listened outside for a while, and probably heard his parents mention him, and his body was so unstable that he hit the door.

The parents immediately stopped arguing, and Jing Wanshan asked, "Who's outside?"

Jingyi quickly slipped back to the ward.

When Jing Wanshan opened the door to take a look, he couldn't see anyone anymore.

After Jing Yi returned to the ward, he quietly closed the door, his hands still trembling.

Jing Xin asked him: "Second brother, what's wrong with you?"

Jing Yi still held on to the guard of the door, turned his back to Jing Xin for a while, and then said, "It's nothing." ”

He turned around and sat down.

Jing Xin looked at his face and said strangely: "Second brother, your face is pale." ”

Jingyi's mind was very confused, and he thought of some unpleasant scenes when he was a child.

Although his childhood was already very happy, with doting parents, an elder brother who loved him, and a harmonious family, there seemed to be some imperfections in the family.

He remembered one time when his father accompanied him to the playground, and when he came back he brought toys from the playground, and he asked his father if he should buy one for his brother too, and he must have liked it.

But his father said, "Yi'er can play by herself, your brother doesn't need these, you don't need to buy them for him." ”

But when he returned home, he clearly saw his brother's very envious eyes. No matter how steady my brother is usually, like a little adult, but he is also a child at heart, how can he not like toys

Jing Yi was very confused, this scene confused him back then, but now more than ten years have passed, he has grown up, and in retrospect, he still feels very confused.

Father, whether he loves him or his brother

If you love him, why don't you cultivate him, so that now he has not really let him touch the right of the Jing Group But if it is said that his father loves his brother, as his mother said, he has never felt the warm love that his father gave his brother, as if he just coldly shaped his brother into a perfect heir, once his brother is disobedient, his father will not accommodate it.

What did my father think in his heart?