Regarding Lin Yanyan's loss, Jingchen was speechless. :7777772e766f6474772e636f6d When a man has too many responsibilities on his shoulders, he has to give up his personal feelings, he is sorry for her, he can't give her better, it is he who fails her

Lin Yanyan whispered, "I'm going back to City A." ”

"Mr. Lu will also go back with you?"

"Yes, we've all been here for too long. ”

Jingchen was speechless again, and was silent for about a minute before he said softly, "Have a good trip." ”

Lin Yanyan's heart throbbed, and he asked him, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Jingchen lowered his head and drank tea, he didn't dare to look at her, he was afraid that he couldn't bear to see her lost appearance, and he whispered for a long time: "I hope you have a better life"

Can this be regarded as giving up Lin Yanyan turned his head sadly, and the ninja overflowed with tears. She saw the blurred figures of the two reflected in the glass window, they got along so awkwardly, only the steam of the hot tea on the table was still flowing, and the others were frozen and stagnant.

Lin Yanyan lowered his head and said, "Okay, I'll hand over the mobile disk to you, you can send me back to the hotel later, let's go for a walk together."

Jingchen nodded.

Lin Yanyan kept walking in front when she left the café, and she didn't dare to look back, because she was afraid that Jingchen would see her crying, and she didn't want to let Jingchen see her nostalgia and her fragility at this time.

And Jingchen also thought about her thoughts, silently followed behind her, never overtook her, and did not dare to walk side by side with her.

The two walked to the hotel at an awkward distance, and when Lin Yanyan handed the mobile disk to Jingchen, Jingchen's hand trembled obviously, and then he carefully received the disk into the briefcase.

He smiled wryly: "I said I didn't want to use the fruits of your labor that hurt me, but in the end I took advantage of it." ”

"Can I understand that you accept Xing Penghui" Lin Yanyan was already very sad, but still asked him with the last glimmer of hope.

Jingchen shook his head hesitantly, and then shook his head again.

"Then why did you suddenly think to accept it?"

"I had to do something meaningful with it. ”

Lin Yanyan didn't ask anymore, she knew he wouldn't tell him.

Sure enough, Jingchen didn't continue the topic, and suddenly reached out and gently took her into his arms.

Lin Yanyan was a little confused, and didn't understand why he suddenly did this.

Jingchen hugged her, gradually exerting force, deepening this embrace, as if he was about to part with life and death, all reluctant, all helpless. After a long time, he whispered: "Thank you for being a good girl, it's me who doesn't deserve you, take good care of yourself"

He let go of her, wouldn't let her see his expression, and turned away.

Lin Yanyan stood in place, and the tears that she had been holding back for a long time fell.

He said that he was not worthy of her, and years after she had looked up to him and thought that she was out of reach of him and that she could not get him, he suddenly told her that he was not worthy of her. Why did he suddenly feel such a feeling, and whether this was ironic to her

Lin Yanyan stood for a moment, unwilling to catch up with Jingchen.

She saw him on the phone, apparently to his mother.

"Mom, are you okay at home?" Jingchen walked lonely on the street and asked the person on the other end of the phone.

"Fortunately, grandparents miss you, when will you come back" Mrs. Jing was still gentle and meticulous to him, and did not have any dislike for him because of Jing Wanshan's estrangement from him.

"Well, I'll take a trip home. ”

"Alas, how are you doing, your father, he"

"Mom" Jingchen lowered his head and interrupted her at the right time, "When I was a child, you taught me that if you decided on something, you would be brave enough to do it, and now I want to do what I think is right, I don't know if you will support me." ”

Mrs. Jing probably knew what he meant, and was silent for a while before replying: "If you think it's the right thing, of course you can do it, and if it's the right thing, your mother will also support you, provided that it's really right?"

"Mom, I have to be right, and if I'm not right, I don't know what is right. Jingchen still said softly, his tone was full of despair and helplessness.

Mrs. Jing was silent again for a long time before she said: "Although I don't know what it is, but you must have a reason for being so insistent, I believe that my son will not make a mistake in judgment, but my mother hopes that no matter what you do, you will leave a way for your father to live." This request has nothing to do with right or wrong, right or wrong, it's just that Mom wants you to keep a complete home for me."

Mrs. Jing is really sensitive, or the mother can always understand her son's thoughts, she really guessed it.

Just hearing what his mother said, Jingchen was so sad. He suppressed his breath for a moment and said in a low voice: "Mom, I'm sorry to disturb, you can rest well, good night"

Mrs. Jing was still sensitive and pondered his words, but in the end she didn't say anything, just sighed and said, "Good night." ”

Jingchen hung up the phone and stayed where he was.

The place where he is located is a crossroads, with cars coming and going, a lot of people, and a bustling night scene. However, all this seems to have nothing to do with him, all the noise and excitement can't enter his heart, he is an isolated existence.

Jingchen has a rope in his heart, one end is the belief he has always believed, and the other end is his mother, and the two ends of the rope are tugging with each other, this state has been maintained for a long time, and his nerves are very tense. No matter how strongly his convictions condemned him for upholding justice, he did not turn away from either side in consideration of his mother, until today, when the rope is broken.

Jinghui Group was established under improper conditions, and now it is expanding externally by improper means. Everything Jinghui gets is something they don't deserve. Not only that, in order to maintain this huge benefit, Jing Wanshan and He Quan are constantly harming people.

He is not the first person to be killed, and Liu Jun is not the last to be killed, for their benefit, Jing Wanshan and He Quan will continue to demonize and continue to eradicate dissidents arrogantly.

He couldn't change Jing Wanshan, but he still had the ability to stop them. He really couldn't watch Jing Wanshan go on anymore, so this time, he really couldn't promise his mother.

He didn't dare to agree on the phone, that sorry was also an apology to her, he was going to let her down, he was afraid that he would break his heart, he had no choice but to make the last person who loved him also sad

He was well aware of the consequences of his doing so, not only not to give Jing Wanshan a way out, but also to overthrow the Jing family, which had been painstakingly operated for decades and had developed into a huge scale. He is a sinner of the Jing family, he is not their child, the Jing family adopted him, if there was no Jing family back then, there might be no Jingchen today, but he still had to betray them.

Maybe from the perspective of his mother, aunts, grandparents, Jing Xin and others, he is ungrateful, but he can't continue to connive at the sinners he already knows to continue to run rampant. Even if Liu Jun is a stranger to him, it is still a life, and Jinghui Group has also got too much that it should not get, this money is based on the blood, sweat and even life of countless people, since he already knows, he can't tolerate it

He can't watch a life being killed and be indifferent, he can't do things with his conscience, he really can't do it

Jingchen thought in a trance, maybe he had too many concerns, and he walked extremely heavy.

Lin Yanyan saw his mood, although she didn't know what he was thinking, but she felt that his pressure was too great, he must have encountered a lot of things recently, and he was entangled in the things that were difficult to choose.

The green light flashed, Jingchen was about to cross the road, but suddenly an old lady fell in front of her, and the pedestrians around her were in a hurry, and no one dared to step forward to help the old lady, even if there was a tangled hesitation, he just looked at it, took a few glances and left.

Passers-by are in a hurry to do their own thing, and no one is in the mood to help strangers. Only Jingchen strode forward, picked up the old lady very nervously, and asked her how she was. The old lady sighed, and he helped her across the road to the other side of the road, and did not let go until he was sure that she was safe.

This scene reminded Lin Yanyan of when she first returned to City A, at the airport, she got off the elevator and accidentally overturned her suitcase, and there were also pedestrians in the airport at that time, and no one stepped forward to help her, only he took the initiative to come up, not only helped her hold her suitcase, saw that she had too many things, but also took the initiative to help her get out of the airport and help her get into a taxi.

When Jingchen helped her the whole process, there was a secretary behind him, but he didn't feel that this affected his identity at all.

Lin Yanyan thought that there were such enthusiastic young people at that time, generally speaking, a young man like him who had a certain status, was handsome, and very young was somewhat selfish and conceited, and it was rare for a young man to be so honest and eager to help others, so Lin Yanyan was very moved at that time.

Later, when I entered his company, I saw his way of life and his compassion for his subordinates, which deepened her good impression of him. She felt that Jingchen was different, like a green lotus that was not stained by mud.

The pace of this society is too fast, everyone is in a hurry to do their own thing, and there are too many liars, shrewd people already know how to defend themselves, there are really few people who are enthusiastic about helping others, Jingchen's fraternity and kindness seem so different, so she has a good impression of him and worships him as a male god.

Sometimes she complains about Jingchen very much, but sometimes she doesn't blame him, didn't she like him because of his mythical character, but she didn't expect that a person was too fraternal, and he would actually hurt the closest people around him, Jingchen was too burdened, so that he ignored her.

She wasn't the same kind of person as him, and she couldn't be as affectionate as he was, so she couldn't understand his style. Now that she has figured out the essence, isn't it contradictory, she likes him because of his character, but she breaks up because she can't tolerate his character

After Jingchen helped the old lady cross the road, he sat down on the rest chair on the side of the road, he lowered his head and covered his face with his hands, falling into infinite sadness.

Lin Yanyan looked at him, feeling that this kind of Jingchen made her feel distressed, and she also fell into a state of entanglement and contradiction, she didn't know if she really liked Jingchen's character, whether she had ever accepted Jingchen's fraternity character

Jingchen has been sitting like this for a long time, half an hour, not an hour without any intention of leaving. And Lin Yanyan finally left silently after not understanding the result.

Jingchen sat until the second half of the night, and then left the place, he no longer had any worries, and calmly went to the police station. He had to do it, and he didn't hesitate to do it, even if the consequences were unimaginable