60. The Blue Whale Who Became a Lonely Island (2)

"Your clothes are shabby\/And your singing voice is gentle\/Drift around with me aimlessly\/My back is like a barren hill\/And you smile and shake your head\/Think of it as the whole universe\/You wave to the sun\/Greet the seagulls too\/Accompany me to love heaven and earth..."

Ji Canghai saw the empty road in front of him, and the weight of the head hammer behind him, he supported his waist to keep it steady, and only honestly acted as a personal meat rack, listening quietly. The sound goes straight to the heart through the back, and the heartbeat beats with the rhythm. The chanting became lower and lower, the words became more and more blurred, and finally there seemed to be a faint choke. He wanted to turn back, but held back.

Ann snorted softly, covered her ears and pretended to be calm, but her nasal voice betrayed her.

"There's another paragraph, which I like the most, you must listen to it."

"Your fingertips are gentle\/Touched all of me\/The ugly sores that the wind and waves have crashed out\/There is spring and autumn in your eyes\/Better than all the mountains and rivers I've ever seen and loved\/I thought my shoulders \/It's so generous\/Enough to hold up the tower at the bottom of the sea\/And after you came\/It looks so thin\/I want to give you a shore to run on\/Make you like a queen."

The pause button in the body was finally removed, and all emotions returned in an instant. The grief, which had been hours late, was now tumbling and rising like a resurrection, gushing out with billowing moisture. Ann couldn't help it anymore, and her shoulders shook violently. Tears fell like a flood that broke the embankment, ticking down his cheeks one by one.

Originally she didn't want to cry, she didn't like the tears of failure, so she laughed. Just a false smile can't take away all grievances, unwillingness, regret, and sadness. She gave up so much hard work for so long, just wanted to win a championship to prove herself, and all of this ultimately failed. Then again, who doesn't work hard for this championship? Who doesn't deserve it? Who doesn't deserve it? She really couldn't find a reason to cry.

The head is supported by the back, and the center of gravity is handed over by finding a place to rely on. Anyway, no one sees it, and she can unscrupulously twist her facial features and desperately output sadness.

Ji Canghai knew what the people behind him were doing, but he didn't want to poke it. Since the cub doesn't want to be seen crying, then he doesn't look at it. Besides, he didn't want the other party to see his expression, the sourness overflowing in his heart was really hard to swallow, and that expression must be ugly.

He said "you can cry to me", but he really didn't know how to deal with the heartbroken cub. Should we continue to mock some trash talk with a cold face? Or should I hug him and appease him? Is it time to make some pale encouragement? Or should you say that if you fail, keep trying? He can't say it, at this time, except for letting the sadness be presumptuous, everything else is nonsense.

An Zai finally stopped crying and calmed down slowly, and his head could feel Ji Canghai's heartbeat. Boom. Boom. Boom. Boom. Listening, the two of them turned to the same frequency. Ann pulled out a piece of paper again and blew her nose. The weight behind him suddenly lightened, and Ji Canghai's heart was inexplicably empty.

"Ji Canghai, you say, am I accompanying OD to love heaven and earth or OD is accompanying me? You say, that person in shabby clothes but with a gentle singing voice is me or OD? ”

The nasal voice of the person behind him was thick, and the heart of the person was blocked when he heard it. Ji Canghai thought for a while and said, "Both." We are... Achieve each other. ”

"Really.... OD took such a big risk and gave me a chance to go out and go crazy, but... But after all, I'm... After all, he didn't get the honor that belonged to him... I'm going to be ... After all, I was defeated... Eventually... Or am I not worthy of him..."

Saying that, the tears flowed down again, and Ann wiped the tears with the back of her hand irritably, don't shed them! Don't flow anymore! Don't be so unproductive!

"Ji Canghai, you're right. I'm quite a vegetable. The dish doesn't know it yet, the dish is still quite crazy, and the dish still wants the world to admit it. Are you... Isn't it ridiculous to look at me? ”

"Yes. It's ridiculous. Ji Canghai curled the corners of his mouth, as if he had really heard some joke.

"Isn't it... I also think...."

"We're all ridiculous. As for me, I didn't sleep in the middle of the night, and ran out to drink the cold wind and listen to you sing a song with incomplete tones. You're a king, but you still think you're a piece of trash. Ji Canghai finally turned around, took a sip of wine from his cup, and looked up at the stars.

"Ji Canghai, are you comforting me?"

On the same day, he was admitted twice in this person's mouth, and today it is really not right! When did a person like Ji Canghai praise others?

"It's okay if you think it's comforting, it's okay if you think it's the truth. Anyway, I've got it, whatever you want. Ji Canghai shrugged indifferently.

"Mouthful." Ann no longer dwelled, rubbing her face vigorously with her palms, trying to wipe away all the loss.

"Ji Canghai, why do you always raise your eyes to the sky? What's in the sky? An Zai looked up with Ji Canghai's gaze, scattered and starry, not magnificent.

"I move my eyes, I always stare at the screen, and my eyes are sore."

“.....”

I thought it would be some romantic answer, but I didn't expect it to be so practical.

"Ji Canghai, thank you for running out to find me. But... Your way of comforting people is quite chic. ”

I knew early on that it was no accident that we could meet in this place, and this cold-faced and hot-hearted guy must have chased him out for fear that he wouldn't be able to think about it.

Ji Canghai spread his hands and said nothing about his gratitude. "No way. I'm not good at this. If you were a girl, you might be able to spark my creativity, but unfortunately, you're a. ”

"If I were a girl, how would you comfort me?" Will Ji Canghai also hug gently, and will he speak softly?

"Huh?"

"Suppose... What if! I'm a girl, the girl is very lost, the girl is very sad, the girl is crying in front of you, what will you do? ”

"Emmmm, it depends on what kind of girl it is. Ugly refusal, how far to run. ”

"Pretty yet?"

"Maybe take the opportunity to rub oil."

“...... Ji Canghai, you are so obscene! ”

"Men are nasty."

This person! I really can't have a good chat!

"Ji Canghai, what kind of girl would you like?" Ann no longer knows why she asks that, maybe... It's just a matter of following the topic.

"What the hell are you doing?"

"Can't you be curious? With your virtue, I can't imagine that unlucky girl can make you look sideways. Do you have a favorite girl? ”

“emmmmm。” Ji Canghai flickered, looking very uncomfortable to talk about the secrets in his heart.

"Let's talk about it, the love life of an e-sports male model is very interesting, okay!" Ann seized the opportunity again and did not give up.

"Does the second dimension count?"

"Two... Two-dimensional? Calculate.... Forget it..."

"Then Maoriland."

"Huh? Detective Conan? Ji Canghai, are you a primary school student? "Anyway, you have to be a big-breasted cute girl, right?

"What's so bad about Maoriland? Beautiful, with a good figure, gentle and strong. ”

"It turns out that you like the Hedong lion's roar!" This answer is too unexpected! Otaku hearts are really undersea needles!

"It's not the roar of the Hedong lion, it's the softness and rigidity. Girls, what's the point of drawing eyebrows and eyes every day, you have to have a character to be strong enough. ”

"Heh... Huh.."

It turns out that he doesn't like Jiaodi...