74. Why bother crossing you
Rubbing too hard, the two lumps of red and round on his fair face looked like a monkey.
"Mart is so good, I went to MSI or was beaten back to my hometown, I think... Hehe... The road ahead is dangerous~"
Ann watched Q1's match at MSI again, and Mart's performance was not unfortunate, but in the end, he lost inexplicably in the final. She reviewed it repeatedly in private, tracing the source of the fuse of losing all the games was just a small mistake, and the rough casting of a small skill led to the defeat of DF, and she was killed many times due to DF cooldown. Reactions on the field are measured in milliseconds, and there's no guarantee that she won't make the same mistake that would be wasted. Compared horizontally, she is still a newcomer on the field, but she feels that the longer she fights professionally, the more she trembles.
"Ji Canghai, I gambled on all the opportunities to play professionally, and I really thought that as long as I could kick the arena, I would win the championship. But why do you now start to feel that you were naΓ―ve in the first place? β
Ann Zaito looked out the car window, and what she saw on the first day she entered the OD was also this picture, the same road, and the trees on the side of the road. At that time, her newborn calf was full of ambition to see these trees like the scale of a dream, and she was moving forward at a rapid pace, and her goal was getting closer and closer. Now I feel that every scale seems to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and I am just a snail with a heavy shackle on my back, exhausted all my strength and still wandering at the foot of the mountain, trying my best to cross a scale. Maybe she's never been a genius, she's just a moth who doesn't want to be lonely and delusional.
"Talking about dreams and shouting slogans is the easiest thing in the world, and people who don't do it will never know how difficult it is to dream. How many of you who came to play professionally didn't want to hear the chanting of the audience after the victory? But the greater chance is to get the whole network spray. β
Ji Canghai stretched out his legs and half-lay on the parallel seat on the other side of the OD bus aisle, leaning his head against the window, and slanting the side face of the cub who was sad and sad.
"Are you scared?"
β.... yes, a little scared. I don't know if I'm afraid of being sprayed, or...", or I'm afraid of failing myself.
"Don't be afraid." Ji Canghai took a deep breath, and the air flow came out along with the words: "As long as it is a field, there will be wins and losses, and no one can win or lose." There is no attraction without suspense, and the charm of esports is not invincible, but the infinite possibilities of creating miracles. β
"Poof... Ji Canghai, you are really chicken soup. β
"Do you think it's chicken soup? Think about it, how many people in RANK are trolls against the wind, isn't it because they think there are infinite possibilities? If your teammates are a little better, if your skills are more accurate, if you have a little more A... Because I am not convinced, I keep opening the next game. β
"Poof~" An Zai covered her smile again, "Are you making excuses for trolls?" Aren't you a hidden squirt? β
"I never spray my teammates, if one person is strong enough, he can knock back all the parts of his teammates."
"Then why do you keep spraying me?!" Thinking of the ridicule she received after her violent death, Ann couldn't help but grind her teeth anymore.
"Are you the kind of person who needs someone else to carry? I thought you were going to be the kind of guy who was going to fight your teammates back. β
β....β
"In fact, professional players are also ordinary players, they all start the race on the same starting line, and everyone goes out to pretend. Even if there is a headwind, there is a possibility of a turnaround. That's it in a game, it's like that in a career. As long as you're not convinced, there's nothing to be afraid of. β
Ji Canghai's tone faded into the clear water, and the content of his words was as strong as black tea. Yes, don't accept it, don't accept it.
"Ji Canghai, why do I think you are more powerful than Dandan in psychological counseling?" An turned her head again, smiled and continued to look at Ji Canghai with her cheeks raised, this person who is a hanger can always talk about the point in her heart when she is serious.
"Really?" Ji Canghai smiled slightly, rubbing his chin and pulling the beard in the void, "Maybe it's because Dandan has a personal affair with you, or maybe it's because she's too sensible, always thinking about comforting you and motivating you... The people who want to moderate you will always be on top. And I..."
"And you?"
"Hehe..."Ji Canghai smiled silently, he never wanted to override her head and become a Pudu, achievements will succeed together, and failure will be defeated together, why bother, empathy is very good.
The new rules for the summer tournament have eliminated the eastern and western divisions, and the 16 teams in the LPL will start with a BO3 brawl, and every two teams will only meet once in the same season. OD has never lost two games in a row against the same team in the spring, relying on a strong post-game summary and learning ability, and because of this, foreign media rated OD as "the only team in the league that has no natural enemies." "And the new fixtures will really test whether OD is up to the mark. In the new schedule, they faced the same team and lost time for post-match rematches, so they could only quickly adjust their playing style during the break in BO3. The elimination of divisions also means that there will be more contenders for each playoff spot than there was previously intra-group competition. In this way, the strength of the team is more obvious, and the team in the middle of the record will be eliminated at any time. OD must squeeze into the upper echelons to secure a place in the playoffs.
For An Zai, she will also face a full season of BO3, which is a major test of physical endurance and mentality. The physical collapse of the spring final cannot be repeated, and she must overcome the limitations of her congenital conditions, and even the most fragile menstrual period of a girl has no chance to make her weak.
The opening match of the summer season was played between two traditional powerhouses, Q1 and BOS. OD will take the stage in the second game of the first day.
The night before the first game of the new season, Ann emptied her brain and went to bed early, and got up early in the morning to prepare.
For some reason, I have been competing for a season, and this arena is no stranger, but I have a sense of dizziness and dislocation before the trip. Are you really playing professionally? Have you really become an AD player in the LPL? The previous six months were like floating clouds, and in a trance, it seemed to be back to the birthday of the 17th year. With unrealistic delusions, blow out the candle and make a wish, and then desperately face the unknown without looking back.
Ann looked at herself in the mirror again, familiar and unfamiliar. Entering OD for a year and becoming the first half a year, these more than 300 days are a special existence in her short life experience. I'm used to men's clothes, I'm used to talking in a rough voice and walking with my arms dangling, and my eyes are as calm as water as a girl. The person in the mirror seems to be so tall again, his facial features have not changed, but his demeanor is very different, and there are vicissitudes hidden under the immature skin.
The second half of the year has begun, and the battle to break out of the league has begun, and the world, I'm coming!
Because Lu Yuan was going to represent the OD team at the opening ceremony of the summer tournament, the whole team arrived at the arena early and started a long pre-match wait in the lounge.