It was destined to be a night that was not quiet. Every room was full of tiredness and still sleepy.

PAI curled up in the quilt and whimpered, like an aggrieved kitten. Lu Yuan leaned on the head of the bed and watched PMG's league videos, shaking his head for a while and nodding his head for a while. PAI's snort really couldn't be ignored, Lu Yuan sighed and pressed the pause button.

"Do you still hate?"

"Hmm!" PAI sticks her hairy head out of the bed with a sad expression.

"Nishiba! I! Cuisine! ”

Lu Yuan smiled slightly, "Everyone is from newcomers, some people are like cubs, their debut is the peak, but then the pressure is even greater, and the slightest criticism will be questioned by everyone." More people have come step by step, although the process is difficult, but it is solid. You're making your debut at a young age, that's good. ”

"But, dragging its feet! ZAI is so powerful..."

"Cub..."Lu Yuan raised his head, thinking of An Zai, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, "The cub is very powerful, it is not easy for her to get to this point." ”

"Cha Cha, why, don't you fight?" PAI propped up his head and looked at Lu Yuan seriously.

"I didn't fight, I just thought... Tired... The level of strength is stagnant, and if you can't find a breakthrough, you can't get past your own level. Lu Yuan was melancholy, for a professional player, standing still is a kind of regression, but he can't find a way to move forward, and he can't be satisfied with himself every time he walks off the field. No one who plays a profession is willing to be a bastard, and instead of deceiving himself, it is better to take a step back.

"And the cub also needs an assistant who can keep up with her, new collisions will stimulate her creativity, and a constant partner will smooth her edges."

"You're better than me. I—" PAI suddenly hung his head, he used to be so eager to play, until he actually sat in the starting line, he realized that he was far behind.

"No, it won't. You are still in the run-in stage, and you have not yet found a way that works for you. Xiao Nishiba, don't be presumptuous, cubs are sometimes very jumpy, but you can always keep up with her thinking and movements, which is not easy. Trust me, you're a good fit. What the cub needs is teammates who can grow with her, and you can. Lu Yuan was a little bitter, a long time ago, he thought he would be that person, but it turned out that his growth had stagnated.

Ji Canghai threw himself on the bed hard, his two long legs hung softly outside the bed, the air conditioner was turned on very loudly, and he didn't feel cold even though he was naked.

"Alas!" Ji Canghai called.

"Hmm." Ann replied casually in a half-dream.

"Haven't you cried yet?"

"Huh?"

"Why haven't you started crying yet? Do you need to brew emotions? Ji Canghai's voice was full of anticipation, and he waited for An to cry again.

"Why are you crying?" Ann rolled over again, and her sleepiness made her have no strength to think about what the other party was crazy again.

"That's not what you're like. Every time you lose a game, people smile in front of you and cry behind your back. How many times have you hid and cried, when I don't know? Ji Canghai seemed to have thought of something interesting, and he couldn't help but smile when he spoke.

"I don't, I'm not, don't talk nonsense." An Re instinctive quality trifecta.

"Cry."

"You're insane~" Ann is impatient, where is there anyone chasing to make others cry? It's not a gala show!

Ji Canghai was silent, and paused for a while before saying leisurely: "You don't cry, how can I have a reason to be sad?" ”

"Huh?"

"Or... I'm sorry to be sad. Ji Canghai took a deep breath, as if he was talking to An again, and as if he was talking to himself.

"I've always felt that whether it's exciting or lost, the emotions on the field stay on the field, walk off the stage, and everything starts again. Pros shouldn't be judged by past emotions, as long as they start the next round, anything is possible. The Spring Final was my first major setback, and I still felt that I didn't need to be disappointed by a result that I couldn't change. So it's business as usual, what to do and what to do. Ji Canghai had never said so many words in one breath, and tonight he opened this opening, and even he couldn't stop himself.

"But that night I saw... No, hearing you crying, I suddenly felt that my negative emotions had a reason to vent, as if all my disappointment was expelled with your tears. At that time, I thought it would be nice to watch you cry. ”

"." Ann hiccuped inexplicably, and the nerves in her brain twitched.

"Today... This is how the game will be lost today... In fact... Actually, it's my problem..."Ji Canghai stared straight at the ceiling, and a few flashy decorations fell sporadically on the pale top. The shadow of the wall swayed, like a hypnotic pendulum eating away at his hard shell.

"Of course, Li Bai didn't play the rhythm, but it was entirely because the first-level regiment ate the routine. Their first-level regiment is actually not fine, and there are obviously many signs, if it is usual, it is impossible not to see it. ”

"The jungler has no rhythm, and you can only be obscene on the road, and you can't get the early advantage you should have, so you and PAI will be caught frequently if you and PAI are in a hurry to stand up. These are all interlocking reactions, and it is not difficult to judge. It's a pity that I didn't have any ideas at the time, and the command made another mistake, and today is simply my pot. ”

An Zai originally listened to Ji Canghai's broken thoughts in a drowsy voice, but the more he listened, the more he felt that the situation was wrong, and in that familiar voice was unfamiliar self-blame and sadness, it was not the arrogant and indifferent Ji Canghai on weekdays.

The topic couldn't be answered, but Ji Canghai didn't care very much, he was just tired and wanted to vomit his emotions, no matter whether the cub was listening or not, as long as he was around.

"Unbelievable, right? I actually have a day when my brain goes blank. ”

An Zai finally opened his eyes slowly, his bright eyes shining in the darkness. The direction in which she was lying sideways was facing the bed next door, and in her sight was Ji Canghai's calm side face.

"I couldn't believe it. Before today, I really thought I was an emotionless game machine that would never blink an eye when I walked into the ring. But the first time I walked out of the competition area and sat there, I could only hear my own heartbeat, I couldn't hear the sound of the game, I couldn't hear the feedback from my teammates, and I was very panicked. ”

An Yi couldn't wait for An to come back in the room, and he didn't respond to the message. There was a knock on the door, but it was Dandan who walked in.

"Yo, why are you here so late? Test me? Yasuichi's usual hippie smile slumped lazily on the couch.

"Hehe, if you are so undetermined, why will I have such a hard time?" Dandan sneered. "Haven't come back yet?"

"No," An Yi put up his long legs and put his hands under his head, "After all, they train hard and under pressure, and I can't chase them and cause trouble." ”

"Did you watch today's game?" Dandan asked.

"Well, I looked. Are you in a good mood again? ”

"It's ok. It's inevitable to be depressed if you lose the game, but I've talked to her, and if you have that temperament, you won't fall down because of a game. ”