143. Goodbye, Ji Canghai!
"Everyone must revolve around you, hold it, pet it, a heart beats with you, all emotional changes come from you, break the bottom line for you again and again, and then torture it in turn, right?"
Ji Canghai's words were not so much a rhetorical question as a statement. That's what Ann Re is doing to him.
An Zai suddenly felt very cold, not like a summer night in early July, but feeling like she was in the middle of winter.
"What are you talking about..."
"I'm talking about you, OD Juggernaut."
suddenly missed Ji Canghai with a tight face, although he looked fierce, but those who were familiar with it knew that it was just a disguise that could be broken at the slightest poke. Ji Canghai in front of him relaxed, tilted his head and raised the corners of his mouth, but the ruffian was snarky, and every sentence was tingling. Those sarcastic words on weekdays, mean with a joke, make people angry but not angry, not tonight.
An retraining's mentality exploded after the game, not because she changed from a security position to an anti-pressure party, she was just very indifferent. It's not the first time that the game is uncomfortable and complains or something, not only An Zai, Xing Nan, Li Bai, PAI and even Lu Yuan, everyone will do what to do every time they complain, in the final analysis, it is the teammates who are coquettish and begging for attention, and they have nothing to do.
From spring to continental, she is a natural fighter with a decisive edge in the field. But she is not a god after all, she is just a little girl who has just turned 18 years old, there will be fear, there will be timidity, there will be uncertainty, there will be self-doubt, she has to find an outlet. In the team, Jian Hao handles administrative chores and does not interfere in competition training, although Dandan understands psychological counseling, he has never fought on the field after all. Yang Ruo and Lu Yuan are too like old fathers, and An Zai will always be a child in front of them. PAI is still waiting for her to help with her own problems. Xing Nan and Li Bai were rough in heart, and they couldn't understand the delicate hesitation of the girl at all. Only Ji Canghai can gag in a few words every time, which makes her feel that everything is fine.
But Ji Canghai seemed to have lost patience with her, making her feel that this person was very strange.
"Okay." The body is so cold that I must be used to it, and since I am facing a stranger, I don't need to show my teeth and claws: "Since it is adapting to the version, then I have nothing to say." I know that the next is not the AD version, maybe the future game has nothing to do with the AD position, and it is inevitable that the team will play the midfield system, so the next game will be hard Poseidon. ”
Her attitude was polite and polite, and she felt that she was going to shake hands and greet in the next second.
"Oh, there's more. I apologize for my gaffe just now, don't worry, it won't be in the future. ”
It's so cold... Obviously, the outside temperature is not low.
I didn't want to stay for a second, so I turned around and left.
Ji Canghai is even colder, from his face to his heart. It was obvious that he wanted to be estranged, but Ann Zai really didn't entangle it and made him feel lost, so he was even more angry and couldn't stop wanting to provoke.
"Won't it? Do you really think you can do it? ”
"Yes." What's not to do, to make her go to more places, send you this?
Ann replied simply, his temper of smashing his teeth and swallowing into his stomach has always been true. Ji Canghai suddenly became self-loathing, disgusted with his current self. The clenched fist trembled nervously with excessive force, looking at the back of Ann Zai leaving, letting go or grabbing it back, and the time for him to decide was only three steps.
"No need, you... You can do whatever you want. Ji Canghai lowered his head and suddenly felt exhausted.
In just one day, he was extremely emotionally confused like a schizophrenic, from being aware of his own intentions to denying them, to avoiding them, to being angry, to hurting each other, to giving up and struggling.
An Zai's entanglement made him distressed, but it was a deep despair to really watch him leave.
Forget it, so be it, he admits it.
Ann heard the meaning of admitting defeat in these words, and took a deep breath to make herself happy. Pretended to stop hesitantly, turned his back to Ji Canghai and rolled his smug eyes.
Listen to what he says, this tone! An understands Ji Canghai's temperament again, and can say it from his mouth at this time, which means comparable to "I was wrong, I'm sorry"!
Hmph, let you compete with me! Let you screw!
An Yi is really a god! It's "skinless, faceless, tireless." If you can't bear it, you will be ruthless than whoever you want", the effect of which is comparable to "The Art of War"! Sure enough, all kinds of down-to-the-go postures, stirring up nonsense, and then taking the initiative to turn his face like an injured maneuver, made Ji Canghai successfully comply.
It's just that although this method is good, it also hurts the enemy by 1,000 and self-inflicted damage by 800. If Ji Canghai didn't bow her head again, she would really give up in anger.
"Do whatever you want? Don't let me roll? ”
"Nope."
Ann turned her head again, and a smile couldn't hide it.
All right! Get!
Ji Canghai raised his head, and the bright cub was like a dazzling sun, making people even more anxious.
An Zai's emotional turn was a little unreasonably fast, alert and sharp, how could Ji Canghai not see the problem. He was not used to bowing his head, and the instinct of resistance that penetrated deep into the bone marrow stimulated the tsundere talent, and the heart that was originally intended to be soft began to rebound.
"Ann Zai, you really look like a cat."
"Cats?" What do you mean? Do you scold her for being rude? Ann Zai's strange brain circuits began to work.
"You knocked over the teacup, splashed the floor, messed everywhere, and were in a hurry, but you could only laugh. Is it natural for you to force others to clean up the mess for you? ”
The smile on An Zai's face gradually froze and disappeared.
Forcing others to clean up their messes is what she fears the most.
It is impossible to disguise herself as a man and become a professional player despite everyone's opposition, and to be fearless of the consequences that are revealed. She is indeed not afraid of the public's malicious speculation and public opinion attacks on her, but she is afraid of implicating a large number of people - from Jian Hao to Yang Ruo to every teammate, and even the disaster may affect the entire OD team. This is also the reason why she is still cautious in her words and deeds after she has become famous and her strength has been recognized by everyone.
This sentence undoubtedly touched the scale of An Zai's reverse.
Originally, Ji Canghai was soft, and the main problem was solved. Then Ann can allow herself to selectively forget some emotions. She was willing to believe that everything was just according to An Yi's plan, and the discomfort of this whole day was expected to be bearable, and even the chills in her whole body just now were just an illusion.
It's a pity that Ann is not really scarred at all. In order to reconcile as soon as possible, she is willing to ignore all wounds.
It was originally a happy ending, Ji Canghai had to make up a sentence, and the rest was just fine, but he just hit this matter.
Ann was instantly deflated and repented.
Let's go! Why is he angry and wants her to be coaxed! Why is he so angry that he can practice himself so endlessly! Why did he get out of breath, she had to go back with a fart!
An snorted coldly: "My mess, I don't need you to clean it up." Goodbye, Ji Canghai! Love is angry! You want to ignore me, but I don't want to pay attention to you! Neuropathy! ”
In the summer full of vitality and lush leaves, Ji Canghai was dumbfounded, and the cold wind around him fell and the leaves fell. The cub who was still begging for forgiveness a second ago suddenly turned his face, who are they crazy? Or are they all crazy?