Chen Tianhao handed the letter to Shang Yanyan, but he only looked at the first time in his eyes, and what shot out of his eyes was a spark, but it was a very gentle spark. Of course, at this time, the first time she saw didn't care about Chen Tianhao, she only had Shang Yanyan in her eyes. Shang Yanyan's face was pale, she took Chen Tianhao's letter tremblingly, opened it, and saw the words she was familiar with.

Dear Yeon-yeon,

I'm sorry, but when you open this letter, I'm already in another world. No matter where I am, I still want you to be happy. It's always my fault that I can't be with you, and it's me who didn't keep my promise, so I entrusted a lawyer to notarize all the property to you. Next, what I'm going to say may surprise and surprise you a little. It's a pity that I never gave you a positive explanation, and I hope you don't hate me and deceive you for so many years.

I couldn't have had a child at all, I knew I was infertile a long time ago, long before I met you. Although I knew that I was infertile, I still gave you a promise and gave you a marriage letter. When you first expressed to me that you wanted to have a child, I was really guilty, and I should have told you the truth as soon as possible. However, I didn't, and I chose to hide it. Later, many times, I wanted to tell you, but I didn't have the courage. I'm really scared that you're going to leave me because of that.

My dear, how I wish you could shed a tear for me when you read this letter, even if it was a single drop. All along, I've been selfish, tying you to me and becoming what I want you to be, but you've always been unhappy and unhappy.

Now that you're independent enough, it's out of place for me to be by your side. And I, I'm already too tired, too tired. I should also choose to leave and give you a piece of my own world. Well, now you can live the life you like. In the future, don't think about me anymore, just think that in the past few years, you have had a dream, and now you have woken up.

Zeng Fan is a masterpiece

For so many years, they got together less and separated more, and they were united from their marriage. She's always helping him with these women-related things, and he's always causing her trouble. She lived her own independent and soulless life. He lived a busy and scandalous life. Their intersection has always been Zeng Fan's scandal, and Shang Yanyan stood up to deal with it for him.

Seeing this will, Shang Yanyan's heart felt like a deep, deep hole, dark and confused, breathless. Feeling weak and powerless, she sat down on the floor at once, tears streaming uncontrollably. It's impossible to kill her in normal times, for her, image is more important than life.

Back then, when she was dumped by her boyfriend who was talking about marriage, she was still interning in Zeng Fan's company. She remembers very well that it was raining lightly that day, and she was notified when her boyfriend was about to have a wedding. And it wasn't her boyfriend who informed her, but the landlord who came to collect the house.

The landlord said, "Little girl, you have a snack, you have met a scumbag." But she didn't believe it at all. They have been in love for three years, and their time together is so good. She knew that his family was not in a good situation, and took the initiative to bear almost all his living expenses, including helping him rent a house. However, he abandoned her like this, without even saying a word. It wasn't until she saw her boyfriend kissing the bride that she knew everything was true. And she really was the one who was the last to be notified.

Shang Yanyan couldn't remember how she got out of that despair. only knows that Zeng Fan has been with her when she was sad and desperate, and then they were together.

Over the years, she has become accustomed to this kind of life. There is no one in my heart or no one I am aware of, but we can live together.

For a while, she also wanted to change and wanted to have a baby. She thought that having a child would strengthen the bond between the two, but Zeng Fan refused. Later, she mentioned it twice, but Zeng Fan did not give a positive answer. Of course, she didn't think it was Zeng Fan's problem. She thought he hadn't had enough; She thought he didn't like to be restrained; She thought he didn't love her.

For so many years, although she is like a puppet without a soul, she can have a standard smile that does not change. She always felt that her life was like this, and after being hurt so badly, she cowered in a big protective shield and could never come out again. But I didn't expect that one day, this shield would also deteriorate and break.

When she first came forward to help Zeng Fan deal with the scandal, she thought that the shield was broken, and it didn't even belong to her, but Zeng Fan handled this so-called relationship dispute very calmly and quickly. It is not so much that Shang Yanyan is asked to deal with the scandal, it is better to say that Zeng Fan deliberately pulled her in to see how he handled the scandal. Before Shang Yanyan could react in a daze, Zeng Fan said, "As long as you are by my side, don't think too much, and leave the rest to me." ”

Shang Yanyan was particularly depressed, she was just a spectator from beginning to end. Over time, Shang Yanyan also got used to the identity of this spectator, and sometimes she would show up to help deal with the so-called emotional entanglements of her husband.

Maybe people are just trying to find a habit, even if it is very unaccustomed at the beginning, but over time, it can make people fall into it unsuspectingly.

When she heard the news of Zeng Fan's suicide, Shang Yanyan was inexplicably scared. Not that she was afraid that she would not have a life for Mrs. Kuo from now on, but that she would not have this habit from now on. No one is around, even if this person is often not around, but whenever she needs him, he will be there immediately, no matter where she is.

Chu Jian held Shang Yanyan's hand tightly and squatted on the ground. I felt Shang Yanyan's whole body trembling. Chu Jian had no choice but to hug Shang Yanyan tightly and sit on the floor with her, holding Shang Yanyan's hand with one hand. If she had been by Shang Yanyan's side back then, maybe the ending would have been different.

For so many years, Shang Yanyan seems to have lived a prosperous life, but in fact, she is extremely melancholy. This can be felt at first sight. Although, Shang Yanyan has always been an understatement in front of her. How much damage was done at the beginning, how much I dare not touch it now.

Chen Tianhao frowned, seeing Shang Yanyan's snot and tears, constantly rubbing on the clothes he saw for the first time, he was very disgusted. Whether it's her, what she does, or whether she's crazy like a woman with a dead husband now, Chen Tianhao doesn't like it very much.

"Why did you leave me like this?" Shang Yanyan kept asking, hoping that Zeng Fan could come out and give her an answer.

"Because you don't have a heart, don't you feel a person's love for you?" was extremely shocked to receive the news of Zeng Fan's suicide, as well as Chen Tianhao.

They have been business partners for many years and are very good friends. When he got married, Chen Tianhao also sent blessings. But later, after many contacts, he finally knew that Shang Yanyan's heart was not with Zeng Fan. The so-called mutual warmth is just one party giving warmth, and the other party is constantly asking for it, and it is still making a pitiful appearance.

Zeng Fan was entangled in the issue of women, and many times, Chen Tianhao also persuaded him. But Zeng Fan said that apart from these problems, they had no intersection. For the sake of intersection, he did not hesitate to sell his fame. Chen Tianhao, who is also a businessman, can't understand and can't understand. Who is Zeng Fan? In Chen Tianhao's eyes, he is the only man who can compete with him in business. Chen Tianhao certainly felt that he deserved a better woman.

Sometimes, Cheng Tianhao felt that Zeng Fan had a psychological problem, and he persuaded Zeng Fan to see a psychiatrist, but Zeng Fan always patted him on the shoulder, so that he didn't have to say any more. Where did Chen Tianhao think about it, in fact, Zeng Fan had already suffered from serious psychological problems, and his entanglement turned into an inner conflict, and finally he decided to confess, but he also lost the courage to face it.

"Love, love" Shang Yanyan stood up suddenly, her face was a little deformed because of anger, and she suddenly laughed wildly, with tears and snot, "Chen Tianhao, you are also worthy of talking about your heart and love?" "Why did the man in front of him talk about her, he didn't know anything. Shang Yanyan's heart is extremely desperate, she and Zeng Fan have never had anything to do with love. After all these years, she just thanked him for taking care of him; And he was just thankful that he had a woman in the family. They will also fulfill their obligations as husband and wife, but only as obligations.

Chen Tianhao was about to explode, this woman, if it wasn't his friend's wife, he would really slap her, whether it was to wake her up, or for what she just said.

When I saw Chen Tianhao glaring angrily for the first time, I was really startled. His posture is like trying to eat people, and he is in front of Shang Yanyan at first sight, just like when he was in high school, there was a little boy whistling and saying something inconsequential, and Shang Yanyan would always stand in front of him at first sight and ask him, "Are you finished." When I first saw me, I wanted to say more than once, "Shang Yanyan, do you know that you look so cute, won't you stop in front of me and cause a bigger commotion?" However, Chu Jian never said it, because Shang Yanyan is not only beautiful, but also very aura. As soon as her words came out, these little boys from mixed society would also walk away with interest.

Now I have seen her head up and chest up, confronting Chen Tianhao, the difference is that Chen Tianhao is her ex-boyfriend, ex-boss, and script investor. Well, no matter how you say it, you can't have confidence at first sight. Fortunately, however, this confrontation did not last long, and suddenly the ICU door opened.

A doctor came out and took off his mask, "Is Zeng Fan's family there?" ”

"In", Shang Yanyan wiped her tears, "I am." ”

"The patient's desire to save his life is very poor," the doctor said with a serious face, "and you have to be prepared." Before Shang Yanyan could be paralyzed again, the doctor said again, "You come in and talk to him to see if you can arouse his desire to live." ”

Shang Yanyan silently followed in, and when she saw her for the first time, she also wanted to go in to accompany her, but was stopped by the doctor. "This is the ICU, and if it is not beneficial to the patient, the family members are not allowed to enter."

Oh, well, I don't even count myself as a family member, Hatsumi shook Shang Yanyan's hand tightly, wanting to give her a little strength. Shang Yanyan also seemed to feel it. She looked back at her first meeting and smiled slightly. It's really worse to laugh than to cry.