"Tianhao, stay for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner." A few steps out of the door, his mommy greeted him with a smile on her face. Chen Tianhao gently swept her face, she was still so beautiful, still so smiling.

When he was young, he also wanted to be intimate with her, but she always picked up Chen Tianyu and turned around. The little one couldn't understand why. After knowing his background, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that it was not that his mother didn't love her, but that she was a stepmother. Later, Chen Tianhao left home, but he never hated her too much. Instead of thinking that his mother didn't love him, he accepted what his stepmother did. I don't know why, I swept her face, and suddenly that hollow-eyed face came to his mind.

"No, I have something to do." Chen Tianhao quickened his pace, and just when the two of them staggered, he said, "I won't interfere with the Chen Group, you can do it." He visibly felt the woman next to him tremble. These things she had been chasing for years, he had long since given up.

Walking out of the hall and arriving at the courtyard, Chen Tianhao exhaled deeply, turned his back to the window on the second floor, and waved his hand, he knew that Chen Tianyu was on the second floor, and he walked out of the door quickly.

"Brother," as soon as he walked out of the door, Chen Tianyu still chased after him.

"You kid aren't going back to dinner?" Chen Tianhao smiled slightly, he had no feelings for this family, but he still liked this younger brother who had been with him since he was a child.

"Brother, when can our family have a reunion dinner?" It is such a small wish, and he Chen Tianyu has been looking forward to it for many years. His family had their own ideas. My father often came back late at night every Chinese New Year's Eve, and my mother didn't like my brother, who hadn't come back for many years, and what about him? I just hope that I can have a reunion dinner like other families during the Chinese New Year. He saw these things in his eyes, but he couldn't do anything about them.

"Yes, someday." Chen Tianhao wanted to wait until one day when his father accepted the first meeting, maybe he would come back.

"Come back, thank you." He patted Chen Tianyu on the shoulder and strode out of Chen Tianyu's sight.

Chen Enzheng sat down decadently, he really couldn't control this son, and he couldn't move this woman, looking at his own son's attitude, if he moved her, he would ignore it. His son is good at everything, but why is he so brainless about feelings.

At the same time, Chen Tianhao definitely didn't expect that Chujian was rushing towards him at the fastest speed.

When I first arrived at my hometown, the surrounding houses had already fallen and there were few left.

Originally, the houses in the mountains liked to gather together, probably to jointly defend against the beasts coming down from the mountains, but now there are few wild beasts on the mountain, and the road is open, so everyone's houses are built on the side of the road, so that it is more convenient to enter and exit. Like the first time I saw the old house, there were only a few old people left here to guard it.

When she arrived, several old men were making shoe uppers. After so many years, it has not changed, industrialization does not seem to have affected them, and the shoes are still embroidered by themselves. It is said that the hometown is close, and it is not worth it when you first see it. When my mother died, she should have come back to see her. However, because it was too sudden, and because it was too sad, she didn't dare to come at all. It's been nearly ten years.

I walked all the way from memory, and I actually came to this small house. It's still the same as I remember, but it's a lot of decay, and the corners of the wall are broken. At first sight, there is also the key to the house. This is something that she takes with her wherever she goes, and it seems to be all her net worth.

As soon as I entered, a pungent earthy smell greeted me. The furnishings of the house remained the same, but it was covered with a thick layer of ash. When I first saw one step and stopped three steps, the past scenes were projected in my mind like a movie. This is her home, where there are grandparents who love her, and all the memories of her childhood.

When I first saw her, I vaguely remember that my grandmother was wearing a dark blue dress with large sleeves, and she often tied the two sleeves together to carry her up, like a cradle. She has a lot of folds on her face, and when she first saw her, she asked her, "Are you my grandmother?" ”

Grandma just smiled softly and said, "I am your grandmother, and you are my favorite little girl." "Grandma was always so amiable, no matter what gossip she heard, she never got angry. Occasionally her grandfather would sigh, and this was the time when she was rarely serious, and she always said, "Don't sigh in front of your children." The child is fine. "Yes, the child is fine.

It is precisely because of this sentence that although there is no mother by his side, it seems that he never lacks anything at first sight. If it weren't for the early death of my grandparents, I would have been carefree at first sight, living a life of lack of food and clothing, but rich in heart.

Hatsumi stopped here in the house for a long time and thought about it a lot. My grandparents worked hard and hardworking all their lives, but they never felt sorry for themselves. When she grew up, she also knew something about her mother, but they never blamed her. Later, my mother came back before my grandmother died. She saw that her mother served her grandmother wholeheartedly, but she couldn't escape being pointed at. She suddenly seemed to understand her mother's distress of not coming back often. In fact, every time my mother came back, she would be gossiped about for a long time. She didn't come for a long time, and everyone seemed to forget about it. When I first met, I thought that she didn't come back because she wanted to give them a quiet environment.

Before leaving, my grandmother said to my mother, "I understand you, don't suffer yourself anymore." Bring your babysitting. When I first saw it, I couldn't cry myself, and I didn't understand this sentence. Even after so many years, Chujian still can't understand her mother, she is fully capable of living a better life, but she never has.

Hatsumi looked up in fright and saw a hanging basket. This type of hanging basket is very common. It's the way to preserve food. In the past, my grandparents always put something to eat here. She moved a chair and took the hanging basket off, but she was shocked when it was gray inside. At first sight, I saw an envelope pressed with a small stone. She couldn't wait to open it, and what caught her eyes was her mother's words.

See the words such as:

When my precious daughter saw this letter, I was already in Heaven. I will watch you well in Heaven, and I will ask my daughter to live well. It's tough, but I hope you have a great time!

I have done wrong things in this life, and I am not destined to be happy, but I hope you can, you can be happy and happy. You are innocent and innocent. Your father, I still love. That's why I can't forgive myself. I have loved him for so many years, but I can't forgive myself. Your favorite grandparents have not had a good life because of me, although they have no regrets.

Over the years, I've had a hard time, and I'm punishing myself.

When you came to me, I remembered to give you a better life, but unfortunately God can't give me such a chance. And I don't want to be extravagant anymore, I'm really tired. But Jian'er, it's my choice to come this far, so you can forgive me.

See, don't blame your mother, okay? I am a selfish person who selfishly brought you into this world without loving you well. My heart only loves your father, and I love him, so that I am not tolerated by the world, and I hate myself, and I am overwhelmed.

Actually, I should thank you! I wouldn't have lasted so long without you. I'm really tired. Now that I'm finally free, I finally don't have to punish myself. But I'm leaving you too. My daughter is the most reluctant to give up.

That day, I saw you holding hands with a boy, and I knew that you were in love, and I was so angry that I scolded you. I don't want you to repeat my mistakes and tie yourself up at an age of infinite possibilities. In the future, find someone who loves you and the person you love to live well. Mom will congratulate you.

Love your mom Absolutely written.

It turned out that my mother had come back before she died and put this letter here. Come to think of it, my mother thought that when she left, she would return to the old house when she saw helplessness for the first time. It's a pity, who can count that after so many years, they only came back after the first meeting. I watched it over and over again when I first saw it, and I cried again and again. Hatsumi couldn't understand why she didn't let herself live a better life. And who is her father? Why did her mother love her father so much to herself? Everything was like an invisible net covering her, but she couldn't find the answer.

Although her mother did not get into college, she could have a better life on her terms. She is literate, diligent, and a quick learner. She works as a road maintenance worker in City B. Among so many workers, she is the most educated. But even if others gave her the opportunity to do copywriting, she still refused. She always chooses to do the dirtiest and most tiring work.

She didn't understand it at first sight, but at this moment she realized that it was because her mother didn't want to give her a better life. She wants to punish herself with a bad environment and a difficult life.

It turned out that her mother's death was not directly related to Chen Enzheng, and she had been punishing herself. Perhaps it is a relief to know that your time is short. What kind of love does it need to hurt oneself like this? Hatsumi cried darkly while holding the letter.

I used to think that my mother didn't love her enough. Her mother rarely came to see her. When I first saw my mother, I tried to do a good job, I was quiet, I didn't cause trouble, and I studied hard, but my mother never showed much joy. This made Hatsumi tremble all the time, always afraid that if she couldn't do it well, her mother would not want her. This is also why, as soon as Chen Enzheng said that she was looking for her mother, she disarmed and surrendered. When I first saw her, I was really afraid that my mother would think that she didn't love herself, and I was afraid that my mother wouldn't like me.

At this moment, I was relieved when I saw it for the first time, sometimes I didn't love it, but I loved it deeply, and my mother used her own way to give her the ultimate bargaining chip to life, that is, to no longer drag her down. After dealing with the affairs of the old house, the whole person was empty at the first sight. She spent a few days in her hometown, not knowing what she was going to do next. My mother wants to be happy, but what is my happiness? Suddenly, Chen Tianhao suddenly rushed into her heart. Yes, I want to go to him at first sight, and I want to tell him how much I love him, and I love him very much. If he wants, Hatsumi will be by his side. Chujian doesn't care about his identity anymore, all he has, as long as he is willing, Chujian has to make up for so many years of missing.