251. Epiphany
An Zai crossed her feet on the bench in the playground and sat on the kang head as relaxed, with a sense of relief in her heart.
Dandan smiled and said that she could finally admit her exhaustion, and this honesty was not a kind of letting go.
In the previous year, she pushed herself too hard, and she always felt that there was a heavy mountain on her shoulders and heart, which pressed her so hard that she couldn't straighten her waist and couldn't loosen her strength, and the whole person became bitter and hateful from the bottom of her heart. After going through this kind of thing, Ann felt that everything was nothing more than that, but felt that it didn't matter.
A person's life is from birth to death, and career is just from the peak to retirement.
That day will come eventually.
But no one is depressed every day because she will eventually die, so why should she be anxious about the inevitable departure?
Her dreams, her career should not be imprisoned by herself in such heavy shackles, since everything is earned, why not face it a little easier.
Championships, achievements, cheers, glory, these are Angel Re's obsessions, and perhaps sometimes, it is a good thing to let go of "ego".
"I'm not invincible, I'm not a fighter, and every day since I started playing professionally, I have clearly discovered one thing - I am a piece of trash. In order not to let yourself rot in the garbage heap, so desperately struggling. I was tired, but tired and happy. That's enough. ”
"That's it?" Dandan asked.
"Hmm!" Ann nodded again:
"Enlightened! Enlightenment! Maybe it's not too late. In the movie "Transformers", when the male and female protagonists first discovered the secret of Bumblebee, the male protagonist asked the female protagonist, '50 years later, will you regret that you didn't get into that car?' 'I asked myself the same question, and I got into that car when I could fight, so I don't regret it. It's good to be able to rampage yourself to the point of exhaustion at an energetic 18-year-old, understand what failure is, and then get up and continue to sprint towards failure. Life is all about bitterness, bitterness. So... Grades, it doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't matter if there is another season or not. ”
Ann, who doesn't care about everything, just wants to enjoy the remaining 24 hours without regrets. As for the result, as for the future, let's wait until we have to face it, and then think about it, there are many things that cannot be forced.
An Zai's words sounded a little dejected, but Dandan felt that it was just a kind of peace. It's also a good thing to look down on the results.
"So what's next?"
"Give it your all."
"Good."
Ann said that she would give her all out, so there was no need to suspect that her fighting spirit was affected, enough was enough.
Dandan looked at An Yi, Ji Canghai and Chu Ci in the distance, and thought about how to start the next topic.
Ji Canghai listened absentmindedly to An Yi's nonsense a few meters away, and raised his sunglasses as if he wanted to wipe the fog, but he secretly aimed at the angle where An Zaidan was sitting, and secretly observed through the reflection of his sunglasses.
This little act was seen through by An Yi, and he was amused in his heart.
"Don't look at the cub, look at the cub and her brother!"
Ji Canghai was poked, and embarrassedly put down his sunglasses and inserted them into his neckline.
An Yi continued to hang his son: "They are talking over there, why don't the three of us talk about our hearts~~"
Ji Canghai was stunned at the same time, talking about his heart? The three of them may have something to talk about if they pick up two at random, but three people? What to talk about?
An Yi rubbed his hands and smiled crookedly:
"What about me, how old are you, what are you thinking, when I can't see it?"