Yu Fei sat alone on the bed in the military tent in the state of being tied, looking at the tiger skin carpet on the ground, and for a while her panicked thoughts were like a howling wind swirling in her heart, until a manic tornado was formed, sucking everything into it.

When she came to this world, she has always seemed to be fearless, and it can even be said that she is a calm and resolute image.

But she understands that all this is just her stubbornness, a manifestation of her abandonment of herself, and a form of self-preservation.

She has no regrets about this, and she will not complain about anything, she is willing and will bear her own actions.

Although she understands that it will be easier to properly expose her weaknesses, she doesn't want to, she just wants to make people think that she is strong, so she will be so strong, because she knows the truth that consistent is profitable.

It's just that when she confronts her inner emotions, everything becomes different, and she has never felt this kind of feeling.

She found that she began to crave Feng Rong, and even wanted to stupidly use children to establish a relationship, in exchange for the previous her, in the case of knowing the state of her body, she would never allow such a thing to happen, and everything now is just her desire to make trouble. [It turns out that real love is such a humble and terrifying thing! Is this my first love? So what is Wang Zhi? I'm such an irresponsible person, no wonder he cheats! 】

Yu Fei thought that she didn't deserve love, and she didn't deserve to have such a perfect man.

So she chose to close herself, and even told herself that it was all a joke, all to satisfy her ridiculous desires.

She didn't care about Yunyun's small means, ignored Feng Rong's occasional loss, did not resist Zhang Qingxuan's closeness, and did not shy away from accepting Liu Qingqiu.

But once she faced her emotions, all of this became a terrible cage, like a giant beast devouring reason, making her panic and even wanting to escape, or Meng Shan's own eyes let everything go with him.

At this time, she clearly realized that she had not paid anything from the beginning, it was just a memory in her mind, but it was knowledge that ordinary people understood, but it was the madness of fearless life and death and no self-respect, but it was a fearless hesitation after being favored. @·error-free start~~

All of this was a means for her to deceive herself, and now she seems so pale and powerless.

[It's really ridiculous, I can be reduced to the point where I need to hold my son one day, what am I not confident in? Is that Yunyun? Or will there be three wives and four concubines to the emperor's house? It's really weak to leave one day, but it's really weak! There are enough inferior! 】

Yu Fei began to review her life, and soon came to a conclusion, [People who can't even face it seriously in front of them, what are they talking about, what are they talking about, what are they talking about, what are they talking about, what are they talking about! Nowadays, I can be said to be in the right place at the right time, and if I don't let go at this time, will I regret crying alone after waking up from my dream?! It's really not like that! 】

Yu Fei thought about letting out a self-deprecating laugh, this terrible low laugh was full of three points of self-deprecation, three points of unwillingness, and the rest was a kind of relief.

General Gao outside the tent looked at the darkening sky and sighed: "The princess was not in good health when she went to the workshop last time, and this time it has become like this again, the princess will hate the barracks in the future!" ”

Zhang Qingxuan kicked the old general Gao's calf: "You only care about her ability, you can really say such things in this situation now, and the prince hasn't left yet!" ”

"No, I just feel that the princess is working hard silently, and we big men are not as strong as her!" General Gao said and looked at Feng Rong and Feng Ying, who were pale on the side, "These two people should want that child very much!" After all, he is a prince, maybe he is the future prince!"

"The Regent's look is really fresh!" General Gao looked at the man he admired with his life, and now he was hit, and he didn't feel good in his heart, but he also sighed that this person finally had a little human touch, but he was also a little relieved. "Empress Rong, you can rest in peace, your son is very good, and now he has something he really wants to protect, he is even more infatuated than the emperor, he is really like you!"

"People who are dependent on the gods will always be accompanied by ups and downs, but the master seems to carry too much!" Bai Tian looked at the opaque curtain and decided to help Yu Fei carry out the lie to the end, he had already calculated that Yu Fei and Zhang Qingxuan were not from this world, but they also knew these two.

The individual will be the salvation of this world.

As soon as Bai Tiantian's words came out, Feng Ying blamed herself a little, this woman who had to shed an heir for her imperial brother even if she lost her life, what qualifications did he have to doubt!

"Flower girl, come in!" After the laughter, Yu Fei's voice came from the tent, it was so firm, and there was no trace of weakness and doubt in the words.

"Girl." Hua Niang walked into the military tent and looked at Yu Fei's shining eyes with a determined smile of relief.

"Let's do it!"

"Girl, don't worry, Hua Niang still needs a few medicinal herbs, and the fetus can do it within term." Hua Niang said and untied the rope that bound Yu Fei: "I didn't expect the girl to figure it out so quickly!" ”

Yu Fei moved her arm: "Hua Niang should know some things about me every day, in fact, this kind of behavior happens every day in my world, that busy and impersonal world, no one likes to raise a burden, to be exact, it is impossible to raise, and everyone will delay the issue of having children again and again under the weighing of pros and cons." ”

Yu Fei lowered her head and spoke a little incoherently.

"Hua Niang doesn't understand, please ask the girl to make it clear!"

Hua Niang naturally didn't understand, but she did know that Yu Fei was not from this world.

"I, I used to think that as long as anything was in my way, I would easily give up, even if it was a child who had not yet been born, but when I knew my heart, I would also crave the union with Fengrong, and the crystallization that belonged to us, am I very weak? I knew that this child would kill me, but I still looked forward to it, looked forward to, and even selfishly thought that as long as I did this, Fengrong would be happy, I distorted the original intention of love, and was self-absorbed in fear, and as a result, I got nothing but touching myself, and even hurt those who loved me, you are right, I can welcome my child with love when I am in good health. ”

Yu Fei looked at Feng Rong who lifted the curtain of the tent with relief, and the people behind her, lowered her head, and her voice was a little small: "Will you still like me if I am so willful?" Will you forgive me for being so selfish?! ”t.

Yu Fei's voice was calm, but it was full of endless sadness.

"Sister~~~" Yu Gong listened to Yu Fei's words and ran in front of Feng Rong, and a thousand words converged into a deep hug.

Feng Rong stood beside Yu Fei, just quietly watching her without saying a word.

The others were equally silent, they wanted to tell Yu Fei not to care, they wouldn't mind, but they couldn't say anything.

That kind of seemingly easy words, if they were said at this moment, it seemed that they would trample on Yu Fei's determination, and everyone tacitly knew it, but they also secretly admired it.

It's just that they don't know that Yu Fei's loneliness in this decision is not the child itself, but herself.

"Don't cry with a sad face, General Gao, are you ready to eat? And can you find me some fruit wine, I really want to drink it now! Yu Fei looked at everyone's expressions, and she also knew how low the pressure was for these people, but she couldn't say it, she couldn't say it, I was fine, and if she couldn't say it, don't worry about it.

"Girl!" Hua Niang wanted to stop Yu Fei from drinking, but Yu Fei replied with a perfect smile, this kind of smile that seemed to be crying, but it was so perfect that it didn't work, so that Hua Niang gave up the act of stopping.

Yu Fei got up and got off the ground and gently patted Yu Gong's shoulder: "Ade, the smoke has been extinguished!" ”

Everyone didn't stop Yu Fei's request, they just followed her silently and returned to the world surrounded by the screen outside, without saying much or making any extra moves.

Yu Fei seemed to be waiting for the drink excitedly, but everyone knew how fragile she was now, every move was like a vase about to break, emitting a low mournful cry, like a cloud about to disappear, and it would only take a breeze to disperse.

"Don't be stunned, the rare delicacies should be cold, Qingqiu, come and give me cloth vegetables today, Fanxing, you teach him well, and you should learn how to be my guard!" Yu Fei's tenacious heart made her stop thinking about the feeling of shattering.

She wants to cheer up, to enjoy every minute and every second of this world, to become an existence that others cannot surpass, and if she can, she even wants to become the eternal empress of this world. @

"General Gao, practice tomorrow morning and help me prepare some slingshots, don't forget that Ling Lang is also there!" Yu Fei took the wine jar brought by the soldier and drank it heroically.

Feng Ying looked at Yu Fei, picked up the jar of spirits, and gently collided on Yu Fei's altar: "Imperial sister-in-law, Jinyu will accompany you!" ”

"It's really good, Feng Rong want to have some, this wine is really delicious!" Yu Fei smiled lightly, looked at Feng Rong, who was still worried, and shook the wine jar in his hand.

Feng Rong took the wine jar in Yu Fei's hand and drank down: "Good wine!" ”

Such an atmosphere began to be active, Zhang Qingxuan, Yu Gong, Kaohsiung and others all held up the wine jar and drank heroically, and soon the depressed atmosphere disappeared, replaced by everyone's gossip about weapons, and the men's meat jokes after sprinkling.

After three rounds of drinking, Yu Fei kicked down the surrounding screens, swayed and sat in Feng Rong's arms, leaning on the cigarette stick, his eyes were intoxicated, looking at the moon in the sky, and he was interested: "The flowers are floating, the fragrance is fine, and the rain is blowing through the wind." Love follows the dream. No one sent the secret. Who washes the hatred, a hook of light moon and sky is like water, and there is no one to whisper. ”

Yu Fei's mind was not clear, and the poems of his previous life were stacked in a disorderly manner, just to tell the pain in his heart, he once again snatched the lamp from Feng Rong's hand and drank it all, snuggled in his arms and hummed a small tune.

The sad syllables were a little ethereal in the moonlight, and from this moment on, everyone's eyes could not take their eyes off Yu Fei's body, and they sang Yu Fei's minor tune like a game one by one, until this sadness turned into a hymn.

Yu Fei looked at a group of men who were not yet drunk with satisfaction, closed their eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

This night, Feng Rong hugged Yu Fei and couldn't sleep, and this night, everyone seemed to have realized something.

This night, Yu Fei swore in a dream that she would never be as cowardly as this.

Yu Fei, who slept well in the morning, looked at the somewhat tired crowd and showed a refreshing smile, and everyone understood that she had stood up again.

At this moment, Yu Fei's thin body became huge, as if the innate momentum was circulating around her body, Feng Ying and the soldiers were glad that this person was the princess regent.

And Yu Fei's people are glad that this person is their master (sister). _o_m