Chapter 180. I want to see Feng Rong
Yu Fei, who drank two cups of hot milk casually, leaned crookedly on the Taishi chair again, the cigarette stick in his hand was re-lit, and he smoked it, and he didn't know what he was thinking when his eyes were empty.
But Yu Gong opened his mouth worriedly: "Sister, if you are uncomfortable, we can take revenge in another way!" ”
Yu Fei turned her head when she heard this, stared at Yu Gong's face similar to herself, and shook her head gently: "It's not uncomfortable, but there is a sense of guilt, guilt for Feng Rong, you say, am I too selfish!" ”
The little generals and Qing Xuanzi didn't speak, they didn't know how to speak about this kind of thing, so they could only keep silent.
Yu Gong was also stunned, he didn't expect Yu Fei to say this, and sighed softly: "Sister, I don't know what you think, but I believe that my brother-in-law will support you unconditionally!" ”
"Well, I also believe it, but what I'm doing now is not a good thing, Wang Zhi is a man who has shared a bed with me, and revenge will inevitably have physical contact, and it is very likely that he will be alone."
"You're worried about your old feelings coming back?" Yu Gong is obviously a little ridiculous, he just thinks about the deep love between his sister and brother-in-law, and forgets that Wang Zhi is his ex-brother-in-law.
Yu Fei shook her head, suddenly paused, and smiled bitterly: "I won't rekindle the old feelings, but the habit seems to be a little difficult to change!" ”
This tone is so self-reproachful, unwilling, and even a little self-defeating.
She remembered that when she just picked up Wang Zhi out, she would subconsciously look for an expression on his face, subconsciously walk beside him, and even subconsciously want to hold hands.
Although he was suppressed by his own reason in the end, these are enough to prove that Wang Zhi left a deep imprint in his heart.
She knew her feelings, and she knew how much she hated this man, but there were some subconscious things that were always faintly haunting, as if they wanted to devour her, and they opened their mouths wide, waiting to see her jokes.
But she also clearly understands that if she doesn't cross this hurdle with her own legs, everything will be meaningless.
"The creature of the ex-boyfriend is really a headache!" Yu Fei lamented that she didn't want to make a fool of herself.
Because, the feelings she once gave were not fake, so she would not tell herself that everything was over like a saint.
I won't pretend to be heartless and not mention it, and I won't suppress the past and then devote myself to the happiness of the present.
She has never forgotten her revenge on Wang Zhi, and she has never shamed herself and Feng Rong's actions.
She admits that she is not a good person, and Wanfang is not a good person.
But he is by no means a bad person, playing with emotions as he wants. Error-free updates @
She is just her, a simple her, a human being with seven emotions and six desires, flesh and blood, cold and warm, crying and laughing, pain and sorrow, moving, and anger.
A human being who has a past and wants to face the future, has to move forward cautiously and walks on thin ice.
A human being who fears and waits.
For a moment, bitterness filled my heart and reached the base of my tongue, as if an invisible thorn was stuck deep in my throat, and even smoke could not pass smoothly.
It's a combination of a desire for self-redemption and a deep self-loathing.
She also wrote a thousand lines, only writing that his clothes were not stained; He also whispered with tears, remembering only his peace and joy; has also faced sinister, just for him carefree.
And the moment it all turned into a joke, it made her heart twist.
Now she writes a thousand lines only for Feng Rong, and when she whispers, she will smile lightly, and only Feng Rong's face echoes in her mind in the danger.
Fear of loss, fear of death, everything is because of Feng Rong alone.
Such a huge contrast made her start to be afraid, began to hate herself, if those were not love, then is she really qualified to say love now?
If she doesn't deal with the emotional wounds she once left, is she really qualified to stand by Feng Rong's side?
If she insists on revenge, will Feng Rong really not be harmed?
Countless problems swept in at this moment like a surging tide.
Maybe it's because she hasn't eaten for many days that her brain has become extremely active.
Maybe it was seeing Wang Zhi himself that made her impulsive revenge gradually calm down.
Maybe it was because she hadn't seen Feng Rong for a long time, which made her self-confidence gradually collapse.
Maybe it's the door.
The sound of Fei Fei outside made her memories confused.
"I said that the master is recuperating, can you come back tomorrow!" Qi Yu was already furious and kicked the door hard.
The loud noise made the people outside shut up and brought Yu Fei back to his senses.
For some reason, the outside began to shout at the door again, but this time it seems that he has learned to be obedient and has not been slamming the door endlessly.
And this voice of Fei Fei I was wrong, Fei Fei I am worried about you, Fei Fei I want to see you. Error-free updates @
Let Yu Fei suddenly become firm, she slowly got up, walked to the door, and opened the door with a creak.
After staring at Wang Zhi for a moment, he was surprised to find that there were no waves in his heart, and he even had a strange feeling.
Wang Zhi outside the door wanted to say something, but when he saw her eyes as if he was looking at a stranger, he chuckled in his heart and gritted his teeth fiercely.
He didn't believe it, this wasn't the way she looked at herself, her eyes should be warm, and she couldn't pretend to be someone else, but why, why did it become like this?
He didn't dare to think that there was a hidden place in his heart that ached faintly, and a dangerous thought crept up his brain, he wanted to take this woman back, this woman could only belong to himself, and he could only love himself.
"Wang Gongzi, is there something wrong?" Yu Fei was still a little weak, and looked at Wang Zhiwan and smiled.
"No, it's okay, I just want to see how you're doing, I'm a little worried!" Wang Zhi was a little cramped and uneasy, it felt like when he first met Yu Fei a few years ago, wanting to get close to her, but he was afraid that he was not good enough.
"The doctor said that it would be good to rest for a few days, so there is no need to worry!"
In the face of Yu Feisheng's words, Wang Zhi was very unwilling, and told herself over and over again that she was just angry, just coax, just admit her mistakes.
She came to save herself, that is, she still has feelings for herself, as long as she admits her mistakes, yes, as long as she admits her mistakes.
At this time, he surprisingly didn't want to use Yu Fei to do anything, he just hoped that she wouldn't talk to him in such a cold tone.
"I'll take care of you, you've suffered a lot to save me, I'm sorry!" Wang Zhi suddenly softened his tone and wanted to move forward.
"It's good that the master will be taken care of by me, and please respect the prince!" Defu walked behind Yu Fei with an arrow, carefully put a coat on Yu Fei, and glared at Wang Zhi.
Wang Zhi's feet suddenly froze in place, and he lost the courage to step forward.
"Ade, I know that you have been by Feifei's side since you were a child, but I am her husband, and I should take care of it!"
"Wang Gongzi said that he laughed, you and Sister A have already separated, why do you come to say it!" Yu Gong stared at Wang Zhi resentfully, and his tone was extremely cold.
"Ninth son, ninth brother, I..."
"Prince Wang, please respect yourself!" Yu Gong had already leaked his murderous aura and stood in front of Yu Fei.
Yu Fei patted Yu Gong on the shoulder and shook his head: "Prince Wang, you have a good life to recuperate, I have to go back, in order to save you, my punishment has not yet ended, if you have anything to say, wait until I come back!" ”
After speaking, he glanced at Qi Yu: "You said that you have nowhere to go, then live here, my people will settle the expenses, and Qi Yu will give him some silver taels." ”
"I'll be tortured for you!" Wang Zhi shouted out unprecedentedly.
Yu Fei was directly stunned, could it be that she was hallucinating? How come she hadn't heard what he was going to do for herself in years!
"I'm going to suffer for you, you are here to save me, and you deserve me to be punished!" Wang Zhi lowered his head, looking like a little daughter-in-law.
Yu Fei: "······" How am I going to round the field?
"Wang Gongzi, you may have misunderstood, the royal prison, notice that you can enter with this identity?!" Xiaofeng sneered, also walked over, and closed the door directly after speaking, out of sight.
Afterwards, several people came to the inner room.
Xiao Feng asked curiously: "Why did the princess say that she still had to be punished?" ”
"I want to see Feng Rong!" Yu Fei lowered her head and looked at the three little generals.
“슷·슷····”
"Sister, who are you?"
"Replenish your energy, otherwise I won't be able to sing this play!" Yu Fei was about to cry when she said it.
The three little generals glanced at each other and nodded: "It's okay, then let's leave immediately!" ”
"Qing Xuanzi, I'm sorry for you to stay here, I'll try to get back as soon as possible.
Come! Yu Fei looked at Qing Xuanzi a little embarrassed.
Qing Xuanzi smiled heartily: "Princess, please take it, the trail will come by itself!" ”
After opening the window, he jumped down and left.
“슷·····”
"Ahem~ Then let's go!" Yu Fei, who reacted, cleared her throat and said weakly as if nothing had happened.
The men bought fast horses and left the inn. @
Standing at the gate of the inn, looking at the back of the group in the distance, Wang Zhi didn't know what he was thinking, clenched his fists hard, raised his feet and walked towards his mansion.
A few days later.
The non-stop group arrived at the temporary camp in the border city.
I thought it should look like it was after the war, but I didn't expect that it was indeed in full gear, and it looked like it was going to collect troops.
This made Yu Fei a little confused, they just ran for seven days, could it be that the fight was over?
Looking at the busy crowd, these six people didn't know whether to get off the horse or not, and they were a little overwhelmed for a while.
"Sister Fei? Aren't you in Fuzhou City? The sharp-eyed Zhang Qingxuan saw Yu Gong, but he was the first to greet Yu Fei.
"Where's Feng Rong?"
"Hey, I forgot my brother with my husband, I am heavy on sex and light on friends~~" Zhang Qingxuan pouted: "I'll be back soon, I'll see you later, don't stare at me, it's scary!" ”
"Phil ?!!!" Feng Rong flew over before Zhang Qingxuan's words fell, got on Yu Fei's horse directly, and sat behind her.
Wrapping his arms around her waist, he buried his head in her neck and rubbed carefully: "I miss you!" ”
Yu Fei raised a hand and rubbed Feng Rong's soft waterfall-like hair: "Me too!" ”
The simple three words split Feng Rong's reason like lightning, picked up Yu Fei and dismounted, and went straight to his camp.
"Within two hours, do not disturb the king, and everyone will return three miles away!"