Chapter 745: Into a Dream 6
Fang Cheng went from frantically struggling at the beginning to lying down in despair later, and it only took half an hour.
The moment the methods he used to torture others fell on him, he finally knew how desperate and painful those victims were, and he realized how disgusting this behavior was after retching several times in the process.
But he didn't even have the strength to resist, there was no way to save himself, and in the end, like a dead man, he silently closed his eyes and let others fiddle with him, he forced himself to ignore all the feelings, and just endured it minute by minute.
"Xiao Fangcheng" looked at his miserable appearance, and the pleasure in his heart was like a raging wave, surging up one after another.
After his perverted desires were satisfied, he got up and began to get dressed, and after dressing himself up like a dog again, he left here without looking back.
After Fang Cheng saw that devilish self leaving, he forced himself to sit up from the ground, he stared ahead in a daze, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
After a long time like this, he suddenly cried like a child, he cried heartbreakingly, his body was constantly twitching, and his mentality was already collapsed.
His emotions are very complicated now, anger, remorse, and confusion are intertwined in his heart.
He was angry because of his miserable experience, regretted because of his painful experience, and confused because he didn't know how to continue living.
He now crosses over to Qiao Tianrui, which means that he will live as Qiao Tianrui in the future, but what will happen to Qiao Tianrui in the future...... It can be described as miserable.
If history can't be changed at all, then Qiao Tianrui will be tortured by himself, betrayed by his best friend, and then jump off the building with a dead heart.
If he really can't turn back into "Fang Cheng", he will definitely end up at a dead end, so he doesn't have a few years to live, and the few years left are full of pain.
It's really sad to say, he thought that he wouldn't be bullied if he became stronger, but now the person who bullied him turned out to be another "self", and what is even more sad is that he knew his ending in advance, but he couldn't change anything.
He wailed pessimistically, and in the middle of it, he raised his hands and put them in his hair, as if he didn't know the pain, and pulled his hair vigorously as if it didn't hurt, so as to vent his pain.
After crying like this for a long time, Fang Cheng barely calmed down his emotions.
He looked at the window next to him in a daze, and for the first time the thought of "death" was moved in his heart, and after this thought appeared, it grew like a weed, and finally he could no longer control it.
Die! If you're dead, it's all over! Anyway, if you don't die now, you will still die in the future, and it will be even more miserable!
Maybe...... It's not another world at all, it's just a dream he had, and death can wake up?
But all the phenomena just now are telling him that everything will develop in history, and deviations will be automatically corrected, so it is difficult to say whether he can die or not.
But even if there is little hope, he still has to try it after all, because the endless pain is more terrifying than death, and at least death can be completely relieved.
After making up his mind, he stood up tremblingly on the stool next to him, and then stumbled towards the door.
But as soon as he walked out of the office, he met a familiar face with a green face, and his body was suddenly startled.
It's Lu Xun!
To be precise, it was Lu Su four years ago.
After Lu Su saw his tragic situation at the moment, he trotted quickly in front of him and asked with a worried face, "Li Ling, are you okay?" Fang Cheng bullied you again? ”
Fang Cheng just wanted to reply to her, "Do you think I'm fine?" Again, he said something uncontrollably that he didn't want to say.
But he's more or less accustomed to it now, so he's not as surprised as before, and he's going to follow the plot...... Then let's go, after all, he can't resist, even if he resists, it's useless, he just holds a bad mentality and is at the mercy of others.
But in the next second, as if he suddenly realized something, a trace of astonishment suddenly flashed on his face.
No, what did Lu Xu call him just now...... Plum...... Li Ling?
Is this a joke on him? Isn't he Qiao Tianrui now? How did he become Li Ling?
He lowered his head in a panic to look at his hands, his skin was fair, his fingers were slender, he looked very delicate, and the most important thing was the manicure, which could not be a man's hand at first glance.
He was suddenly shocked in the bottom of his heart, what was going on? How could he change from Qiao Tianrui to Li Ling?
He waited for the end of the plot with full doubts, and after Lu Xu left, he couldn't wait to run to the bathroom, and he was stunned in disbelief the moment he stood in front of the mirror.
Where is the tall and thin man in the mirror, it is clearly a girl of prime age.
Although he persecuted many people before, and many people's names and faces did not match, he was still somewhat familiar with this face and the name "Li Ling", so there should be nothing wrong with it.
The sudden change of Li Ling caught him off guard and couldn't understand, he thought that he was wearing his soul into Qiao Tianrui, but the current situation didn't seem to be like this at all.
He pondered but suddenly panicked, if he could change from Fang Cheng to Qiao Tianrui and then to Li Ling, there was no guarantee that he would become someone else in the future, could it be that he really wanted to wear these victims and experience all their pains?
No! It can't be like this! Absolutely not!
The experience of being Qiao Tianrui just now had already made him extremely painful, and he really couldn't bear it anymore!
Fang Cheng was suddenly frightened into a cold sweat, his arms propped up on the washstand, and his wheezing became heavier and heavier, looking like a lion about to erupt.
He slowly raised his head, looked at the beautiful girl in the mirror, was silent for a long time, raised his hand to hold his head, and muttered like a madman: "This is not me...... It's not me...... It's not me! ”
"Ahh He roared in rage, and the sound was heard far away like muffled thunder, but no one came to stop him.
"It's not me! I'm not Qiao Tianrui, I'm not Li Ling, I'm Fang Cheng! I'm going back, I'm going back! He screamed in frenzy and despair.
Finally, he clenched his right hand into a fist, raised his arm and smashed it forward.
"Click!" The mirror shattered in response, and the shards poured down like a waterfall, and Fang Cheng's right hand was also blurred by the flesh and blood pierced by the shards, and the blood dripped on the sink little by little.
"Hahahaha!" But he didn't feel the pain, and instead of exhaling in pain, he laughed out loud and strangely.
Fang Cheng couldn't help but feel a trace of joy in his heart, he was injured, he was injured! It's good to be injured! If you can get hurt, you can definitely die! Great, he can go and die!
But before he could rejoice for a few seconds, something strange happened again.