Chapter Ninety-Eight: Analysis

Xu Xiaoai also forwarded the address sent to her by Zhou Ye to Chu Yu, and Chu Yu replied with a receipt, saying that he would wait outside for a while, and she could see him as soon as she went out. Eight Chinese Net

Xu Xiaoai was relieved, she said goodbye to Ding Liang and then took a taxi and came directly to this cafΓ©.

There are not many people in the cafΓ©, the environment is very quiet, Xu Xiaoai walked through a long corridor under the leadership of the service staff, and came to the innermost private room.

She looked back, a little far from the hall.

"Xiao Ai, you're finally here." Zhou Ye was full of smiles and was already at the door.

Xu Xiaoai pulled out a reluctant smile: "Hello President Zhou, I have something to trouble you at work." ”

Zhou Ye welcomed Xu Xiaoai into the room: "All the things you have here are not troublesome, and they are all handled first in my place." ”

Xu Xiaoai was stunned as soon as she entered the private room, the walls were full of her portraits, both her past and her current, as well as her and Zhou Ye's, all of them were Zhou Ye's hand-painted sketches, each of them was very expressive, Xu Xiaoai felt as if there were countless pairs of eyes exactly like herself looking at herself.

Her mind fluttered and her hands cupped on the table and chair.

"Zhou Ye, what are you doing here? What's on this wall? ”

Zhou Ye walked to Xu Xiaoai's side and looked down at her: "These are all portraits I painted for you, do you remember?" I used to love sketching you, and there are all kinds of versions. ”

"Some of the scenes on this wall that I painted before, some of which I painted now, and more of them are some scenes after the two of us met again, and they were not well drawn, just to make you laugh."

Memories come like a tide, Zhou Ye likes to paint her portraits, and often silently helps her paint when she is studying or doing things, each of which is very expressive.

After they broke up, Xu Xiaoai burned all the portraits she had collected to commemorate her lost love.

Unexpectedly, now these memories that were burned by her came back again, and they came to her in a more turbulent situation.

Her teeth trembled a little, and she looked at Zhou Ye: "Can you put these all away, I don't want to see it." ”

Zhou Ye only realized that Xu Xiaoai was wrong at this time: "What's wrong with Xiao Ai?" ”

Xu Xiaoai covered her head and took a sip of coffee on the table, she knew that it was her stress response that had flare up again.

"Put them all away and throw them all away, I can't stand this." After Xu Xiaoai said this, she directly buried her head in her arms and lay on the table.

Zhou Ye's eyebrows were tightly locked, he originally wanted to give Xu Xiaoai a good memory, but he didn't expect it to be self-defeating.

The photos he had worked so hard to put on the wall just now were taken back one by one by him, and they were all folded and placed on the table.

"Xiao Ai, don't you like these? It's all my hard work. ”

Xu Xiaoai lay on the table with her eyes closed, but countless past experiences were like these paintings, floating in her mind like a movie. Her head hurt more and more.

"Xiao Ai, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? Tell me! Zhou Ye was so anxious that he stomped his feet beside him.

But now Xu Xiaoai didn't want to say a word to him, she was so uncomfortable that she felt like vomiting.

She took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Chu Yu asking him to pick her up.

Just when Zhou Ye was at a loss, Chu Yu appeared in the private room, and when he looked at Xu Xiaoai's appearance, he knew that her illness had happened again.

He looked at Zhou Ye and breathed fire in his eyes: "What do you want to do?" I've already warned you, please stay away from my little Ai. @Β·error-free start~~"

Zhou Ye grabbed Chu Yu and pulled him out of the door: "Tell me what's wrong with Xiao Ai?" Is it sick? ”

Chu Yu waved Zhou Ye's hand away: "She has been sick for a long time, she was very sick in college, and it was you who kicked her at that time and caused her psychological damage, and now as long as you mention the two of you before, she will have a reaction called traumatic stress, which will make her miserable, so I advise you to stay away from her." ”

Zhou Ye was stunned, he really didn't expect it to be because of this reason: "It's impossible, I just want to make up for it now, so as to prove that she has it in her heart."

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Chu Yu really wanted to punch him in the face: "Even if she has you in her heart, but what you bring her is pain instead of happiness, do you know how serious this disease is?" If she can't cross this hurdle, then there will be depression, depression is a very serious mental illness, and I don't need to tell you the final consequences, do you want such a sunny girl to jump off the building for you? ”

Zhou Ye sneered: "Chu Yu, do you treat me as a three-year-old child?" Scare me with these words? What kind of character Xiao Ai is, I know better than you. She was very self-motivated and self-disciplined, she was a very good girl, and I don't believe she had this disease. @Β·error-free start~~"

Chu Yu grabbed his arm: "It's because she admits death that she can't get out of this hurdle, I warn you, if you dare to provoke her again, I, as her husband, will never spare you." If Xiao Ai hadn't stopped me last time, I would have sent you to the police station a long time ago, and your life would have been ruined! ”

Zhou Ye shook off Chu Yu's hand and continued to sneer: "You also know that Xiao Ai disagrees, she has me in her heart, this is a fact that you can't change, even if you marry her, her heart is not in you, why do you look at her like this, her current appearance should be caused by you, it is you who brought her moral shackles and constraints, so that she does not dare to face her own heart." What you should do is to divorce him as soon as possible and return her to my arms, so that she will be cured of everything. ”

"You're dreaming! You don't want to let me go for the rest of your life. Chu Yu stopped talking nonsense with Zhou Ye, he walked into the private room and pulled Xu Xiaoai up from his seat: "Xiao Ai, let's go home first, if there is anything at work, we will talk about it later, your current state is not very stable." ”

Xu Xiaoai nodded weakly: "Doctor Chu, I'm bothering you again." ”

"You can still speak, it proves that it is not too bad, you are now my number one patient, if you don't listen to the doctor, how can this disease be cured?" Chu Yu took Xu Xiaoai home in a chattering manner.

Zhou Ye didn't stop him this time, he really saw that Xu Xiaoai did have something wrong.

However, he would never admit that it was because of the stimulation that his paintings brought to Xu Xiaoai, he felt that it was the reason he had just analyzed, Xu Xiaoai was now married and Chu Yu was husband and wife, and she still had him in her heart, so Xu Xiaoai was suffering from spiritual torment.

As soon as she thought of the past, she couldn't choose, these two invisible pressures pressed on her heart, wanting to break free from the shackles of this marriage, but Chu Yu didn't let go, she wanted to throw herself into Zhou Ye's arms, but she couldn't get over the hurdle in her psychology.

Thinking about it like this, Zhou Ye felt that his chances of winning were greater, Xu Xiaoai was still deeply affected by him, he just needed to wait patiently, one day this girl who admitted death would see her heart clearly, and she would return to her arms if she didn't need him to do anything.

Zhou Ye put away all his paintings and left the private room.

After Xu Xiaoai was taken home by Chu Yu, she sat on the sofa silently, holding a cup of hot water handed to her by Chu Yu, and drank it slowly.

"You're sick again today, you know?"

Xu Xiaoai nodded, she looked up at Chu Yu: "He pasted the entire private room with my portrait, as well as the portrait of me and him, the impact of the picture is too strong, so I was stimulated at once." ”

"I have long said that you have to do psychotherapy for this disease, if you don't treat it early, you will get sick more and more serious every time, do you feel that since Zhou Ye appeared, your reaction has become stronger and stronger every time, and when you see some paintings today, you can't stand it, that proves that in the recent period, your subconscious is all recalling your past with him."

Xu Xiaoai lowered her head, Chu Yu was right, although she was usually busy with work, but when she was free, memories would unconsciously jump into her mind, making her subconsciously cycle repeatedly.

"Are you still thinking that if you let go of yourself and throw yourself into his arms, maybe all this will be freed?"

Xu Xiaoai raised her head suddenly, this was a plan that she had just floated by: "How do you know?" ”

Chu Yu scratched his head irritably: "Because I am a doctor, you still spend more time with me, I have studied psychology, and I have seen your usual performance, which is also a solution." ”

"But I'm scared, I will.

Repeat. ”

"You said this because you were afraid that you would be kicked again, but you never denied Zhou Ye as a person, right?"

Xu Xiaoai replied with some difficulty: "Yes." ”

"That means he's still your ideal boyfriend, and even if you're still dreaming of marrying him."

Chu Yu's words were very sharp, wanting to dissect Xu Xiaoai's heart and explore the truest thoughts inside.

Xu Xiaoai hesitated, because she hadn't thought it through herself, and she didn't know what kind of feelings she had for Zhou Ye now.

Before breaking up, she really wanted to grow old with Zhou Ye and spend her life together, but after the breakup, she even denied herself a little, could it be that she was not good enough to be worthy of him, so he married another girl?

Chu Yu continued: "Do you think that the previous breakup was because you were not good enough, so he dumped you. β€œ

In Chu Yu's words, Xu Xiaoai didn't dare to raise his head when he said it, and hugged the cup in his hand hard, and his fingertips were a little white.

Chu Yu didn't stop, but continued to dissect her: "You may be subconsciously, after your self-confidence is hit, you want to redeem this ex, and the most critical factor in recovering your predecessor is to improve yourself so that he can see your excellence, so this is the reason why you have been working hard, am I right?" ”

"Maybe it's not only that, I guess you are usually so self-disciplined, and your pursuit of figure and fashion is endless, is it also because I hope that one day he will be able to see such a beautiful you when he comes back, and even hope that one day he can kneel in front of you and confess to you that he has no eyes and does not see your goodness?"

Xu Xiaoai covered her ears: "Don't say it, don't say it." ”

Chu Yu's words were really poisonous, so poisonous that her entire heart, liver and lungs were wrenched.

Chu Yu sighed: "It seems that what I said is not wrong at all, no wonder you are with me, you will never fall in love with me, because you have always lived in this person in your heart, only by driving him out, can you really make a space to think about others."

Xiao Ai, let me tell you, your state is a pathology, you are really sick, there is not only this man in the world, you should polish your eyes and see clearly who is the most suitable for you. ”。 _o_m