"For three months, every time I went back to the lake house, I felt very uncomfortable. That home, no matter how beautiful and spacious it is, is lifeless, cold and cold without you. So, I swear to God that as long as you live, no matter what you become, as long as you live and can return to me, I will be satisfied. ”

He didn't understand at all that what she wanted more than the so-called 'happiness' was that he was by his side!

As long as he is there, she has something to rely on, "home" has the feeling of "home", she has the meaning of life, God knows that she has been worried day and night for these three months, if it weren't for her father, family, relatives and friends to support her, she is afraid that she would have been disheartened.

"Li Beiyao, why don't you understand, the happiness I want is actually very simple, I want to be with you, can't I do this?!"

She shouted, her voice was crying, tears flowed down unobeyedly, as if she had broken the embankment, and all her grievances turned into tears at this moment, venting the grievances, insecurities and resentment in her heart...... All the negativity exploded at this moment.

Seeing her crying, Li Beiyao was also anxious, frowned, held her head, and pressed it against her forehead, his pain was entangled.

The person he is most reluctant to hurt in the world is her, but ......

"I'm sorry...... Shi Lan ...... Don't be angry...... I'm sorry......" He wiped the tears from her face little by little with the tip of his thumb, but the more he wiped it.

He was in a hurry, so he lowered his head, kissed the tears on her face with his lips, and choked up: "Listen to me, think about it again, this is a lifetime thing, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of delaying you......"

"Li Beiyao, you bastard! No matter how cranky it is, believe it or not, I'll go ...... now."

Before he could say the rest of the words, he was covered by Li Beiyao's hand, and he shook his head silently to prevent her from continuing.

The two of them just looked into each other's eyes, and there were tears in each other's eyes......

For a long time, Shi Lan raised his hand against Li Beiyao's chest, his heartbeat beating strong and powerful in the dark night.

Dozens of seconds later, she poked his heart with her fingers, clenched her chin, raised her eyes and asked, "Li Beiyao, let me ask you, do you have me here?" ”

He took her finger and put it to his lips to kiss it lightly, biting shallowly, "Yes! Of course! ”

"If there is, why do you say those disheartening words? If you have me in your heart and trust me, you shouldn't think of me like that, no matter what happens, shouldn't we face it together? You want to carry the pain on your own and are anxious to get rid of the relationship with me, how much do you look down on me?! ”

Shi Lan roared angrily, and his emotions were out of control again.

Li Beiyao looked at her in a daze, and said for a long time: "Shi Lan, I didn't look down on you, let alone look down on you, I thought wrong, in fact, it was when I was trapped under the big boulder that I finally understood...... Nothing is more important than being by your side. I'm sorry, I was wrong......"

The thought of being crushed under a large boulder, praying that God would give him time, even if it was a minute, if only he could live to see her again......

Thinking of this, Li Beiyao hugged Shi Lan tightly, making her whole body shrink in his arms, his chin resting on top of her head, looking at the morning sun outside.

"When I'm trapped, I treat you like ...... My hope to live...... I finally understood how stupid my worries and concerns were......"