Chapter 157: Can I Be a Normal Person?
Nan Nan's hand gently caressed Qin Jue's back, soothing his emotions.
Long......
Qin Jue let go of Nan Nan, and gently stroked the scar on Nan Nan's neck with his fingertips, and couldn't help but have two points of regret flashing in his eyes.
"Does it hurt?"
Qin Jue's voice was hoarse, and he looked a little sad.
Nan Nan shook her head, but nodded again.
"It hurts."
Qin Jue buried his head on Nan Nan's shoulder: "I'm sorry." ”
Nan Nan patted Qin Jue's shoulder: "Are you better?" ”
Qin Jue shook his head, his breathing seemed a little suppressed, he was so sad now, really.
Nan Nan asked softly, "What do you want to do?" ”
Qin Jue's scarlet eyes looked at Nan Nan for a long time, so long that Nan Nan felt as if he was being targeted by a fierce beast.
The feeling of danger made her hairs stand up one by one, and Nan Nan took a deep breath.
He took Qin Jue back into his arms and gently comforted him.
Qin Jue gradually closed his eyes, what he wanted to do was to directly tear Nan Nan apart.
He even had a momentary thought, that is, to kill Nan Nan and commit suicide again.
Two people rose together, burned to ashes together, put it in a bottle, buried in the center of the earth, and never to be separated again.
This is about the most direct way they can hold on.
Never separate.
However, he looked at Nan Nan's white face, and he couldn't do it.
Withholding until his hands were trembling, Qin Jue hugged Nan Nan fiercely, and Nan Nan's bones were a little painful.
"Don't leave me."
Otherwise, I don't know, what would I have done.
Nan Nan comforted Qin Jue's hand and paused: "Ah Jue, let's find a doctor to see if we can see it?" ”
Qin Jue's hand clenched suddenly: "Are you still thinking about leaving me?" ”
Nan Nan frowned: "Ah Jue, I never wanted to leave you." ”
"When will you understand how important you are to me, no one can compare."
"Can't even Ye Qianxing?"
Nan Nan replied without hesitation: "No." ”
"Xingxing, I can spare my life to save her."
"But if I didn't have you, I wouldn't be alone."
One is as important as life, and the other is more important than life.
The uneasiness in Qin Jue's heart was slightly soothed, and he raised his head to look at Nan Nan: "Then can you promise me that you will not be with her again in the future?" ”
"Can I stop streaming anymore?"
"We're still living like we used to, okay?"
The light in Nan Nan's eyes dimmed a little.
What kind of days were the days before?
Is it the day that awaits him in this empty room, day after day, year after year, alone, from day to night?
Nan Nan felt her throat astringent.
It hurt a little, her lips opened and closed many times, and Nan Nan asked in a whisper: "Ah Jue, can I be a normal person?" ”
Nan Nan's prayer is so humble, she just wants to be a normal person, have her own life and have her own favorite things.
There are friends.
There is a career.
Is it so difficult to even make this wish?
Qin Jue looked at Nan Nan and gently touched her face with his hands, but these hands made Nan Nan feel some fear in his bones.
His voice was low and sad: "Nan Nan." ”
"I know I'm sick."
"But I can't cure it."
"Only you can."
"Nan Nan, stay by my side obediently, such a beautiful leg, I don't want it to break again."
Qin Jue's gaze fell on Nan Nan's calf, instantly making Nan Nan's face pale.
It seemed that she remembered some not-so-good memories, and Nan Nan's lips trembled slightly in an instant.