155 Sister Tang Ling, I'll transplant your lungs to you
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Tang Ling walked over and sat down, holding Cheng Xinai's outstretched hand. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info---- Tang Ling's temperament has always been relatively cold, this is the case for everyone, she belongs to the slow heating type, and she also belongs to the passive type.
It means that if you stretch out your hand first, she will catch your outstretched hand, and then after holding it, you will find that Tang Ling's hand is so warm, not at all as cold as it seems on the outside.
"Xiao Ai, your hands are very cold, I'll go turn on the air conditioner a little. Tang Ling was about to get up, but was pulled by Cheng Xinai.
"Sister Tang Ling doesn't have to be so troublesome, my hands are icy because of the drop in a drip, the air conditioner is just right now, and I'm not cold. ”
was said by Cheng Xinai, Tang Ling also laughed self-deprecatingly, yes, she is still a doctor herself, how could she not know. The so-called concern is chaotic, of course, if you want to say how deep her feelings are for Cheng Xinai, it must be a lie, she just loves the house and Wu.
"What did your attending doctor say, is it serious?"
Cheng Xinai lowered his head, put away the smile he had just now, and said in a sad voice: "Dr. Bai said that the last heart transplant is now a rejection, and another suitable heart donor must be found within half a month, otherwise it will ......."
"No, you have to believe Bai Qirui, he is the best cardiac surgeon in the country. And Haoyan will definitely be fine, you also know the strength of Noah Group, he will definitely find a suitable heart donor to donate to you within half a month. ”
"Sister Tang Ling, this is simple, how can it be so easy to find. There are not many healthy hearts that can be transferred, and I am still a panda blood type, so the probability is only one in tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands.
I was lucky to meet it last time, but I can't be so lucky every time I have the right heart donor.
Actually, I wasn't afraid of death, when I knew I had this disease, I knew very well that I wouldn't live long, and I didn't expect to be cured. But......
Maybe people really can't be satisfied.,When I first returned to S City.,I just want to see Bei Bei again.,I'll die without regrets.。 But after really meeting Xiaotian and Beibei, I wanted to live with them for a while longer, and now we are finally reunited as a family of three, I have a lot of fun every day these days, and I have begun to hope to be with them forever.
can live for a few more decades, and you can see Bei Bei go to elementary school, middle school, and college, and then graduate from college, get a girlfriend, and see him get married and have children...... Sister Tang Ling, do you think I'm very greedy!" Seeing that Tang Ling didn't react, Cheng Xinai shouted again, "Sister Tang Ling~~~~~~"
Tang Ling is also following Cheng Xinai's train of thought at the moment, imagining the scene of Bei Bei carrying her schoolbag to school, and the scene of Bei Bei bringing her girlfriend back to show her, in this fantasy, she actually remembered the round little girl in the Children's Palace some time ago.
Not only is Cheng Xinai, she also wants to see Beibei's growth process, and wants to be by his side all the time, not missing every step. Can......
It wasn't until Cheng Xinai called her the third time that Tang Ling was pulled out of her fantasies, "Oh, what's wrong?"
"Sister Tang Ling, you must also think I'm greedy. Cheng Xinai's watery purple eyes stared at Tang Ling.
Tang Ling looked away, I don't know why, every time she saw Cheng Xinai's purple eyes, she felt that her head hurt, and she couldn't look directly at all.
"No, you are just a normal psychology as a mother, everyone wants to watch their child grow up slowly little by little, and they all want to accompany him to experience his joys and sorrows. ”
Cheng Xinai also noticed that Tang Ling was a little wrong, and it seemed that every time he made eye contact with her, Tang Ling would immediately look away. Could it be that looking at these familiar purple eyes, what did she think?
Tentatively asked, "Sister Tang Ling, have you recovered your memory now?" Do you remember what happened back then?"
"Nope. Tang Ling shook her head, in fact, she didn't want to be able to remember what had happened before, at least she wanted to know how the child she used to be didn't have, what that child looked like, what kind of love story she had before, and what kind of person the baby's father was. She wanted to know all of this.
After getting the answer, Cheng Xinai began to get to the point, "Sister Tang Ling, in fact, I called you over today, mainly because I want to ask you for something, you must tell me." ”
"Tell me, if I can do it, I'll say yes. ”
"Help me take care of Xiaotian and Beibei. ”
Tang Ling didn't expect Cheng Xinai to say this, before today, she could vaguely feel that Cheng Xinai was a little hostile to her. But she can understand this, which woman will not be hostile in the face of a woman who first robbed her son and now robbed her man.
She thought that Cheng Xinai hated her, but now what did she mean by saying this, could she ......
Tang Ling suddenly remembered what he had said to Mu Nanhao before he came, isn't it similar to Cheng Xinai's please now?
"Xiao Ai, I'm sorry, I can't promise you this. Babe is your son and should certainly be taken care of by you personally. Besides, I ......" Tang Ling wanted to tell Cheng Xinai, but in fact, she didn't have much time, where was she qualified to take care of Mu Haoyan and his son, but was interrupted by Cheng Xinai.
"Why can't you say yes? Before I came back, your family of three lived happily, and it was my sudden appearance that separated you. Sister Tang Ling, are you blaming me, blaming me for why you came back, so you are unwilling to help me take care of Bei Bei and them?"
"No, how can I blame you, you are the victim in the whole incident, what right do I have to blame you. ”
"Then you promise me, don't worry, I will go back to country R tomorrow, and I will never come to S City again. I also hid in a place where Xiaotian would never find me, I don't want Bei Bei and Xiaotian to see what I looked like before I died, Sister Tang Ling, you promise me, I beg you. ”
"You ......"
"Actually, I'll tell you the truth, I hated you before this illness. I hate you for snatching Beibei, but in the years when I missed my son the most, you were able to be with him every day, and you got Beibei's purest love. Later, because of Beibei's relationship, I met Xiaotian......
I know that Xiao Tian loves you more than me now, and he just doesn't want to hurt me, so he chooses to be with me.
But even though I know that he loves you now, I still don't want to let go. If I hadn't had a problem with my last heart transplant, I would never have given Xiao Tian and Bei Bei to you.
Sister Tang Ling, do you understand what I mean? I don't want to give up, I just see the reality clearly, I just don't want their father and son to be sad, you just promise me, only if you promise to be by their side, I can go with peace of mind. ”
Cheng Xinai spread out the truest thoughts in his heart and said to Tang Ling, "Actually, I envy you, you not only have the love of Bei Bei and Xiaotian, but also a healthy body." ”
Tang Ling lowered her head, thought for a while, and finally decided to tell her about her physical condition, "Xiao Ai...... Actually, I was diagnosed with lung cancer some time ago, and it was stage 3. As long as you have a matching heart donor, you can live, but I can't, so, I'm sorry, I can't say yes to your request. ”
She is the one who can't give Xiaotian and Beibei happiness.
"Does God know?"
Tang Ling shook his head and said, "I don't know." I didn't plan to tell him, anyway, I knew what the outcome was, and telling him was just one more person to worry about. ”
"Why...... Why is this happening, have you found out?Could it be that the hospital made a mistake, have I discussed the treatment with the doctor, what did the doctor say?" Cheng Xinai looked at Tang Ling with a surprised expression, as if he really didn't know anything.
"The hospital did a physical examination for all employees before, and I thought it was a mistake at first, but then I rechecked it again and it was correct. I am also a doctor myself, although I have different departments, but they are generally the same, and I understand that there is no way to cure my disease. If you can still have partial lung resection surgery in the early stage, you can ...... now In short, my situation is different from you......" Tang Ling's face didn't have much sadness at the moment, she had already been sad for this matter, and now she had already accepted this fact happily.
Cheng Xinai sighed, "It's no different, if I can't find a suitable heart donor to donate, then I may die before you." Thinking of this mileage, the beloved tears were like irrelevant water taps, suddenly falling down, dripping on the snow-white sheets, and wetting into a dark trace.
"If I and you are gone, what about Bei Bei and Xiaotian?"
Tang Ling was silent, she was also thinking about what to do, she couldn't both of them die.
Cheng Xinai suddenly raised her head, her eyes lit up, leaned forward, and held Tang Ling's hand excitedly, "I have a way!" Sister Tang Ling, although I have something to do with my heart, my lung lobes are still very healthy, I will transplant half of my lungs to you, so it's okay." ”
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Recently, the main attack on Tang Ling and Mu Sanshao's pair Oh, the truth should be written within next week, they will really come together, and then pull the main line back to An Zhiruosu's side, if you don't like to see Tang Ling's mommy and Mu Sanshao, you can wait a few days to see, I will notify in the message area at that time. Hello, babes...... So sleepy, I went to sleep
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