My father was in front of me yesterday, and I watched my father pass away slowly.

I really can't calm my mind now, in fact, for the past two or three months, I have been busy with my father's hospital affairs.

People who have not experienced this sentence will not understand, no matter what position you are in, sometimes there will always be disagreements with your parents.

As a writer and an escapist at the same time, when I saw my father dying, his eyes looked at me with relief, helplessness, and a touch of desolation, which made my heart unable to calm down.

As a writer, code words are the key, but my father's illness is getting worse and worse, but I didn't take it seriously, and my father didn't tell me how sick he was, I still used the previous rebellious tone to talk to my father, but at that moment, I suddenly felt that my father had never enjoyed happiness in his life, and when he left, the disease was fluid in the lungs, because of the loss of respiratory function, it disappeared in front of me.

The day before, I ran home from the hospital, anxiously coded a chapter of the novel, and then I didn't wait to go back, my uncle told me that your dad was dying, at that moment, I really felt that the son wanted to raise but did not wait, this pain and regret really made me feel guilty with this regret for a lifetime.

I sincerely say that if readers have some conflicts or small differences with their parents at home, don't always rebel or say something that hurts their hearts, because in this society, life and death are really a matter of an instant, which also leaves me with lifelong regrets.

Here, I sincerely hope that you can give me this opportunity, I want to take a few days off, send my father away, since 04 began to contact novels, at the beginning my father was the most supportive of me, and then until now, I can finally be better than before, but I found that my father has long ceased to be by his side, this feeling, now makes me hate myself very much, if I can lose everything in exchange for the opportunity to chat with my father, I will definitely give everything, in front of family affection, everything seems so unimportant.

Maybe some readers may not have felt it, I envy you very much, but I still have to say, cherish more time with your parents, maybe you said a word inadvertently, that moment broke the hearts of your parents, when they die in the future, this sentence will definitely be your lingering nightmare in the future, and now I am the same, imagining the time I spent with my father in my head, I want to kill myself now.

I don't know how to be a eunuch in novels, and I always have a beginning and an end in my work, but I hope you can understand my heart, I really can't calm down

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