Chapter 316: Self-Awakening
The corners of Li Minglan's mouth twitched slightly, she was very surprised and incomprehensible about her appearance.
Lin Yanyan was afraid that she would misunderstand, so she said, "I just happened to pass by here, but I didn't expect to find your company, and I want to talk to you." ”
"What do you want to talk about?"
"Talking about Jingchen, what happened to him before, why did he seem to be sick after he came back, and he was with you?"
"What's the use of caring about him?"
"I just want an answer" Lin Yanyan stopped her words, and also interrupted her all kinds of ridicule and questioning.
Li Minglan looked at her fixedly for a while, and suddenly nodded confidently: "Get in the car"
Lin Yanyan followed her into the car and went to a nearby café.
This café is the place where Li Minglan and Jingchen met for the first time after many years, and it is very atmospheric, and the business hours are almost over at this time, but because Li Minglan is an old customer, they are still open to them.
Lin Yanyan can feel the clerk's enthusiasm for Li Minglan when she walks in, which shows that Li Minglan really likes to come here, and this café is also very atmospheric, which is in line with Li Minglan's character.
They found a place to sit by the examination window, because it was night, so they just ordered two drinks, Li Minglan said, "What do you want to know?"
"I want to know what happened to Jingchen during the time period when he disappeared, and whether you helped him a lot"
Li Minglan looked out the window, the corners of her mouth pursed up as if she was smiling, and said to Lin Yanyan for a long time: "He was kidnapped, I found out first, and then I called the police, but he wanted to get evidence of He Quan's crime before he came out, so we entangled with the kidnappers for a long time with the help of the police, and finally had no choice but to rush in and deal with the kidnappers at the risk of danger, and finally work together to rescue him." ”
Li Minglan spoke very simply, and she didn't want to go into too much detail.
"Song Jiacheng said that you risked your life to rescue him. ”
"Yes. ”
"I admire your courage, but if it were me, I would do the same. ”
"Miss Lin, what's the use of saying this again," Li Minglan still smiled slightly sarcastically.
Lin Yanyan said: "I really know Jingchen too well, if he owes someone else, he must repay others tenfold, Miss Li risked his life to save him, he is grateful to you, so he is with Miss Li, is this kind of love Miss Li also want to be smart and arrogant like Miss Li, how can she accept such feelings"
"I love him, so, I need him and Miss Lin thinks very highly of herself, why do you think Jingchen doesn't love me, do you still think Jingchen has an unforgettable love for you?"
Lin Yanyan's heart ached, and she smiled hard, and smiled very reluctantly.
Li Minglan said again: "Jingchen told me that his relationship with you has passed, he blesses you and Lu Xintou, the last time Miss Lin saw him, he also saw it, his attitude towards you is like this, I'm afraid it is not as unforgettable as Miss Lin thought." And whether Jingchen loves me or not, what does it have to do with Miss Lin, whether he loves me or not, he doesn't love you anymore, doesn't he?"
Lin Yanyan was extremely uncomfortable, endured the pain and said: "I'm not just struggling with whether he loves me or not, I just want to find out what happened to him and whether I'm sorry for him." ”
"Jingchen was kidnapped for evidence, so you don't have to think too much, and you don't need to be sentimental. Li Minglan was coldly sarcastic again.
Lin Yanyan subconsciously didn't believe it, she still remembered the day when Jingchen took her hand and ran away, hurriedly pushed her into the car, and finally turned around and went back to deal with the kidnappers, as well as the reminder text message he sent to Lu Xin in the middle of the night, did all this really have nothing to do with her He was not to save her, but to collect evidence
"Miss Lin, I advise you not to think too much, since you have chosen to be with Lu Xintou, why worry about Jingchen if you don't let go Jingchen has already let go of your feelings, he still has very important things to do now, and I will definitely become his powerful helper, I am a match made in heaven with him, and you and Lu Xintou are a good match, why worry about your previous relationship and don't let you think about him so much, what good result is it for yourself?"
Lin Yanyan was like a fish in his throat and did not answer.
"I hope that in the future, if Miss Lin becomes Mrs. Lu, and if I also tie the knot with Jingchen, the two families will still have the opportunity to cooperate. Jinghui Group needs Jingchen, and Mr. Lu is also a big customer, if the two families can win-win cooperation, what's wrong I hope Miss Lin will forget the previous feelings as soon as possible, so that the four of us can develop in a better direction. ”
Li Minglan is too good at talking and fighting psychological battles, Lin Yanyan is speechless.
Is she too entangled, is she too obsessed with her previous relationship and refuses to give up, but she was inexplicably broken up, inexplicably pushed to another person, and inexplicably watched him with other women, does she not even have the right to ask, does she have to accept the fate arranged for her by the three of them
Lin Yanyan didn't know if it was her fault or theirs, she was forced to break up with Jingchen, and then for various reasons, she was half-forced and half-actively accepted Lu Xintou's feelings, and finally when she was still caught off guard, she saw Jingchen and Li Minglan together. This series of changes is too fast, her mentality has not changed, and her feelings are still stuck at the moment when she falls in love with Jingchen.
It's as if she's still in a dream, having a sweet dream, and when she wakes up, everyone around her tells her that the person you love is gone, and you have to be with this person, and then there are countless people around who coax her, saying that you have to accept the fate that everyone has arranged for you, and you can't resist
Why, and why was it the ruthlessness of fate or the mistake of her own choice, which ultimately led to such a result
Lin Yanyan said: "I understand, thank you for telling me the truth." ”
When she said this, maybe she had subconsciously stopped resisting.
Lin Yanyan took the initiative to settle the drink money, thanked him again, and then got up and left. She walked alone on the street, thinking about the past, and her heart was extremely sad.
She thought about the possibility of her and Jingchen, it seemed that it was really impossible, even if she was so unwilling, but it was impossible. She needs Lu Xintou, because only Lu Xintou can help her, and she is willing to help her save Lin Weiwei, even if she is half-forced and half-active to accept Lu Xintou's feelings, if this road is the best result, should she really give up resistance And Jingchen has now chosen Li Minglan, Li Minglan is in danger to save him, and now he is helping him revitalize Jinghui Group, their connection is so close, there should be no way to separate.
Lin Yanyan smiled bitterly, and her heart was sad and sad. This is a cruel reality, and when she wakes up from a sweet dream, she has to face the cruel status quo and can no longer dwell on the sweet dream.
Lu Xintou suddenly called her and asked her, "Where are you and why did you suddenly hang up the phone just now, what happened?"
Lin Yanyan said: "I am on my way home. ”
"I haven't been home yet, what did I just do?"
"I met Li Minglan by chance just now. ”
"And then" Lu Xintou's voice suddenly became vigilant, but she wondered how she could tell him, shouldn't she hide it
Lin Yanyan smiled bitterly: "Then"
She wanted to say, and then woke up from the dream, afraid that Lu Xintou would ask why; if she wanted to say that she would see the reality more clearly, Lu Xintou would definitely ask what reality she had seen clearly; if she said that she would find that she needed him more, Lu Xintou would definitely ask if I was a substitute
This is a false proposition, no matter how she answers, there is no correct answer, Lu Xintou will not be too satisfied. So she shouldn't have mentioned Li Minglan just now, but she didn't want to continue to lie to him.
Lin Yanyan hesitated for a long time before saying, "And then there is no more, everything is over"
"Oh" Although Lu Xintou frowned, he only responded lightly.
"I'm going to take a taxi back now, there's no bus. ”
"It's late, you be careful. I'll go to City B tomorrow, and I'll pick you up when you get off work. ”
"When Weiwei finishes the exam, I want to take him for a check-up on the weekend, if he asks, I'll make up a reason to lie to him, will you accompany me?"
"Yes, I'll be in City B all the way to the weekend. After a pause, Lu Xintou said again, "I will always be with you, so don't worry too much." ”
Lin Yanyan walked forward, wanting to walk to the main road to stop a taxi, the night wind was whistling in her ears, her heart was as cold as late at night, she suddenly whispered: "Lu Xintou"
"Hmm. ”
"Are we a natural pair?"
Lu Xintou smiled sullenly: "Don't you think we have such questions, do you think I won't accompany you, I won't marry you, and I won't go with you to the end?"
"I just didn't expect that the last person to accompany me might really be you"
"Why don't I think you're so happy?"
She didn't know why she was upset, why she was so sad. She was hurt by Lu Xintou at the beginning, she thought that she would never have an intersection with him again in her life, but she didn't expect Lu Xintou to pursue her in turn. He pursued her, she didn't pay attention to it, she was in love with Jingchen at the time, thinking that Lu Xintou was just cannon fodder, no matter how he entangled, there would be no result, but in the end, why did she accept Lu Xintou's feelings, this was not the same as what she thought back then.
Why did she end up with Lu Xintou She didn't think Lu Xintou was her lover, but now that she was with Lu Xintou, isn't it very contradictory
"I just didn't think it would be you who would be with me in the end. Lin Yanyan was talking nonsense, and his brain was very messy.
"Well, then are you happy now" Lu Xintou tried again.
"Perhaps, I should be happy. Lin Yanyan babbled nonsense and continued to answer, not knowing what he was talking about.
It's just that she knows very well in her heart that she doesn't love him, she doesn't know why she chooses him in the end. Is this the gap between the ideal and the reality, the person she chooses to marry may not necessarily be the person she loves the most, there is always a little regret in reality, love and marriage are not so perfect, it is in line with the actual logic.
So, she really shouldn't be resisting, is she?