CHAPTER XXXI

Su Xia didn't want to mention this matter more, after all, this was not a glorious thing, even after half a year, she had gone from life to death, from death to life, and she was no longer as discouraged and desperate as when she first heard about Luo Feng's matter, and her heart hurt so much that she could hardly breathe.

But that doesn't mean she can be forgiven.

It's not wrong not to love.

But if you don't love it in the first place, but you want to use it to deceive other people's feelings, it's wrong.

Su Xia is not a saint, and she cannot tolerate such mistakes made by others. What's more, that person is still the lover she treats wholeheartedly.

It's just that she also knows that Qin Yue will find out about this matter sooner or later. Rather than letting him find out for himself, he seems to be like a victim and makes him feel sympathy for himself. It's better to take the initiative to tell him and tell him that in fact, Su Xia and her are a pair of fairy couples in the eyes of the world, and they have never loved her.

As long as he clicked up, Qin Yue estimated that he would be able to guess all the keys.

From the very beginning, he never asked Su Xia how he could be alone in Canglan with his current appearance, and even went to the Canglan Palace with Su Jinyan. He may have asked people to investigate, but for this matter that made Tianlan's entire court keep silent, I'm afraid it is not easy to find out the truth.

Especially the people who know the truth, maybe there are only a few.

Brother Su Yi definitely didn't know, otherwise he would never let his sister be deceived like this.

Jiang Yu had to tell him in order to escape. Besides, Jiang Yu has always been good friends with her, and they treat each other with all sincerity, and the two can already see each other frankly, and there is no need to be suspicious of each other.

* Tian is the person who talked to Luo Feng about this in the imperial study that day, and he must have known.

The rest of Xiao Yan and them shouldn't be very clear.

Counting it up, plus Senior Brother and Qin Yue, as well as Han Linlin, who can only live in the shadows forever because of his existence, maybe no one will know about this anymore.

Therefore, the queen ran away before marriage, and I am afraid that it will be difficult for Luo Feng to explain it to the people and courtiers of Tianlan.

Su Xia pulled up a faint smile, she was not gloating, it was only after she finally jumped out of that circle that she suddenly felt that in fact, Luo Feng was really worthy of sympathy. Even Han Linlin is quite pitiful.

She crouched in Qin Yue's broad and warm chest and whispered, "This is still outside the princess's bedroom. ”

Qin Yue didn't speak, just hugged her tighter, and said softly like a whisper between lovers: "I know." ”

Su Xia's face was a little hot, and she had already found that Qin Yue was using the word "I" less and less in front of her. So he continued: "Many chamberlains and palace maids are watching. ”

"Let them see." Qin Yue's tone was full of domineering in the world, and he said lightly: "I hope that the whole world can see how we are together." ”

"Poof!"

Su Xia raised his head from his arms, stretched out his hand to slightly separate the distance between the two, and said with a smile: "Why don't you ask, why am I like this now?" ”

Qin Yue stared at her for a moment and asked, "Do you want to tell me?" ”

He smiled slightly as he spoke, and said, "It's rare that you finally don't call me Your Majesty." ”

Su Xia's face flushed, she didn't know why, suddenly, getting along with Qin Yue would become so easy and comfortable.

In fact, they haven't been together for a long time, but maybe life and death have lived together, and there is more of an indescribable tacit understanding than between others. In addition, Qin Yue was extremely gentle and infatuated with her, and being liked by such an excellent man like Qin Yue was really a very sweet and warm compensation for someone like Su Xia who had just been hit emotionally.

So she couldn't deceive herself, when she faced Qin Yue, thinking of what Su Jinyan said to her, there would be a slight ripple in her heart.

The moonlight was as cold as frost, spreading over the whole land.

Qin Yue stood under such moonlight, looked at Su Xia quietly for a long time, and then reached out and gently lifted her chin and kissed it gently.

Qin Yue's lips were burning and soft, and with a careful sense of cherishing as if he were treating the most precious and beloved things, he gently covered Su Xia's lips.

Su Xia's eyes looked at Qin Yue's eyes, but in the night, his eyes were amazingly bright, and people couldn't mistake the touch of affection in his eyes.

She only felt that her eyes were hot, and many years ago, there was also an elegant and handsome man who looked at her like this with the same gaze. But in the end, I found that it was just the moon in the water, the flowers in the mirror, and everything was unreal.

Before she knew it, tears had already slipped from the corners of her eyes, rolled down her cheeks, and flowed to the place where their lips met, giving her a taste of saltiness.

Qin Yue gently licked the tears from the corners of her lips, and then the gentle kiss carefully moved down her cheeks to her eyes. "Don't cry. ”

Su Xia's tears fell even more, as if the grievances in her heart were overwhelming, making her unable to bear it or suppress it.

Qin Yue's hand hugged her tightly, hugged her into his arms, gently kissed the corner of her lips, and said again: "Don't cry, Su Xia." ”

Su Xia's hand was originally hanging on his side, but at this time, he slowly raised it, and then gently placed it on Qin Yue's back.

Then she distinctly felt that the body that had held herself tightly in her arms stiffened visibly.

Su Xia rested his head on Qin Yue's shoulder and whispered in his ear, "I died once. ”

The hand holding her became more stiff, and she felt that Qin Yue seemed to want to push her away, although she didn't know why, but she believed that he would never push her away because he was afraid of what he said.

But she stubbornly hugged Qin Yue's shoulders tightly, not letting him see her current expression, leaning on his shoulders, and continued to whisper: "Then I became what I am now, my soul seems to live in someone else's body. ”

At this, she felt a little like laughing, so she asked, "But it seems that you recognize me at a glance, even if I change my body." ”

Qin Yue hugged her tightly, although the rebirth was indeed unimaginable, but now he was only full of gratitude for Su Xia's experience, and he regretted even more that he didn't tie her back to the vicissitudes back then.

Su Xiafu had a great life and was able to come back from the dead. But if she didn't have such good luck, then she would never see her again.

Although as early as three years ago, when they separated, he had already thought that maybe it would be difficult to see each other again in this life. But the premise is that he knows that she is doing well and happy. It will never be that in the world in which he lives from now on, there will be no such person as Su Xia again.

He hugged Su Xia tighter, and the ecstasy of being lost and regained, he didn't know how to express it in words. It seems that only a tight hug, a hug that can't wait to rub the other party into his own blood and bones, can express his joy at this time.

Su Xia's tears slipped down again, and then she asked a question she had never thought she would ask Qin Yue: "I rode a phoenix for thousands of miles that year, why did you never look back at me from beginning to end." ”

Qin Yue smiled lowly, a dull laugh vibrated from his chest, and then he said lightly to Su Xia: "Because if I look back at you, I will definitely not let you go back to Tianlan." Even if it's tied, it will tie you back to the vicissitudes of life. ”

He gently pushed Su Xia away, and this time Su Xia didn't insist on not letting him see the red cloud on his face.

Qin Yue stared at Su Xia for a while, leaned over and kissed the corner of her lips again, and said softly: "But because I didn't look back at that time, I regretted it for three whole years. ”

Su Xia's face turned even redder, she turned her head slightly, and said with some disbelief: "At that time, we only got along for seven days. ”

"Seven days! Heh......" Qin Yue smiled a little sarcastically, and said lightly: "Love, just one glance is enough to identify a lifetime." ”

Su Xia was shocked, she remembered her love, that is, the shy and timid glance in the afternoon when she was seventeen years old, so that from now on, there was no one else in her eyes except Luo Feng.

Her gaze turned to Qin Yue, and she stared at him for a long time without blinking, as if she wanted to keep his flying sword eyebrows and tall nose in her heart. Then Su Xia sighed softly and said to Qin Yue: "Don't lie to me again, after what happened to Luo Feng, if you are deceived again......"

Her words were not finished, but Qin Yue already understood.

If it hadn't been for the sudden change and rebirth after being attacked, it may be really hard to say whether Su Xia would have been able to stand up from the blow of this incident so quickly.

Qin Yue nodded firmly and slowly at her, and said lightly: "You haven't been by my side at all in the past three years, and I never thought that we would ever see each other again, so even if I want to act, I don't have to act day after day, month after month." ”

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Su Xia's hair, and said, "I'm not Luo Feng, and I don't have any need to act for you." The Su family is the first family of Tianlan, your brother is the god of war of Tianlan, and it is inevitable for Luo Feng to win you over for the throne at that time. I don't need that. ”

He kissed Su Xia's lips gently, and said softly: "You must understand these Taoist ideals, so I want you only because I love you, not for other reasons." ”

Those three words came out of his mouth lightly, and they were obviously very plain sentences, but Qin Yue said them so firmly and persistently.

Su Xia's heart moved, looking at Qin Yue's handsome and serious face under the moonlight, and suddenly there was no longer any hesitation.

Perhaps as early as three years ago, she had already been moved by this excellent man who was never inferior to Luo Feng, and she had never forgotten that in the cold night in the vast mountains, he held his scorching body temperature, and was deeply moved by his affectionate waiting for three years......

Su Xia suddenly raised her head and smiled brightly at Qin Yue, as if everything in the past had become a thing of the past and would no longer bother her.

Then she paused word by word, and said to Qin Yue very firmly: "Your Majesty, hug me." ”