Chapter 81
Su Xia put down the chopsticks in his hand and smiled at Qin Yue, and said, "Let's go see Princess Linglong." ”
She lowered her head and stretched out her finger to the cloak on her body, and said with a teasing smile: "At least give me a dress that can be passed on." ”
She was still wearing a bright yellow dragon-patterned cloak, which was wide enough to wrap her all over her body. But in the imperial palace, a young woman actually wore a dragon-patterned cloak that only the emperor could wear, and the bright yellow brocade belt was tied around her head...... No matter how bold Su Xia is, she will still be shy.
What's more, the one who will be going to see her in a while is still her senior brother.
She is actually an eclectic woman, when she fell in love with Luo Feng, she followed for thousands of miles, a seventeen-year-old little girl who had not left the cabinet, and resolutely accompanied Luo Feng to the battlefield, with such courage and courage, in fact, few women can do it. Moreover, as soon as she went to the border pass battlefield at that time, nine out of ten of the high-level generals at the border pass guessed who she was here for. Later, the miracle doctor Su Xia benefited the whole army, and more and more ordinary soldiers also knew about them, a little doctor who traveled thousands of miles to the border for his lover.
Before Luo Feng couldn't help hugging Su Xia in front of many high-level generals, in fact, the army had already regarded them as a couple.
When Su Xia recalled it now, the hatred for Luo Feng in his heart was much lighter.
Back then, Luo Feng was just a prince who was not ambitious. Even if he later subdued the hearts of the entire border soldiers and established his unshakable position in the army, it was also a battle, sharing weal and woe again and again, and an achievement in exchange for sweat and blood and tears.
At that time, he was with him for thousands of miles, and his brother was Su Yi, the god of war in the army. I'm afraid that even if Luo Feng originally had no affection for himself, under such pressure, he had to show his affection for himself.
Su Xia understood very well at that time that the reason why Luo Feng, who was the prince, would take an adventure at the border pass, in addition to being framed by other princes, was more likely to take the opportunity to subdue the hearts of the soldiers.
So Su Xia, who fell in love with him at first sight, Su Xia, who was increasingly popular with high-level generals and even ordinary soldiers in the army, and Su Yi, the sister of Su Yi, the god of war in Tianlan...... Su Xia really had too many factors in him that he couldn't refuse. It's ridiculous that I thought it was the result of a happy relationship, but in fact, it was just that I had more advantages than Han Linlin in political considerations.
Since being reborn, Su Xia has lived in seclusion for half a year, and has traveled all the way to the capital of Canglan with Su Jinyan, many things in the past have gradually begun to become blurred, and even the love and hurt that she thought would be eternal and eternal seem to have become much weaker. When she calmly recalled the things related to Luo Feng again, the hatred in her heart seemed to be peeled away little by little by time, and it became less and less.
Even sometimes, she has been able to stand in Luo Feng's position and excuse him.
Su Xia sighed softly with some melancholy, a great change made her see many people clearly, and also saw clearly many problems that she was unwilling to face in the past.
In fact, if you want to say that Luo Feng deceived himself, it is hateful, but at that time, the border situation was urgent, and Luo Feng, as the prince who had never been favored by the emperor, wanted to live, wanted to ascend the throne, and wanted to win over the power of the Su family, the largest family in Tianlan, the fastest and most effective way could only be marriage.
And so coincidentally, the daughter of the Su family still has a lot of affection for him.
Su Xia felt that if it was herself, she would definitely not be able to refuse such a thing.
Qin Yue reached out and pinched Su Xia's thoughtful cheek, and asked, "What are you thinking about?" ”
Su Xia shook his head and said, "Your Majesty, if you were in Luo Feng's position back then, would you also make some choices against your heart for the sake of survival and the throne?" ”
Qin Yue frowned, not understanding how Su Xia could suddenly think of Luo Feng from his clothes.
Of course he didn't like Su Xia to think of Luo Feng, no matter whether there was Su Xia in that man's heart, or how badly he hurt Su Xia, at least he knew that in Su Xia's heart, I am afraid that there will be a place for Luo Feng throughout his life. After all, it was her first love when she was young, and it was the best time in a woman's life.
Even if Su Xia is really happy with him in the future, he will stay in Canglan with all his heart, stay with him and fly together, and accompany Bai Shou. But that kind of love that is not afraid of anything, bold and passionate, will never appear in her again.
That kind of proud woman who will ride a phoenix and soar in the air in red may really only bloom for Luo Feng, and it will only bloom in that year, becoming an eternal legend.
Qin Yue gently kissed Su Xia's forehead, as if he wanted to soothe the worries in her heart through this kiss, and said to her: "I may do whatever it takes to scheming for the throne, but I will never deceive the person I really love." He stretched out his hand and pinned a strand of Su Xia's long hair behind his ear, and said lightly: "Using feelings as a bargaining chip, that's a good strategy, hurting others and hurting yourself." ”
Su Xia tilted her head slightly and asked, "What if you don't love someone?" ”
Qin Yue stared at Su Xia's eyes for a long time, and suddenly turned his gaze a little unnaturally, as if he was hesitating something, and after a moment of silence, he said: "Su Xia, after three years of getting along day and night, grinding your ears and temples, and in the most difficult and lonely time, you accompanied him all the way. Do you really believe that he has no feelings for you at all? ”
He was extremely reluctant to say such a thing, and he was not generous enough to speak for his rival. But he didn't want Su Xia to live with that kind of hurt of distrust of love.
Luo Feng definitely has affection for Su Xia, maybe the authorities are fascinated, but they are very sober bystanders.
Not only him, but even Su Jinyan and Xiao Moran could guess that Tianlan, the handsome young man who had gone through many difficulties and dangers and finally relied on his own efforts to sit on the throne of the emperor, how could there be no Su Xia in his heart?!
No one would refuse a woman like Su Xia who has given unreservedly for three years. No one can refuse such touching love and beauty.
Sure enough, as soon as Qin Yue's words came out, Su Xia's face became a little pale.
But she just shook her head, then turned her face away and didn't want to say anything more, reminding Qin Yue: "Clothes." ”
Qin Yue stared at her for a moment, then suddenly reached out to hold her jaw, turned her face to face him, and kissed her softly.
Su Xia did not refuse his kiss, although this kiss came a little suddenly, and it happened after the topic between them. She even responded to Qin Yue softly, reaching out and lazily wrapping her arms around Qin Yue's shoulder.
After a long time, Qin Yue finally let go of her, put his forehead against hers, and asked softly, "If one day, Luo Feng has figured it out and turned back." Will you ever come back? ”
This question, if not asked, will always be stuck in his mind.
As the Emperor of Canglan, Qin Yue is sure to face all the difficulties in the world, but in the face of love, he is just an ordinary person, and he also has the same mood as all young people who fall in love. There will also be a fear of loss, and there will also be uncertainty about the future. Especially the lover in his arms, who used to be to other men, no, maybe still loves other men unforgettable.
Su Xia shook his head slowly, and said lightly: "In Luo Feng's life, there are too many things he wants to love. Even if it is really as you said, he does have me in his heart, I am afraid that it is not love, but gratitude accounts for the vast majority of the ingredients. She smiled, as if she had the pride and strength of the girl in red riding a phoenix back then, and then continued to Qin Yue: "How could I be a person who would compromise because of love." ”
Qin Yue couldn't help but kiss Su Xia again.
It turns out that she doesn't love it anymore, but really, wielding a sword and cutting love silk.
If one day, Luo Feng found that he loved Su Xia no less than Su Xia loved him, and when he heard her words now, he might want to die in pain.
The cruelest thing in the world is sometimes not asking for it. It has been gained, but it has been lost.
If Su Xia had never been to Qin Yue's side, maybe he would miss it, he would be so lovesick that he would never forget it, and he would feel heartache every time he remembered Su Xia and Luo Feng's deep love when they were together...... But it is definitely not as painful as Su Xia leaving him after coming to him.
Even though Qin Yue was an emperor and could endure what others couldn't bear, he didn't want to try that kind of pain.
But Luo Feng pushed away his beloved with his own hands, and in his ignorance, he had already laid the groundwork for the pain in the future.
Qin Yue didn't know how he felt in his heart, half sympathy, half happiness, and even, a little bit of schadenfreude.
He smiled silently, hugged Su Xia and stood up, and ordered someone to bring in new clothes and jewelry for her. When he saw that the clothes and jewelry that only queens could wear appeared on Su Xia's body one by one, Qin Yue couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips again, and said softly: "Let's go." ”
Sure enough, as Qin Yue expected, after that night, almost everyone in the Canglan Palace knew about the chamberlains and palace maids, and a strange woman of unknown origin appeared next to His Majesty the Emperor. But she knocked open His Majesty's heart that had been frozen for many years, so that the Canglan Palace finally ushered in their belated spring.
When Su Xia and Qin Yue arrived at Princess Linglong's bedroom, Gongsun Ye was already there.
He glanced at Qin Yue lightly, and his gaze fell on Su Xia.
Although the style of the clothes is simple and elegant, the delicate, noble and elegant patterns on it still make Gongsun Ye's brows furrow slightly. Although he is not a member of the royal family, he has traveled all over the world, how could he not know that Su Xia's clothes are the queen's civilian clothes.
But he didn't ask anything.
Anyway, if Qin Yue dared to be sorry for Su Xia, he, as a senior brother, would naturally not stand idly by.