Chapter 126: How to Finish
Since Ning Suhe experienced Linghua's memory, there was a closer sense between them than in the past, even if they were dozens of miles apart, as long as they thought about it, they could know each other's location.
It was the first time she felt that she had a real connection to the world. This feeling is very peculiar, and it also makes people feel inexplicably dependent.
There was finally a sense of familiarity between her and the earthly world, and a sense of belonging rose from the bottom of her heart. She didn't think it was bad.
There seem to be only two people in heaven and earth who are bound to her, one is forgiveness, and the other is Linghua.
Thinking of forgiveness...... She was a little melancholy, she still liked him, and this liking did not dilute with the entanglements of the past, but made her see her heart more clearly.
She didn't expect it to be like this.
Ning Suhe came out of Jingyin Temple, looked back unwillingly, and walked down the street in despair: "Maybe I should ask Linghua what such a mood is, she knows more than me, maybe she will tell me......
Linghua's existence, she really felt it, and Linghua's location, she also sensed it clearly.
"Joy Inn." She looked at the plaque of the inn in the hazy morning light, "This is where I first met her, when I was afraid of catching her, I ran faster than a rabbit, who knew that now I would take the initiative to look for her."
As I climbed the stairs, the sensation became stronger and stronger.
"This is the room." She unceremoniously pushed open the door, "Linghua, are you there?"
The two people who were hugging in the room turned their heads together and looked at Ning Suhe in dismay.
Ning Suhe was also startled when he saw Linghua and a young man hugging each other tightly, and he was stunned for a moment before he covered his eyes in a panic and hid behind the door: "You, you! It's pretty good. Wrong! I didn't see it, I bothered."
Linghua's face turned red, and a wave of guilt and shame spread to her heart, and she buried her head in her sleeve, and was speechless for a while.
Heng Gu's face also fell a faint pink, his ears were red, he stroked the top of Linghua's head, and said softly, "I'll go tell her", then got up and walked to Ning Xuhe's side and closed the door.
"Are you Ning Suhe?" As if nothing had happened just now, the young man's attitude was downright and generous.
"Yes, I'm Ning Suhe." Seeing that the man in front of her was not embarrassed, she also lowered her hand and looked at his face with a grin, "You are Linghua's little lover?"
"The Little Lover is too demeaning to me, I'm Linghua's...... fiancé." Heng Gu said with a happy smile, "Linghua only left a special place in my heart."
Ning Suhe stared at Heng Gu's face for a long time: "You are indeed a little good-looking, but you are far from being handsome. It seems that Linghua really likes you, and my heartbeat is a little faster than usual when I talk to you."
Heng Gu was very happy when he heard this, and touched his face again: "Where am I not handsome? I have been locked up for nearly two hundred years, and I have not seen the light of day, how can I be more handsome than me?"
Ning Suhe couldn't hear others say that Jing Shu was not good at all, so he crossed his waist and said, "Jing Shu has beautiful eyes, a good mouth, even the moles on his shoulders, and everywhere!" And the spiritual power is outstanding, and it is powerful to be locked up, and you can fight against the heavenly thunder, what about you?"
Heng Gu was also provoked to lose his temper: "Okay, then let him fight with me, it is he who has caused Linghua to be shattered, and I want to beat him!"
Ning Suhe was angry, but when he heard this, he suddenly deflated, and his whole person was deflated: "It was indeed he who did it......
Heng Gu was about to speak, but the door squeaked open. Linghua had calmed down, looked at Ning Suhe and said, "Come in and talk."
With Linghua in the middle, Henggu and Ning Suhe are a lot more obedient.
Heng sat neatly, holding a teapot in his hand to add tea to Linghua, he didn't sleep all night, he was still in good spirits, and the appearance of sleeping after staying up late was different from before.
"It seems that the ancient scroll given by Anhuai works." Linghua took the teapot in his hand and poured a cup for Ning Suhe.
Heng Gu patted his chest: "I have started to cultivate since I got the ancient books, and now I have improved a lot, and my spirit has become stronger
Many. A few days ago, when I was in the demon chaos, I killed all sides, and I helped the brothers of Qingyoumen get rid of a lot of monsters, wait for me to talk to you slowly."
Ning Suhe hadn't finished taking a sip of tea, so he hurriedly put down his surprise and asked, "Is there another demon?"
Heng Gu glanced at him, nodded and said simply: "Yes, not only Chongjun has demon rebellion, but also the nearby small villages and towns have monsters to haunt them, robbing houses and killing residents, I'm afraid there will be no eternal peace."
"It's so pitiful, when the plague happens, only the ordinary people suffer." She seemed worried, "Is it more chaotic outside than Chongjun was then?"
"That's right, the demon army of Chongjun did not attack again after being repulsed, and the anti-demon array of Qingyoumen protected this place tightly, but the small village outside was injured too much by the demon army, and basically no one survived." Heng Gu also became a little heavy as he spoke, he quickly adjusted his mood, and looked at Ning Suhe with a sad face in surprise, "You still care about this kind of thing?"
Ning Suhe was thoughtful, not knowing what he was thinking. Linghua looked at her appearance, and suddenly realized that she was more and more like herself, and even her thinking demeanor seemed to be the same.
"You came to me specifically not just to hear the news, but to calm the demon chaos together." Linghua took on a listener posture, "What's on your mind?"
Ning Suhe picked up the teacup and didn't drink it, the temperature of the warm palm slowly spread to her heart through the cup, this warmth gave her some strength, took a deep breath, made up her mind, she stared at the cup of tea that escaped from the teapot and said, "I saw your past, and I know that Jingshu broke the mirror."
Linghua watched her silently.
"I know, this feeling is really painful, and I have wondered several times if I will die in the next second." Ning Suhe looked back at Linghua with puzzled and hesitant eyes, "But even after going through this, I still feel that I like Jingshu, or even more, do I have any disease?"
Before Linghua could speak, Heng Gu couldn't help but say abruptly, "But it's really stubborn, is he so good? You're afraid that it's not because you're curious that you think you like him, maybe it's because you like the feeling of "I like him, but he doesn't like you" at all, and you don't like to forgive this person at all."
Ning Suhe's eyes were confused: "Really? But if I don't see him for a day, I will miss him, isn't this "missing"? It's only for people you like, right?"
Linghua didn't judge Ning Suhe's feelings, but asked lightly, "What do you want to do in the future?"
Ning Suhe put down the teacup, and there was not much joy on his face: "I want to be with Jingshu, and I want to try to marry him."
Henggu was drinking tea, and when she heard the words, she squirted out with a "poof", and the tea sprinkled her face like a mist scattered from the sky.
"Sorry, wipe dry." Henggu slapped a handkerchief on her face, "But getting married is too unusual! Even if he is not your enemy, he is still a monk, how can he marry you."
"How can you think that?" Linghua sensed that her connection with Ning Suhe had become stronger.
"There is chaos outside, I don't think I can always be a person hiding under the protective net, I have spiritual power like you, I can help the people." She paused, "It's just that I haven't experienced what it's like to marry someone I like, and I don't want to let go so easily."
Linghua seemed to see herself again through Ning Suhe's eyes: "You want to calm the demon chaos with us?"
"Yes, I saw the despair and fear of the people of Chongjun, and I don't want to see the demon clan bully people anymore! If you're really reliable, I can get rid of the demons too. It's just that...... I can't be relieved to forgive.
I knew that he wouldn't like me, and even if he liked me, he wouldn't admit it. There was a bottomless ditch between me and him, and I was willing to jump in and see if I could swim to the other side, but he wouldn't.
I knew there was little hope, but I still wanted to try. I don't regret doing it and failing, but I don't say what I think, and I ask myself every day why I am so cowardly and don't make it clear to him."
Linghua didn't hesitate: "Then let's go, there's nothing wrong with having more experiences."
Ning Suhe stood up and walked out of the door: "Thank you."
The sky was completely bright, and the little monk Zhixin swept the door of the Jingyin Temple
The leaves of the mouth fell, and a layer of crystal sweat appeared on the door of the head.
Ning Suhe flicked a shudder at the back of Zhixin's head: "Why do you feel like I haven't seen you for a long time."
Zhixin rubbed his head, holding a broom and looking at Ning Suhe's gaze as if something was different, he stopped her from entering the temple: "Master Jing Shu said that no one will be allowed to enter the pine forest in the future, and if you enter, you will be beaten."
Ning Suhe dodged sideways and blocked: "I don't believe what he said the most."
In front of the wooden house, Ning Suhe used his spiritual power to open the small wooden door, and quickly entered and pulled up the worship of the Buddha who knelt in front of the Buddha statue: "I want to understand."
I didn't expect her to come back to him so quickly and aggressively, and she was suddenly lifted, close to her chest. He grabbed Ning Suhe's wrist and took a step back, "Are you going to kill me?"
Ning Suhe took a step forward: "Would you like to be with me?"
Joy, surprise, there are only these two words in the heart of forgiveness at this moment. Too many thoughts and emotions burst into his mind, but he only grasped the most important ones.
She discovered the most despicable part of him, and actually said that she wanted to be with him, how could there be such a stupid woman in the world? is so pure and cute, how can you teach people not to like it?
The heart that had not been touched for nearly two hundred years was reopened when he met her, and he didn't want to admit it, and he didn't dare to admit it.
Glancing behind him, the aura from the heavenly realm gathered behind him again. He was a sinner, and he knew that sinners only needed atonement and repentance, but anything else was blasphemy.
The woman in front of him had a unique aroma, different from the woman he liked before, and even more different from the heart mirror that he shattered. He liked the woman, but he could only push her away with his own hands.
Is this also a punishment from heaven?
Seeing that Jingshu didn't answer for a long time, Ning Suhe grabbed his shoulder and hugged him gently: "I...... I want to marry you, would you?"
Keishu laughed, and he laughed sincerely. Just a moment to give him a taste of what it's like to be happy.
He smelled the scent of the woman in his arms, raised his arm and pulled the heavy chains, put his withered white hand on her shoulder, and pushed her away: "I know your heart for me, but I am a sinful man, and I am not worthy of you. Go away, and don't think of me again."
Looking at the afterglow, Zhixin's figure appeared outside the wooden house, and he said weakly, "Immortal official, please."
Zhixin raised her hand, and the golden light fell on Ning Suhe's head like petals, and she shouted incredulously, "Zhixin? What are you doing! Forgive me!"
As soon as the little monk's hand was pinched, Ning Suhe closed her eyes and lost consciousness, and a ball of pink light flew out from her heavenly spirit and fell into Zhixin's hand: "Her memories are all here, do you want to stay?"
The sleeves of the shirt were brushed, and the palms of the little monk were empty in the next second.
"Why is that?" Zhixin shook his head, but nodded again, "This correction also makes sense, she shouldn't have this kind of affection for you. It is also a merit to maintain the original balance, and I will report it to alleviate the thunder punishment for you."
Jing Shu looked at Ning Suhe deeply: "No need, the immortal official will be the greatest reward for me to send her back safely."