Chapter 111: Loneliness
Because in this world, it's not what kind of life you can choose, then what kind of life you can live, just like Nancy herself, in fact, before that incident, she was also a kind girl.
It's just that the shadow made him open the abyss in his heart, and once this abyss is opened, what you say is facing the devil.
And Wu Lin naturally doesn't know what kind of girl he likes.
After chatting with Xu Fei for a few words, Wu Lin slowly moved to Nancy, Ai Xiaomei and Lan Xi in the name of his classmates, and quickly made a place for Wu Lin.
The mood of these two people is naturally different, Lan Xi mainly doesn't want to see the final ending of Wu Lin and Nancy, maybe we don't know that we are in it, but if we are seen by outsiders to see our story, I don't know whether we will laugh happily, or cry sadly, or rather, the story itself, can evoke some memories of us.
Lan Xi naturally can't bear to look at it anymore, as for Ai Xiaomei, she naturally doesn't have any emotions, as I said a long time ago, any emotion she has is a kind of data algorithm.
In this algorithm, even she will be sad and happy, but her sadness and happiness are different from our human nature, and it is a kind of data performance in itself.
How can she understand that the joys and sorrows of our human beings are not necessarily black and white in our human world, in fact, we are in a contradiction every moment, just like every choice we make, and in the human world, it is a contradiction itself.
This is naturally different from Ai Xiaomei's data logic, because according to the data, it is either one or zero, either wrong or right, or there is or nothing.
In any performance, he has only two choices, or two opposite choices.
At this moment, Ai Xiaomei just loves to express herself, just like the one who praises him, the happier she is.
So she is standing directly next to Xu Fei, and she wants to be the focus here.
Lan Xi couldn't help but shake her head, she naturally wouldn't steal Ai Xiaomei's limelight, but in fact, her attention was still on Wu Lin and Nancy behind her.
Over the years, among the people he has killed, there are also people with that kind of feelings, and they will also meet the kind where if a boy dies, a girl will not live alone.
She has seen the joys and sorrows of this world, and even at this moment, she also has a sense of sadness.
Even if she replaces her, she will recall that when she was a teenager, she used to like an older brother, or rather, at that age, it was not the love of men and women, but ah, that brother was also on a mission and never came back.
Lan Xi remembered that she cried for a long time at the grave of that brother, and since then she has sealed her heart and love, and her life is only for killing.
So the story of Wu Lin and Nancy is like their own story, but unfortunately, those who are in the darkness will never understand that those who love are the light, he can take you out of that abyss, but you are sinking into it.
When the light is not there and the darkness comes, do we remember the light we occasionally saw in that year?
It's just that we no longer believe in light, we only believe that we come from darkness, and our destination is naturally that darkness.
Xu Fei naturally won't care about Ai Xiaomei anymore, she can be regarded as completely letting go of herself, but today, I really don't want to care about her anymore, you just go crazy, anyway, you yourself understand your own value.
Once this value is used up by me, then I will also take you back, and you will see if I will take care of you in the future.
His attention was naturally also looking at Wu Lin and Nancy, but he didn't know the situation of the two of them, whether it was the kind of hard-working mandarin duck.
He could see that Wu Lin had come to Nancy's side, and he was slowly sitting in front of Nancy.
And Nancy is still that kind of indifferent eyes, she has no love now, so if a person no longer has love, then, in his eyes, there is no sympathy for all beings.
It's like she's standing eternally in the darkness in the name of salvation.
Wu Lin naturally didn't understand what happened in the days that followed, but he had a hunch that the Nancy in front of him was not the Nancy he knew.
It's just that because you love it too much, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of you, even if it is a moth to fight the fire, he will admit it.
And in life, maybe you do crazy things only once, but we still don't understand that sometimes, our madness will kill us.
"Nancy, you've been doing well lately."
These are the words that Wu Lin said when he saw Nancy again more than ten days later.
Nancy slowly approached, and Wu Lin thought that his dedication and dedication over the years had finally been recognized by Nancy at the end of the day.
It's just that in Wu Lin's stunned, Nancy stayed in the position of Wu Lin's ear.
"You don't have to be so nice to me, and we don't have to see each other again in the future, take care."
This was the sentence that Nancy said, that is, she withdrew from that safe distance with an indifferent gesture, and then picked up a glass of wine and raised it towards Wu Lin.
What kind of state is Wu Lin's whole person, it's like his sky is falling, but ah, Wu Lin can have that kind of patience, in fact, when Nancy said this to him, it was not only at this moment.
It's like a reply on the phone, only this time, Nancy said it directly to his face.
"It's okay, I love you, that's my business, I believe I can give you happiness." Wu Lin smiled awkwardly.
What is called from the beginning to the end, Wu Lin's performance is like this, but he still doesn't understand what Nancy wants, maybe she doesn't need anything at all.
She just wanted to stay in the darkness, she didn't need that light, she didn't need someone to take her out of that abyss.
She didn't dare to trust anyone anymore, she didn't dare to believe in the world anymore, she could only believe in herself.
Nancy didn't speak, and even she didn't have a trace of mood swings, that is, before Wu Lin hesitated, she touched the wine glass in front of Wu Lin, and then drank it all.
Of course, there are still people who make a fuss, but ah, Wu Lin himself already knows the answer, at least, he is still not strong enough now.
At this moment, he is only lonely and uncomfortable!