Chapter One Hundred and One
Qin Yue silently stretched out his hand to cover the back of Su Xia's hand, his gaze looked into the distance, and became a little distant.
He was silent for a long time, so long that although Su Xia was lying on his back, he felt a trace of coldness.
Then Qin Yue finally spoke and said slowly: "There is something that should let you know." โ
Su Xia let out a soft "um" and quietly waited for him to continue.
Qin Yue slowly held Su Xia's hand, as if he was struggling with something, and after saying those words, there was silence for a long time.
It's just that although he didn't say it, Su Xia also had some eyebrows in his heart.
The things that can make Qin Yue so hesitant are related to herself, most of them are related to her past, and even, it is very likely to be related to Luo Feng.
Su Xia still didn't speak, nor did she urge, just quietly crouched behind him, quietly waiting for him to continue.
If Qin Yue didn't want to say, then she wouldn't continue to ask.
I don't know why, such a quiet and hesitant Qin Yue actually made Su Xia feel a little scared.
There was a somewhat bleak silence in the dormitory.
After I don't know how long, Qin Yue finally opened his mouth slightly, but the sound that came out was just a little scared even to himselfโso hoarse that he couldn't hear his original voice.
Then he listened to the unfamiliar voice resounding in the empty dormitory, and the echo was like a magic sound, stimulating his heart: "Luo Feng, the emperor of Tianlan, has begun to cultivate an heir. โ
Su Xia's body stiffened visibly.
Qin Yue smiled bitterly, and continued: "He chose a smart and diligent young man from the clan and took him with him to cultivate as the future heir of the empire. โ
He gently broke Su Xia's hand, turned around slowly, looked at Su Xia's eyes, and said lightly: "Luo Feng, the emperor of Tianlan, is at the prime of his life, but he doesn't seem to be able to wait for his own flesh and blood to be born. โ
Su Xia's eyes were very bright, so bright that Qin Yue felt that he even felt a little chill down his spine.
The dormitory was even quieter than just now, Su Xia's eyes looked at Qin Yue without blinking, and after a long time, he suddenly smiled lightly.
Qin Yue hadn't seen her with such an expression for a long time, and Su Xia, who was by his side during this time, was always lazy and comfortable like a cat, occasionally coquettish and asked people to be smooth, and occasionally intimately lay in your arms to make you feel that your whole heart was full.
But now that she is smiling like this, Su Xia, who is strong and the daughter of the first family of Tianlan, is back.
Her eyes weren't big and round, but a little slender. Although it is also very good-looking, it always looks like a gentle feeling like a water town in the south of the Yangtze River.
But at this time, Su Xia's eyes were wandering, but Qin Yue felt that she was so close to herself, and at the same time so far away.
He could only reach out and hold Su Xia's hand, and called out with some concern: "Su Xia......"
At that moment, Qin Yue suddenly had a premonition that the hand that he had finally let him hold in his palm would leave him again.
Su Xia shook her head, and suddenly smiled again.
In that moment, she had suddenly figured out everything.
Luo Feng!
Luo Feng!
Luo Feng!
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She only felt that her head was swollen with the name, and she couldn't think much about it. But the thread that runs through the beginning and the end appears clearly in her mind, making it difficult for her to ignore it.
Su Xia suddenly took a step back and moved away from Qin Yue.
She reached out and gently stroked her lower abdomen, as if it contained her most precious things.
The sunlight shone in from outside the hall, gently sprinkled on Su Xia's body, and in a soft and warm sunlight, it seemed that she was gentle and moving, which made Qin Yue's heart pound.
Su Xia smiled lightly again, she finally raised her head and looked at Qin Yue, and asked lightly, "Aren't you worried about me, just leave you and go back to Luo Feng?" โ
A look of pain flashed in Qin Yue's eyes, but he didn't say anything, just said softly: "I only have one request, if you want to go back to Tianlan Luocheng, either I will send someone to send you back, or let your brother pick you up." โ
Su Xia smiled slightly and said in a low voice, "Should I thank Your Majesty?" โ
She hadn't called Qin Yue like this for some days, and when she heard such a title in Su Xia's mouth again, Qin Yue only felt extremely harsh, and even her heart was a little cold.
He is not a person without a temper, and he will have fears and worries in his heart, but when facing Su Xia, when facing the person he loves the most in this world, he feels that he can still bear it.
So he just opened his mouth and didn't say anything.
Because if you say it now, it will probably turn into harm.
- He was unwilling to hurt Su Xia no matter what.
Su Xia smiled lightly again and asked, "Child, don't you want it too?" โ
Qin Yue was stunned, not knowing how she could ask such a question.
How could he not want a child, especially if it was the child Su Xia gave him.
He stretched out his hand and put it on Su Xia's shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "Su Xia, I don't want to give up on you, let alone send you back to him, I just want to tell you," his gaze was firm and sincere, and then he looked at Su Xia's eyes seriously and said, "I just want to tell you that no matter what you want to do, I will stand by your side and support you." โ
As he spoke, he leaned over Su Xia and kissed him tenderly, and said with a smile: "I am actually a selfish and very possessive person, so I will never tolerate my bride marrying me unwillingly. โ
He kissed Su Xia's forehead again and said gently, "So you can go to see Luo Feng and solve the doubts in your heart." But you have to get back to me. โ
Qin Yue said, slowly picked up Su Xia's hand and put it on his chest, and said lightly: "Here, it will always be waiting for you and open the door for you." โ
Su Xia lowered her head and was silent.
Qin Yue reached out and rubbed her hair with some concern, and asked, "What's wrong?" โ
Su Xia shook her head.
Qin Yue knew that his hesitation just now probably made Su Xia misunderstand.
He sometimes forgets that the girl standing in front of him is sometimes so bright that people are impressed.
So he gently rubbed Su Xia's long hair again, sighed and said, "Su Xia, I will never let go of you again." โ
Qin Yue said, stretched out his hand and took Su Xia into his arms gently, but unrefusably, and said in a low voice: "Even if you don't want to come back, I will go and snatch you back." โ
His words were so firm that Su Xia's somewhat ignorant heart became calm again.
She stretched out her hand and hugged Qin Yue's waist tightly, and her voice trembled a little suppressed: "I thought you didn't want me anymore." โ
Su Xia didn't know why she felt so scared because of the fact that "Qin Yue might not want her", and even the most direct reaction of her body was to sarcastically mock Qin Yue like she did just now.
She just hugged Qin Yue tightly, so strong that it seemed that as soon as she let go, Qin Yue would disappear and hug him tightly.
Then she suddenly fell into his arms and began to cry loudly.
Su Xia couldn't explain his mood at the moment, in addition to shock, there was also a chill that penetrated into his heart.
She didn't know how to explain to Qin Yue how she felt when she heard the news about Luo Feng, she only knew that it was not moving, nor love, but a chilling feeling that could not be driven away, which swallowed her heart little by little.
She paid so much for Luo Feng, a seventeen-year-old girl was able to run away from home alone and go to the border alone, just to see Luo Feng and stay by his side.
When Luo Feng was still an unambitious prince, she never gave up on him.
As he advanced step by step on the road to the throne, Su Xia stayed by his side and never cried bitterly.
For his sake, she even used her favorite and most cherished medical skills to make some transactions against her will.
For him, among the elites, he gave up his original life without fighting with the world.
Even so, when Luo Feng encountered difficulties, he couldn't refuse, and he didn't think about discussing with her at all, so he forcibly withdrew her from his side.
After figuring out the most likely cause and effect, she was even more chilled than when she knew that Luo Feng had never loved her.
Luo Feng may really be for her good.
But if she Su Xia is regarded as a lover who can only share wealth and prosperity, but cannot suffer losses together, Luo Feng not only does not know his lover, but has never respected Su Xia.
Su Xia smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
If you don't ask for it, what's the use of giving more.
She clutched Qin Yue's shirt tightly, and tears fell like beads with broken threads.
Qin Yue could only gently pat Su Xia's shoulder.
He could probably guess Su Xia's thoughts, but he wasn't sure if he could calmly let Su Xia face it with him when he was in danger, instead of sending her away.
To some extent, he was able to understand Luo Feng's approach.
Su Xia cried for a while, and finally gradually quieted down, but he still lay on Qin Yue's chest, and said firmly, word by word: "Promise me one thing." โ
Qin Yue replied without thinking, "Okay." โ
Su Xia raised his head and looked at him with his crystal and warm eyes that had just been washed with tears, looking cute and proud.
Then she said to him slowly, "No matter what happens in the future, you can't leave me or let me leave you." โ
She reached out and grabbed Qin Yue's neck, pulled his head down, and kissed him lightly on the lips.
The kiss with the salty taste of tears made Qin Yue's heart twitch suddenly. He didn't know how many of these tears were shed for himself, and how many were shed by Su Xia for Luo Feng.
But he didn't want to know at all.
He only knew that he never wanted to see such a sad expression on Su Xia's face again. I don't want to taste her bitter tears again.
So he just thought about it for a moment, then nodded and agreed: "Okay, I promise you!" โ