Chapter 113
Su Xia also didn't expect that he would enter this Tianlan's palace again.
She almost became the hostess here. It's almost like a little bit, and I'll live happily ever after living happily with my beloved.
But it's just a little bit close.
When I came back here again, I found that it was already a matter of fact.
Su Xia sat alone in the imperial study, Luo Feng said that he was still busy, as for what he was busy with, Su Xia suddenly felt that he didn't want to know at all.
She still remembered that just about a year ago, every time she came into the palace to look for Luo Feng, and when he was busy, she would find a quiet place, lie down, bask in the sun and wait for him to finish.
The mood was completely different then than it is now.
At that time, even if he could only pass the time alone for half a day, he couldn't wait for Luo Feng to finish. But my heart is always full of sweetness, and even the smell of sunshine between breaths is extraordinarily warm and kind.
But now, even though she was sitting in the quiet imperial study, with hot tea from the palace maid at hand, and even a small and delicate stove at her feet, she only felt cold.
It's as if even the air here is out of place with me.
She smiled a little self-deprecatingly, this place is full of too many memories. Whether it's good or bad, those things she thinks she can remember for a lifetime, and then slowly turn them out and review them with her lover when she gets old. But in a year, it has become blurred.
Just as she was deep in thought, a shrill voice unique to the chamberlain came from outside the door: "The emperor has arrived." ”
Su Xia smiled lightly and stood up from her seat.
Luo Feng came in alone.
When he walked into the imperial study, the chamberlain, who had always been well-behaved and knew the master's mind best, carefully closed the door of the imperial study.
Su Xia was only stunned for a moment, Luo Feng was much thinner and paler than he remembered.
But no matter how thin and pale he was, he was still the proud, powerful young emperor.
She looked away and bowed respectfully.
She didn't know that at the moment when she saluted Luo Feng, Luo Feng only felt that her heart, which was already full of holes, had been stabbed with the most ruthless and deadly knife.
He could barely stand and barely make a sound.
But in addition to being a man, he is a man who has to be ruthless to the person he loves the most, and he is also the king of an empire, even if he is tired and tired, he can only straighten his back to carry this burden until the day when he can no longer carry it.
So he heard his own voice and said to Su Xia, "Flat." ”
Su Xia stood up, but Luo Feng felt that he didn't even have the courage to look at her more.
Obviously, people want to see for themselves.
Obviously, people are also announced into the palace by themselves.
Obviously, before coming to see her, he had already thought about what he wanted to say and what he was going to do.
……
But in fact, I shouldn't have let her into the palace at all.
Luo Feng showed a bitter smile on his face, just like at that time, when Su Xia left Los Angeles in despair and sadness, he shouldn't have continued to provoke her, but he still couldn't control it, and he actually left the government and the foundation that he had not yet established, and went to accompany Su Xia until he escorted her to the vicissitudes.
Luo Feng walked step by step towards the emperor's throne that only belonged to himself and to a lonely person, but he felt that his legs were getting heavier and heavier, as if that place was waiting for a man-eating demon, ready to devour himself in one bite.
Su Xia frowned slightly, Luo Feng really didn't look very good.
He should have been high-spirited, the most prosperous age, but he looked sad and lonely.
Su Xia still remembered that handsome, gentle young man, the young man who suckled away all his soul with a light smile in the afternoon sun...... But now that young man, how much shadow of that time is there.
She even remembered that when she left a year ago, the Luo Feng she saw at the border was still handsome and upright, although she looked cold, but she was full of vitality. It is also the fresh life in him that makes him really think that he should be happy and will be happy when he finally gets rid of himself.
But now Luo Feng seems to be a down-and-out prodigal son who is not far from death, where is there a little bit of momentum that a young emperor should have.
Luo Feng's gaze didn't fall on Su Xia, he just picked up a copy of the fold on the table in front of him, and while looking at it casually, he seemed to ask casually, "How are you doing?" ”
Su Xia smiled, lowered her head slightly, and said with a little bit of shyness peculiar to a little woman, "Very good." ”
Luo Feng only felt another pain in his chest, the pain was extreme, and he even forgot how to speak, just stared at a certain word on the fold, and after a long time, he reacted and let out a low "um".
Once upon a time, he and Su Xia were as close as if they were the same person, but now, they have become so polite and strange. It is so strange that it seems that there has never been any intimacy between them.
Su Xia smiled again and asked, "What about Your Majesty?" How's it going? ”
Between the two people, there seems to be nothing else to say, and they can only use such a polite and perfunctory conversation to break the embarrassment of silence between each other.
Luo Feng held the hand tightly, and said lightly: "I am also very good." ”
"Really?" Su Xia raised the corners of her lips slightly, her beautiful and clear eyes looked straight at Luo Feng, and said softly with a hint of banter: "Is it good?" ”
"Yes." Luo Feng's gaze turned back to the fold, and he didn't seem to even want to look at Su Xia more, but asked casually, "Your brother told me that you are going to marry the Emperor of Canglan." ”
Su Xia nodded haphazardly, as if her mind was not on that.
Luo Feng said again: "Emperor Canglan, probably it is really a better choice than me. There was also a hint of ridicule in his eyes, he threw the fold in his hand on the table, stood up and walked back and forth a few steps, and said: "Compared with me, who has an unstable foundation and finally ascended to the throne of God, the monarch of the Canglan Kingdom can be said to be in accordance with the will of heaven, in response to the will of the people, and is supported by all the people...... Unexpectedly," he smiled self-deprecatingly, as if he found it very amused, "Even our divine doctor, Su Xia, was quickly bewitched by his charm......"
Luo Feng knew that his words were hurtful, but he no longer knew what to do in order to control his urge to hug Su Xia tightly and let her not leave for the rest of her life.
So he can only say such hurtful words, even if it hurts the most, it is actually himself!