Chapter 122
This is not only the place where she lived and grew up, but also has her sweetest first love, the most unforgettable love.
Those ups and downs that have walked side by side with Luo Feng are not something that can be erased if you want to.
Su Xia smiled lightly and said, "What's more, my brother and my friends are all here." Back then, the battle for Tianlan was in an emergency, and the wind and rain were shaking, but you did everything to put it back on track and make our home vibrant again. Such a place, such a place that I have really worked for and loved, how can I really let go. ”
Luo Feng was in a trance, he looked at Su Xia quietly, and felt some sharp pain in his heart when he was stabbed by the sound of "we".
But on the surface, he still looks like the wise and martial Tianlan monarch, the young emperor who, as Su Xia said, gave everything to finally put the building back on track.
He can't be weak, even when he can't wait to let go of everything, let go of all responsibilities, and just want to selfishly hold the girl in front of him and go to the old age together.
He could only look at Su Xia quietly, with a little cruel indifference, and said lightly: "There are some things that cannot be done by manpower, let alone by one person, and you don't have to put too much pressure on yourself." ”
Luo Feng couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips when he said this, with a bit of irony that even he hadn't discovered, and said lightly to Su Xia: "Instead of worrying about this, you might as well marry Canglan, lest Canglan take advantage of the fire to rob when my country is in turmoil, and take advantage of the fisherman's profits." ”
Su Xia's face turned even redder.
She really blurted out those words just now, but in fact, she regretted it a little as soon as she said it. No matter how close she and Luo Feng were at the beginning, Luo Feng was the king of a country after all. In fact, even if they were so close at the beginning, she had never said such a thing in front of him.
This time, I guess I was really anxious.
Su Xia didn't know what she was thinking now, and as things revealed little by little, she no longer hated Luo Feng. But the unforgettable pain at the beginning, whether it was physical or mental, the pain that had gradually faded with Qin Yue's gentle treatment, but as she saw Luo Feng again, it recovered little by little.
So when she faced Luo Feng, she was a little expectant, but a little anxious.
The kind of person who wanted to leave with her hands or ask him directly out loud why she had such two extreme thoughts about herself in the first place tugged at her heart and made her not even control her emotions so easily.
However, Luo Feng often showed her such an expression that could almost be called nostalgia and sadness, which made her not only uncomfortable, but also a trace of anger that she couldn't explain.
The kind of anger at Luo Feng, the resentment that he was so reluctant to give up, why he was able to let go so neatly in the first place, made her feel very uncomfortable.
That's why I said something like that on impulse.
That would almost be a big disrespectful remark.
So later, she didn't care about the sarcasm in Luo Feng's words like that.
Su Xia stood quietly in place for a while, not knowing how to answer Luo Feng's words, but leaving like this, she felt that the emptiness in her heart would become more unbearable with the appearance of the word leaving.
So she could only stand there and look at the floor as if a gorgeous flower was blooming there.
Luo Feng actually regretted it, he didn't want to hurt Su Xia at all, but when he heard Su Xia's words, the words that would hurt people rushed out almost without thinking.
As soon as the words fell, he regretted it.
Especially looking at Su Xia with her head down, she looked a little sad.
Luo Feng suddenly felt a little like a bastard.
He had already sworn in his heart that he would never hurt Su Xia again. But after this reunion, he seems to have been doing things that would hurt her.
In fact, Luo Feng vaguely knew that the reason why he was like this was because of jealousy. Because deep down, the indescribable jealousy, the feeling of being a woman who should have been held in her arms, but suddenly has to belong to someone else, feels deep jealousy.
Even though he covered it up well, he kept telling himself that this was exactly what he wanted. But when he saw Su Xia again, he found that all the ideas he had made before about what the two of them would do if they met again were all floating clouds.
Ever since he received that Su Xia would return, he had been thinking about what he should do when he saw Su Xia this time, how he should talk to her, and even how he should smile at her.
It's as if many years ago, that afternoon, he showed the smile he had practiced thousands of times flawlessly in front of the Su family's daughter-in-law, the favorite sister of Su Yi, the god of war of Tianlan.
But this time, he found that he couldn't do it at all.
At that time, he wanted to attract the attention of the Su family's daughter-in-law, wanted to get the support of the Su family, and had no feelings for Su Xia at all, so he was naturally handy when he acted in seven plays.
But now, he has fallen deeply in love with the girl in front of him, and he wants to lie in front of her again...... Luo Feng felt that he was still overestimating himself.
Therefore, it is most difficult for a person to hide himself in front of the person he loves the most.
Luo Feng tugged at the corners of his lips a little helplessly, and even his expression became much darker. He reached out and rubbed his brow, then walked over to the girl who was still looking down at the ground.
When he spoke again, his voice also carried a hint of tenderness: "Su Xia, I, I actually didn't mean that. ”
As an emperor, the apology that can be done is probably that.
Su Xia nodded slightly, but did not raise her head.
Luo Feng felt a little anxious for no reason, and couldn't help but reach out and hold Su Xia's shoulder, and said softly: "I just think that if you can really be the queen of Canglan, it may be a good thing for both Tianlan and Canglan." ”
"Really?" Su Xia asked softly.
Although her voice was not loud, it was as clear as a sharp blade when it penetrated Luo Feng's ears.
Yes, whether it is for the people of Tianlan or for Canglan, if the daughter of the Su family, the divine doctor Su Xia, can really marry Canglan and be their queen, it is really a good thing.
Perhaps the people of both countries will applaud, and even the ministers of the DPRK and China will think that this is a matter of great benefit to the country and the family.
Except for him.
Except for him, the Tianlan Emperor who will personally order Su Xia to be sent to Canglan!