Jingchen was very worried, so he asked her: "Yanyan, what's wrong?"

Lin Yanyan looked at him in shock, and hurriedly covered up a smile and said, "No, it's nothing." ”

Jingchen was also worried, and even looked at her distractedly when driving: "If you have anything unpleasant with Jingxin, don't be bored by yourself, you must talk to me, so that I will know how to help you later." I led you to meet Jingxin, and I also hope that you and my family will get along happily. ”

Lin Yanyan said: "It's not Jingxin, I get along with Jingxin very well, you don't have to worry." ”

"Then do you have anything on your mind?"

"No, you don't have to worry about it. ”

Jingchen was still looking at her, and Lin Yanyan nodded affirmatively and said, "Really." ”

Human beings are endowed with complex minds and are also adept at disguising their emotions, so even if their inner activities and facial expressions do not match, outsiders may not be able to see the clues.

Lin Yanyan admitted that she was inconsistent and hypocritical, but she was really not sure if her mind was right, and she didn't want to affect her relationship with Jingchen because of her own thoughts, so she would rather not say it, but observe it first.

She also gave Jingchen another chance, maybe in two days, Jingchen took the initiative to confess

When he got home, Lin Yanyan got out of the car, and after saying goodbye to Jingchen softly, he turned around and left.

The more Jing Chen looked, the more he felt that her behavior was strange.

If it is the first time she is in love, she doesn't know how to give her boyfriend a hug or a kiss when parting, he can understand, but if she doesn't even have the emotion of reluctance, Jingchen will doubt it.

He frowned, if Lin Yanyan didn't explain anything on his mind, it would get bigger and bigger, and even cause misunderstandings, he didn't want their relationship that had just begun to go through these tests, it would be too fast, and they would die.

And he intuitively felt that Lin Yanyan's unhappiness had something to do with him, but what did he do to make Lin Yanyan unhappy

Jingchen suddenly called her: "Yanyan"

Lin Yanyan stopped and turned back: "What's the matter, Jingchen"

Jingchen took a few steps forward to catch up with her, and suddenly hugged her.

Lin Yanyan was so shocked that his hands were half raised, and he didn't know whether to hug him.

Who knew that after Jingchen hugged her, within a few seconds, he immediately picked up her face, lowered his head and kissed her.

Lin Yanyan was surprised, although she wanted to escape for a second, she thought he was just kissing, so she controlled herself in time and stopped fleeing.

Even the truth was not what she thought, she thought too simply, Jingchen didn't kiss her and leave, but held her head with one hand and kissed her more and more deeply.

It was supposed to be their first tongue kiss, and she was forced, without warning or expectation, and completely unprepared. She always thought that Jingchen was gentle and gradual, but she didn't expect him to be so explosive, she suddenly hugged her, and then lowered her head and kissed her.

When her lips and teeth were entangled, she felt the breath of the other party, which was a kind of sweet breath that belonged to a man, in fact, she didn't ask for it so much, but it was too unexpected and too sudden, and she was still in a daze.

She didn't understand what was wrong with Jingchen, although this kiss was quite gentle, not as strong and domineering as Lu Xintou kissed her last time, so that she couldn't breathe, but Jingchen's kiss also had a long power, like kelp binding her, so that she couldn't escape, and could only betray and inherit his fiery love.

Later, Lin Yanyan felt a little unable to breathe, so he pushed him away slightly.

And Jingchen also let go in time, but looked down at her hurt and said, "You seem to be a little resistant to me"

Lin Yanyan lowered her head, she was a little afraid to look at Jingchen's eyes, firstly because she was shy, and secondly because Jingchen saw through her heart.

Jingchen held her face and made her look at him: "Yanyan, what's wrong with you is because you are not ready, do you think my love for you is too sudden or do you have any thoughts about me, so you resist me?"

Lin Yanyan's eyes flickered slightly, but he didn't know how to speak.

Jingchen said bitterly: "If you are not ready, how can you accept my feelings yesterday If you accept it, but you reject it, I will be hurt, Yanyan." If you have any thoughts about me, you have to say it so that I can understand and improve, and if you keep it in your heart and you are hurt, I will be sad. When we're together, we're going to be together, can you tell me?"

Lin Yanyan pulled away his hand and lowered her head, watching their shadows stretch under the road, and Jingchen's tall shadow completely covered her entire figure, making her feel very small and inferior.

Lin Yanyan hesitated for a long time, and finally spoke: "Jingchen, I heard Jingxin say that you used to have a hard-working first love, you talked for seven or eight years, and then broke up because of a long distance, you were very painful when you broke up, and it took a year or two to get better, but why did you never mention it to me?"

Lin Yanyan's voice was very soft, and she kept her head down and didn't dare to look at Jingchen when she spoke, because she wasn't sure if she was right when she said it, she was hesitating and apprehensive.

Who knew that after Jingchen heard this, he smiled instead, and as if relieved, he took Lin Yanyan back into his arms, hugged her and said, "I thought it was something, but it turned out to be this thing." But you mind, I am relieved, it means that you have me in your heart, and if you don't have me in your heart, I am the most worried. ”

Lin Yanyan was stunned, thinking to herself if she said that Jingchen didn't mind

Jingchen said: "Do you want me to give you an explanation?"

Lin Yanyan nodded hesitantly, and then noticed that she nodded Jingchen couldn't see it, and replied: "Hmm." ”

"Then do you want to hear me talk to you slowly from the beginning, or listen to a rough idea?"

"Me, I"

"If you listen to me from the beginning, I don't think it's necessary, because it's been seven or eight years, and I already have a new relationship with you, why should we let the past affect us The past should be just a small episode, and it shouldn't be carefully interrogated from the beginning like a big event, and it will affect your mood. If you don't mind, I'll just tell you if it's okay."

Jingchen's voice was very gentle, coaxing her carefully little by little.

"Let's talk about it briefly. Lin Yanyan will be calm, because Jingchen is so frank, but it shows that there is nothing wrong, she thinks too much, and she even thinks that Jingchen has to explain it at night, which is a bit vexatious.

Jingchen said: "Then let me go to your house and sit down, and I will talk to you about it." ”

Lin Yanyan nodded and agreed to her again.

After going to her house, Lin Yanyan made hot tea for Jingchen, seeing that Jingchen was tired all day, dating her at night, and after sending her home, she had to sit solemnly at her house and tell her the story of her ex-girlfriend

After Jingchen drank the tea, he first asked Lin Yanyan how Jingxin told her.

Lin Yanyan said: "Jing Xin didn't say much, she did it unintentionally, so she only said a rough idea." ”

Lin Yanyan briefly reviewed Jing Xin's words.

Jingchen nodded and said, "It's almost like this." Minglan and I are childhood sweethearts, we have been classmates since elementary school, we know each other very well, and we have a tacit understanding, and when we were in middle school, we sprouted a relationship between men and women, and we naturally got together. When we were dating, it was quite smooth, just like a normal middle school couple, pure love, and there was nothing special to say, and then when I was admitted to university, my family supported me to apply for a foreign university, and Minglan's parents are both university teachers, and they are deeply influenced by traditional culture, and they hope that their daughter will complete college in China first, and then study abroad. We disagreed here, and we discussed it at the time, but no one backed down, so let's go our own way. ”

Jingchen took a sip of tea, his eyes were fixed on the desktop, he suddenly froze, his mind drifted far away, and he continued after a long while: "When I went abroad, our relationship was still very good, because it was the result of discussion, and we both agreed with such a decision. And at that time, we thought that Minglan would go out after completing the university in China, or I would come back directly after completing the university abroad. Who knew that 4 years later, Minglan gave up studying abroad for various reasons, and I didn't want to give up the opportunity so much because I was escorted to a local graduate school and found stability on Wall Street. ”

Speaking of this, Jingchen's expression was indeed a little unusual, he frowned, put down the cup and sat in a different posture with some confusion, but immediately picked up the cup, took a sip of tea, and then put the cup down again.

His performance told Lin Yanyan that he was not very stable, and even a little tangled and painful.

Jingchen continued: "Once again, we disagreed. Minglan and I are both very assertive people, and we used to be able to be together smoothly because we had a tacit understanding, and the three views and hobbies and pursuits were the same, so we could advance and retreat together, but it was difficult for us to back down when we really encountered different positions. I was reluctant to go back to China, and she couldn't go abroad, and then our conflict broke out, which eventually led to a breakup. ”

"You were very sad at the time," Lin Yanyan asked him softly.

Jingchen looked up at the ceiling, bit his lower lip, and thought for about a few seconds before saying to Lin Yanyan: "Yanyan, if everyone seriously invests in a relationship, they will be sad when they break up." I didn't want to lie to you, so I was really sad at the time. But Minglan and I have passed, our fate has ended, I have you now, and I just want to start over. ”

"Do you feel sorry?" Lin Yanyan asked him again.

Jingchen said: "It's a pity, I had this idea a few years ago, but now I have seen it lightly, the so-called fate, get your share, it must be fate, there is nothing to be sad about." ”

After a pause, he asked Lin Yanyan with a smile: "I didn't expect you to really mind, our Yanyan will also be jealous."

Lin Yanyan suddenly smiled, probably the knot in her heart was opened, and her heart was relaxed, and she could smile naturally.

Jingchen reached out to hold her hand, Lin Yanyan sat down, he hugged her back to the sofa, let her lean in his arms, and held hands at the same time, ten fingers clasped. Sighing in a low voice: "Do you take it easy now, will you still blame me"

"Well, no. After a pause, Lin Yanyan said, "I'm sorry, I'm ignorant and I've caused you trouble." ”

Jingchen lowered his head and lifted her chin, and Lin Yanyan also looked up at him in his arms.

Jingchen said: "When will our Yanyan be able to let go of my mustard and really be intimate and not so polite and alienated I really like you, so I care so much about your thoughts, and I also hope to get your response." Yanyan, don't doubt me easily, or don't be bored even if you have an idea, but tell me in time, okay?"