Chapter 178: Shao Jian's Love (I)

After dinner in the evening, Shao Jian sat alone in the courtyard and looked at the stars in the sky, as if he had returned to the time of three years ago.

The short time of less than a year was the easiest time Shao Jian had ever had. During that time, Shao Jian didn't need to worry about anything. Relaxed and cozy.

But now, I have too much to carry. So much so that Shao Jian was a little overwhelmed and desperately needed to rest. What to do? Just passed a dancing city - thinking of this woman who once made him smeant, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of Shao Jian's mouth. I really forgot about it, I can't deny it. Even if you don't, pretend to be.

Just confirmed the relationship with Xiao Qing. Now, there is a solution to the matter of Night Rose Sakura. It's just a Lin Xue, which makes Shao Jian have a headache.

What should I do?

As the granddaughter of the master, it is impossible for me to refuse ruthlessly. And Xiao Qing, how can he refuse? Is it really like in the novel, sitting on two beautiful women? Fiction is just fiction after all. Not really.

Hey, what should I do if I scolded the person next door! Shao Jian scratched his hair in annoyance. The neatly combed broken hair became a fan of Longkou under Shao Jian's hands.

"Shao Jian... A timid voice came from behind him.

Shao Jian couldn't help but smile bitterly, he really said Cao Cao, Cao Cao arrived! I was thinking about Lin Xue just now, but the person concerned actually came immediately...

Turning his head, Shao Jian smiled reluctantly and said, "Xue'er." ”

Lin Xue's eyes are still red and swollen, and her feelings for Shao Jian are by no means as simple as a child's play. And the man in front of him who broke his heart did not love him.

"I'm sorry for annoying you today... Lin Xue said, tears flowed down again, like a flood bursting the embankment.

A woman's tears are the best weapon, and Shao Jian has a deep understanding of this sentence. What Shao Jian is most afraid of is that women cry in front of him. Yes to Dance Allure, yes to Xiao Qing, Lin Xue, too.

Looking at the crying Lin Xue, Shao Jian was suddenly at a loss and said, "Xue'er, don't cry... ”

Lin Xue heard Shao Jian's consolation, and her heart was sour, and she cried even more.

Silent crying is always more sad than crying out loud. Seeing Lin Xue crying silently, Shao Jian also felt a pain in his heart, but he didn't dare to comfort him anymore, because he wasn't sure if he would accept Lin Xue after he comforted him.

Sighing secretly, Shao Jian said helplessly: "I'm sorry Xue'er, you know, I told you before that I have my own lover." ”

Lin Xue nodded in tears, twitching her nose like a child.

"I haven't told you anything about her before, but now I'll tell you, would you like to hear it?" Shao Jian felt that he had been too depressed all along, and he couldn't help but want to find someone to listen to him.

Without looking to see if Lin Xue agreed, Shao Jian looked at the night sky in the distance with misty eyes, and said slowly, "Seven years ago, that is, in September 2005, I was fifteen years old and had just been admitted to the first year of high school. On the first day of school, I found a girl... ”

"In the self-study class that night, the teacher asked us to introduce ourselves. Her crystal eyes, big eyes, as clear as if she could speak, and a beautiful voice came out of her mouth - it was a "fairy tale". Maybe no one would believe in love at first sight, and I didn't believe it before. But it happened to me. I fell in love with her. ”

"Listening to her singing, I was fascinated by the beautiful sound. The mood shifts with her singing. She sang to the end, and I cried. No one noticed that in the corner of the classroom there was a skinny boy there weeping to the sound of singing. Of course, she didn't find out either. That day, I learned her name, a very beautiful name, dancing in the city. People are as their name suggests, the country is captivating, and the beauty is rare. ”

"I know I can't help but fall in love with her. Maybe you will scoff, do children know what love is? Hehe. I want to say that I did fall in love with her. ”

"However, how can such a beautiful and lovely girl be pursued by no one? Puppy love is very common in school. Later, I found out that there were too many boys pursuing her. At that time, I thought to myself, I'm afraid I don't even have the qualifications to pursue her, right? ”

"Later, I tried to find an opportunity to get close to her. Even if it's just a word to her, I'm satisfied. I succeeded, and as a result, I was actually adopted by her as a younger brother. Ha ha! It is this ridiculous title that I regret and until now, I regret it too! Speaking of this, Shao Jian's face was a little hideous. Lin Xue quietly looked at this face with a distorted expression.

"She hurts me a lot. It hurts me like my own sister. But I don't want to live under her care, I want her to live under my care! So I changed, I became a bastard. I gave up my studies. ”

Lin Xue interjected weakly, "Do you regret it?" ”

"In this world, there is no regret medicine to sell! What's more, I don't regret it at all! Even if God were to give me a chance, I would choose this way. Because, that way you can get closer to her! That would kill all those who dared to pursue her! ”

"I was very thin. At the age of fifteen, she is not even one meter six tall or even a little taller than her! You can imagine how I got mixed up in the first place. I'm afraid someone else can knock me down with a fist, hehe... After all the hardships, my brother and I finally had no one to mess with at school – of course, I wasn't the boss. time, a year has passed. I've grown taller. I also mixed up the roll call, although it has a bad reputation. ”

But she was gone. I left my hometown, followed the flow of migrant workers, and came to the south. I didn't want her to be hurt in this cannibalistic society, so I chose to give up once again. After getting two slaps from my father, I dropped out of school. Came to a city to find her trace. ”

"Unfortunately, I didn't find it. Just know that she used to be here in the city. I'm at a loss. But he didn't have any money to go back. So I stayed and worked. ”

"I never gave up asking for news of her for a year, but it turned out to be frustrating for me – there was no news." Shao Jian's voice was full of bitterness.

"I had no choice but to go back to my hometown, because as long as her home didn't move, then she would come back one day. You know, my family is rural, so the county can only play for a few days and then go back. So I told my parents at home that I wanted to learn. My family readily agreed, so I stayed at a very loose school in the county to learn computers. ”