Xiao Ya tilted her head slightly, and the young man she hadn't seen for a long time made her unable to take her eyes off it, and looked at him a little stupidly. When the young man's clean face said goodbye, Xiao Ya felt like a world away, but the always gentle face had long since lost any affection.

Gu Shenghao looked at Xiao Ya, who was so entangled, and frowned, his inexplicable emotions made him irritable.

"Didn't I make it clear to you a long time ago? We've broken up, and there's no point in you dwelling on it. ”

He shook off Xiao Ya's hand and grabbed him, and his disgusted eyes stung Xiao Ya deeply.

"Hao, I know you still care about me, otherwise why were you so nervous about me when I was about to fall just now? I don't believe you don't have any feelings for me anymore! ”

Xiao Ya still didn't give up, and she didn't dare to touch him again, but just put on a sad look.

"Hao, I really know it's wrong, what do you want me to do to forgive me? Do you have to jump off here? Have you forgotten all the bits and pieces we get along? Don't you have a trace of nostalgia? I love you so much, Hao. ”

Gu Shenghao's brows furrowed tighter and tighter, "Don't get me wrong, I just don't want Jiang Yungui to do anything wrong, it's not that I still have any feelings for you." ”

After all, Jiang Yungui is the one who wants to give that person happiness.

"Don't work on me, it's useless. Let the past pass, let it go, Xiao Ya. As I said, if we are not suitable, we are not suitable, and even if you jump from here, it will be useless, and I will not change my mind. There is no grass at the end of the world, you are so good, why do you have to do useless work on me and waste time? We're over, it's over completely, I don't like you anymore, you should be white. I can still talk to you with a pleasant face, because I think that we have also been in a relationship, and that you have not done anything particularly bad. Don't be obsessed anymore, your conditions are not bad, get out of this relationship, there will be better people who like you and cherish you. ”

Xiao Ya couldn't believe it, knowing Gu Shenghao's resolute attitude, she gradually felt a little dead, regretting the mean words she had said to Gu Shenghao, she seemed to be able to hear her heartbreak. Tears filled her eyes, and she wanted to cry and choked up until she couldn't cry.

Can he really be so ruthless?

After giving her all the love and warmth, he took everything back. She could have endured the darkness, but she had seen the light before.

How did she leave it? How to throw down such a warm person as light.

She just hated, just jealous, just envious of Mu Xuan. How dazzling and noble she was, so worthy of the man she loved. She kidnapped Mu Xuan, but she didn't hurt her much, she just wanted Gu Shenghao to come and see her.

She really wanted to see him, she wanted to talk to him again, to see him smile warmly at herself, to see him look only at herself.

She's just an eighteen-year-old girl, an ignorant girl who has just stepped into her ideal university.

At the deepest and most beautiful age, I met such a charming teenager.

She remembered her mother, who had been working to support her family, and was on her way home from her night shift that day when she was hit by a flying car and knocked over on the side of the road.

And then never woke up.

Because it was her mother who ran the red light, and the perpetrator gave enough compensation, her shameless and wasteful father agreed to negotiate a private settlement.

The money that the mother finally bought with her life went into the man's pocket.

She could see that the man was not very sad, but shamefully happy that he had more money to buy and drink, and that he was an alcoholic, and when he did, he was used to beating people. The nightmare addiction eats away at him, and he spends money on alcohol the day after his mother's death.

The mother's funeral was simply done, the father's reputation was not good, and they did not have any relatives and friends who were willing to make more friends with them, so there was no one to mourn the mother at all.

Since she was a child, she didn't like her mother, she didn't like her weakness, her cowardice, and her forbearance.

Her mother silently endured her father's violence against her, and she worked hard to bear this shattered family, and her old body had long since known how many diseases there were.

Later, she had some experience. After her mother's death, her father's violence was transferred to her.

But he never hit her in the face, or any of her bare skin. He still remembered the sweetness that Gu Shenghao brought him before, and counted on her to find a rich boy to be her boyfriend.

"Hao, don't leave me behind, I really can't do without you!"

Xiao Ya almost knelt down, unable to cry anymore.

Why did things turn out the way they did...... Her jealousy was only amplified.

He once said to her, "I will treat you well and give you all the things that everyone else has and what others don't."

And now, she could hear it clearly, the man's thin lips were lightly raised, and the words he spat out had the power to crush her to the ground.

He said, "We can't do it, Xiao Ya."

Gu Shenghao was a little unbearable, but he still didn't want to say more. He couldn't accept what Xiao Ya did, no matter how much she tried to keep herself, it was useless for her to keep herself, all of this was her own doing.

It's not like he didn't give her a chance. Such an emotion is not the love he wants.

Gu Shenghao waved his sleeves and turned to leave, and Xiao Ya saw that he was getting farther and farther away and disappeared little by little, and finally collapsed as if she had been drained of all her strength, she was lying flat on the cold floor, her body was still aching, and she let the tears slide silently.

Is that what it feels like to be abandoned by everyone?

Her thoughts turned to the video of Jiang Yungui's past experience that she let go. They, yin and yin are very similar.

They were all miserable families, all desperately trying to escape, and the last one went to teach at Y University, and the other became a student of Y University.

So when she knew Jiang Yungui's previous experience, her distorted psychology was deeply stimulated, she had no sympathy for Jiang Yungui, nor did she have any feeling of sympathy, she wanted to make everything public and expose everything in the gutter to the sun.

She morbidly hoped that he would be disgusted by everyone, especially Mu Xuan, so that he would be just like herself.

But they're different.

Mu Yuxuan didn't dislike him, and Gu Shenghao abandoned him. He was redeemed, and she was mired.

Xiao Ya chuckled, I heard that they were already engaged, and it was estimated that they would live happily. She thought about Jiang Yungui's cold and biting words to her, and her face was like ashes.

He probably won't let himself go easily. She could see that Jiang Yungui was by no means as he appeared to be, and he also had his own paranoia.

Xiao Ya propped up her broken body and walked to the railing of the rooftop step by step. She opened her arms, closed her eyes and felt the flow of air, a rare smile, and then fell headlong.

It's windy today, but I don't have a home to go back to.