When they came to the place where the two met for the first time, Jin Xi took out a piece of cloth from his bag and spread it on the beach, with beer and liquor drinks piled on it, as well as snacks bought by the way, and a bag full of peanuts and spicy tofu. He Xi watched Jin Xi busy laying out, and then looked at the beach in the afternoon scorched by the scorching sun, except for the two of them, no one was willing to dry fish on such a beach. There were also large parasols standing outside several tents in the distance, and no one had ever come out of the tent except for a foreign child who ran out for a few seconds and was carried in by an adult.

"Jin Xi, are you sure we're going to stay here without getting drunk?" He Xi stood under the scorching sun, watched Jin Xi hold up the funny and small parasol, and said helplessly.

"Why, you don't want to? It's Tanabata, my first time, how can I not celebrate? Come and sit down, you see, this is the tablecloth on our coffee table, hehe! Jin Xi's mood was very high.

He Xi sat down, held an umbrella to cover Jin Xi from the sun, and wiped the sweat on Jin Xi's head, Jin Xi didn't care, opened a can of beer and drank a big sip, "Wow, it's so cool, it's cold!" Jin Xi sighed. Just when He Xi also wanted to open a can, Jin Xi stopped him: "Hey, no, no, no, the beer is all mine, you drink this!" With that, Jin Xi opened the bottle of 50-degree liquor, wiped the only small glass, poured it and handed it to He Xi.

He Xi took the wine glass and looked at Jin Xi in surprise: "You want me to drink this?" Right now? ”

"yes, come on, cheers, happy holidays!" Jin Xi took another big sip, this jar is dry.

He Xi smiled bitterly, drank it all, his tongue, throat and stomach, instantly seemed to be burned by fire, this weather coupled with this degree of wine, He Xi sweated profusely and soaked his clothes.

"Here, eat dried tofu, and have another drink!" Jin Xi filled He Xi's wine glass and opened a can of beer for himself.

"Well, since you're so happy, I'll have a drink with you today!" He Xi took the wine glass and drank it all, Jin Xi should be in harmony, and the second can was dry again.

"Wow, that's so cool, so happy!" Jin Xi opened the third can of beer and chewed the spicy strips with relish.

"How can you drink like this, don't you hold on? Drink slowly, no one urged you! He Xi indulged in the sweaty hair of Jin Xi's sideburns.

The waves meekly patted the beach, the cloudless clear sky and the blazing sun made the two of them feel at ease, half a bottle of white wine went down, He Xi's cheeks were already crimson, he leaned on his knees, holding a parasol in his hand, looking at Jin Xi taking a sip of beer and a spicy strip, feeling happiness was very simple, he couldn't help but stretch out his hand, touch Jin Xi's already crimson cheeks, and the two looked at each other and smiled. Jin Xi approached He Xi, handed over a glass of wine and said: "He Xi, meeting you is the greatest satisfaction in my life, the future is far away, I don't want to think about it, I just need to be happy at the moment!" ”

He Xi drank the glass of wine, and a deep kiss was imprinted on Jin Xiru's crimson lips, Jin Xi responded emotionally, tears dripping down the corners of his eyes. There is always a painful process before parting, reluctance and heartache will alternately torture a corner of the heart, suffer for love, fulfill for love, Jin Xi is willing, but complains, fate refuses to give more time to indulge in love, and it is shallow and deep.

"Why are you crying, shouldn't you be happy on a holiday? Jin Xi, although I don't know my previous self, but now, I know my greed, I am greedy for our future, I don't just want this moment, I want forever, even if I can't find myself, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if my heart can't come back, give it to you, I will, I won't leave you, and you don't want to run away. We'll always be happy, and you'll always be with me, right? He Xi's eyes red from alcohol looked at Jin Xi deeply, waiting for Jin Xi's response, Jin Xi was a little worried, did he notice something when he said such a thing?

"He Xi, you look so cute when you're drunk, you can talk so much about love! Come on, come on, have another drink, and say some more love words to me! Jin Xi put the wine glass to He Xi's mouth, and He Xi drank it obediently.

"I'm not drunk, I'm just scared, I'm afraid that you will be hurt because of me, and I'm afraid that you will leave me, I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid that you will leave me, Jin Xi, are you yin or not?" He Xi choked up a little, tears rolling in his eyes.

"Oh, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not crying, I'm white, I'm white, I'm white, I'm not going to leave you, you won't leave me, you see you fed me white and fat, oh, it can't be considered white, it's just fat now, so how can I be hurt, oh, it's possible, oh, it's possible, because I'm too fat, so my heart is hurt, woo woo woo 。。。。。。" Jin Xi quipped.

"How can you still be kidding, you know yesterday。。。。。。 Yesterday you 。。。。。。 You won't understand。。。。。。 He Xi didn't know how to tell Jin Xi about yesterday, picked up the wine bottle and drank it, and when Jin Xi grabbed it, the bottle was already empty.

Jin Xi hugged He Xi's hot body and whispered: "He Xi, you don't have to be afraid of anything, I'm fine, and I won't leave you, your memory, don't worry, let's look for it slowly, even if you can't find it, you still remember me, it's a big deal that we depend on each other." The money on me is enough for us to live for a while, don't you have the craft, didn't we say that we would open a small restaurant? Didn't you say you were the boss and wanted me to be the boss? Jin Xi let go of his arm and looked at He Xi's eyes: "Boss, do you remember my bank card password?" ”

"Well, that was the day we met, when did you change it?" He Xi asked.

"Boss, you are the head of the family, you have to be in charge of the finances, and you should also know this necklace." Jin Xi took out the special necklace from his collar and continued: "You know, in this bottle, are my mother's ashes, and in this USB drive, there are many photos of me from the past, as well as a suicide note. Speaking of this, He Xi looked at Jin Xi with round eyes, and Jin Xi smiled and said: "Don't be nervous, it's reserved for the person who takes care of the aftermath for me, but now I don't need it, I love you so much, how can I be willing to die, but, here is the address of my mother's cemetery, originally I wanted to be buried with my mother." I mean, if in the future when it's inconvenient for me, you can go to see my mom on my behalf, would you? ”

"Of course, I'll accompany you to visit your mother!" He Xi said.

"That's good, also, my other bank card, which has 100,000 yuan in it, the password is my birthday, and it was originally reserved for the person who will do my funeral, and now it is also handed over to you, Chef He, I will depend on you for everything in the future, and my life and death will also be handed over to you, how about it, suddenly there is a burden!" Jin Xi patted He Xi on the shoulder.

"I'll work hard, but don't be as good as explaining the aftermath, I feel very uncomfortable!" He Xi complained and said, "I think about it, I'm recovering well now, but I need an identity, if I can't get my memory back, we'll go to the police station for help!" ”

"Oh, wait, maybe you'll regain your memory soon, it's not convenient now, how far can you get away from me, if someone detects, isn't this a supernatural event? You're a Heartless Demon, am I a Twin Heart? Jin Xi's persuasion made He Xi nod.

Looking at He Xi, who was confused by the strength of the wine, Jin Xi couldn't help but want to cry. He Xi, even if you don't remember me, you have to remember what I said, that's right, this is to explain the aftermath, and you will become the stranger who forgets me to take care of the aftermath for me, your heart and your memory, I will return it to you intact, I hope you will have all the best in the future and be okay forever.

The last can of beer was opened, Jin Xi drank half a can, dizziness hit, I am afraid that he was drunk, holding He Xi's face on his knees, kissing his forehead, Jin Xi said intoxicatedly: "My dear He Xi, in the future, we will be far, far away, far enough that you can not see me, far enough that you can fly freely, unlike now, you can only live in my sight, tie you up, I don't want to!" ”

"But, I'm willing, as long as you don't dislike it!" He Xi looked at Jin Xi with love.

"I don't dislike it, but, this is not good, I want you to be free, so, we have to work hard!" Jin Xi staggered to his feet, holding the beer can and stepping back a little.

"Hey, He Xi, it's two meters, it's okay, it's okay, it's three meters, it's okay!" Jin Xi swayed left and right around He Xi for two laps.

"It's okay, don't wrestle!" He Xi wanted to get up and hold Jin Xi, but the effect of alcohol made his body weak and numb, unable to move, and smiled helplessly while holding the umbrella.

"Look, He Xi, you have five meters of freedom, seven meters, ten meters, hey He Xi, can you hear me?" Jin Xi called out to He Xi, and when he saw him waving and smiling at him, he couldn't help it anymore, and two lines of hot tears poured down.

It's good, I really hope that time stops at this moment, He Xi's vision is a little blurred, Jin Xi's figure is getting smaller and smaller because of the gradual distancing, He Xi is still lying on his knees, his face is smiling in the direction of Jin Xi, such happiness seems to make people sleepy, and he closed his eyes unconsciously, but in just a few seconds, he was startled by the sudden dull pain in his heart, what drunkenness, what numbness, all dispelled by this sudden pain, the parasol slipped from his hand, He Xi covered his chest, and tried his best to focus on Jin Xi in the distance, she stood there fixedly, In his direction, but she didn't move, he couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, he wanted to get up and walk towards her, but his body was controlled by the suffocating pain, he wanted to call her name but couldn't make a sound, he could only helplessly stretch out his hand in her direction for help.

Jin Xi didn't know how far she was from He Xi, maybe 80 meters, maybe 100 meters, she didn't know, she just kept retreating, retreating to this position that made his heart react, this heart began to chill slightly, she saw He Xi in the distance and then reached out to her for help, she knew how much he hurt, she knew how much he needed herself.

Jin Xi was struggling, because when she saw He Xi smiling at herself, a thought flashed in her mind, she didn't want to die, she just had a reason to live, why did she take the initiative to choose death, isn't there another way to go? That path can keep us all alive, and isn't it best to live? However, he will endure the suffering of a lifetime of thunder, even if I am by his side, I can't save him, such as the pain of this moment, suffer for life, He Xi, are you willing to endure it?

He Xi propped himself on the beach with one hand, trying his best to control the body he wanted to dump, and with the other hand, he pressed the wound that had already cracked, and the warm blood flowed down his abdomen, and he turned red with his snow-white T-shirt and the tablecloth under him. The pale face was sweating like rain, the distorted eyebrows, the tearful and bloodshot eyes, and the mouth called weakly: "Jin Xi, come back quickly!" "However, the sky suddenly became gloomy, and the scorching sun instantly seemed to be swallowed alive by something, or the time of yesterday, or the feeling of yesterday, yes, it was this cloud.

The pain was superimposed on the biting cold, He Xi slowly lowered his head, through his clothes, the current surge in his chest was also clearly visible, he could no longer hold his body, a mouthful of blood sprayed on the beach, he fell down with a cry of pain, the direction he was looking at, Jin Xi was running in stride, He Xi shook his head with all his strength, and shouted weakly: "Don't, don't come, Jin Xi。。。。。。 No...... ”。

The sudden dark clouds interrupted Jin Xi's struggle, and she instinctively ran in the direction of He Xi, the closer she got closer, the hotter her body became, and the closer she became, the cold heart began to ache. Jin Xi helped He Xi up with lightning speed, and then pounced on He Xi, and in an instant, He Xi's chest began to absorb greedily, without pity, bloodthirsty as a demon.

"Kim... Jin Xi... Please... Don't be like this ... Please。。。。。。 He Xi's desperate cry, who couldn't move, finally turned into a silence like water.

Jin Xi clasped He Xi's shoulders tightly until his eyes blurred and it was pitch black. He Xi, maybe loving someone, not just sharing joys and sorrows, but because I love you, I can't see you suffering, but I can suffer for you, it turns out that I love you, and I have long surpassed the little greed that shares joys and sorrows, and I also believe that you are like this to me.

Carrying the fainting Jin Xi on his back, He Xi moved helplessly, heading towards home, still like yesterday evening, the sky was clear. He Xi carefully wiped Jin Xi's body, the heart was still red and hot, beating strongly, looking at Jin Xi's pale face, He Xi was distressed and guilty, was she really okay? God, please guide me, we just want to live peacefully, even if it's a curse, please come at me, don't hurt her, as long as she's good, I can do anything.

Late at night, outside the window is also like yesterday, the sky is full of stars, the pillow is asleep, He Xi tosses and turns, he can't sleep, thinking back to meeting Jin Xi so far, just one month, the fate is shallow and deep, maybe he has no past, and Jin Xi has no future, is it because we have too much extravagance to be cursed? The more you have, the more greedy you are, the moment is already the best, why bother to go far away, Jin Xi is right, the future is too far, isn't it the best to be happy at the moment? Life and death are very heavy, no longer mention, I only wish that where you go, there are also my steps!