One step, two steps, three steps。。。。。。 He Xi's every step stepped on Jin Xi's heart, He Xi didn't yin Bai Jinxi's inner struggle at the moment, but was angry at her willfulness, and said in her heart Doesn't she feel sorry for me? That kind of pain。。。。。。 It's so annoying!

Less than ten meters, He Xi suddenly turned around and glared at Jin Xi, Jin Xi was startled and took a step back.

"I don't want to do this, why do you want to do this kind of experiment, I'm not leaving." He Xi suppressed his anger and stood there.

"Going out is not like being at home, we can't attract too much attention, you don't want us to just change our place of residence and stay at home, then what kind of travel is it, if you really can't stand it, we might as well stay at home and don't go anywhere!" Jin Xi turned his back on his trembling hands and said deliberately seriously.

"Jin Xi, don't make trouble, if I say it's okay, it's okay, I know my body." He Xi walked up to Jin Xi and said in a soothing tone.

"What's wrong with Zhengyin? Or do you simply not have to stand it? Jin Xi took another step back, willful paranoia.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Aren't I fine now? Why do you have to hit the muzzle of the gun? I've been able to walk more than 500 meters, this safe distance is far enough, can you rest assured? It's okay! Take it easy, we're going to have fun, aren't we? Don't make a fuss, go home and pack your things. He Xi grabbed Jin Xi's wrist and wanted to move forward, but was thrown away by Jin Xi.

"Show me how long you can endure it." Jin Xi stubbornly turned his back on his hand, his eyes a little cold.

"You 。。。。。。" He Xi was speechless and relieved for a while, "Jin Xi, you are, how are you, how are you。。。。。。 I...... He Xi didn't know what to say to refuse Jin Xi and not make her angry, he wanted to say, Jin Xi, how can you bear to see me endure that kind of pain? You're the last person who wants me to have anything to do, aren't you? I'm going to become a normal person, aren't you happy? Do you regret it? Don't you love me?

He Xi just doesn't understand, why is the woman in front of her unreasonable and has a grudge against a good life?

"Don't you love me? If you love me, you will prove it to me! Jin Xi yelled at He Xi.

He Xi's eyes widened and froze in place, and his heart said This is what I want to say, yes, don't you love me? Love me, why should I hit the muzzle of the gun? But looking at Jin Xi's gradually anxious and cold eyes, he was ruthless, turned his head and walked forward quickly.

Fifty meters, one hundred meters, two hundred meters, four hundred meters, five hundred meters, five hundred and one 。。。。。。

He Xi's footsteps slowed down, and the suffocation and stuffiness also hit slowly, moving one more centimeter, the more painful his heart became, he turned around slowly, he couldn't see Jin Xi's face clearly, it was too far, but for the two of them, this safe distance was enough.

He Xi didn't move, sat down on the stone platform of the flower bed next to him, and breathed heavily, relieving the pain. Suddenly, the phone rang, it was Jin Xi's video call.

"Why don't you leave?" Jin Xi looked at He Xi's face on the screen, and there was nothing too unusual.

"It's border, and that's all I can do now. Look, it's all right, isn't it? I can bear it. He Xi breathed heavily, and smiled at Jin Xi on the other side of the screen.

Jin Xi didn't speak, just watched He Xi on the screen slowly retreat, seeing He Xi's face turn pale little by little, and sweat wet the corners of his forehead.

"Jin, Jin Xi, what are you doing? You, ah。。。。。。 He Xi clenched the clothes on his chest, the familiar squeezing pain hit violently, He Xi on the screen had already been painted, Jin Xi could only hear He Xi's heavy breathing and the cry of pain.

Jin Xi's collarbone became cold a little bit, and when he applied it to his palm, the abnormal temperature was transmitted to his palm, and tears fell down one by one.

"Jin Xi, it's okay, I'm in pain." He Xi squatted down, the phone fell to the ground, and the camera was pointed at the dark sky, which was a kind of blue with density.

"Bear with me, He Xi, you can!" Jin Xi's colorless voice came from the phone, and He Xi resisted the intense dull pain with some grief and indignation, but the suffocating feeling of the air around him being suffocated made him at a loss.

He Xi's vision was a little blurry, and a salty smell gradually came out of his mouth, grabbed his mobile phone, and turned around and lay on the stone platform with difficulty, afraid that occasionally passers-by would find out his strange appearance, and such a posture would only be interpreted as a drunk vomiting.

"Golden Sunset, Golden 。。。。。。" He Xi sprayed a mouthful of blood in the flower soil in front of him, and the green leaves closest to him were dyed blood red. He turned his head and tried to focus his eyes, looking for Jin Xi's figure in the distance, but his vision was too blurry, and the difficult breathing made He Xi unable to make a sound, his hands and feet began to be numb, the tearing sensation in his heart gradually intensified, and a wet and hot liquid flowed down his ribs, He Xi wanted to cover the wound, but his hands were no longer obedient, so he could only lie helplessly, with tears in his eyes.

Except for the coldness in the palm of her hand, Jin Xi couldn't feel the beating of the heart, and she stubbornly shouted to the mobile phone, "He Xi, you can do it, He Xi。。。。。。 But there was no sound on the other end of the phone.

Beyond a safe distance, He Xi will die of exhaustion due to hypoxic shock, and the Yin Thunder Tribulation is indeed different, the child's voice said that this is He Xi's Yin Thunder, but it is Jin Xi's Tribulation, and Jin Xi's existence is to feed He Xi's heart.

Only if Jin Xi is here, He Xi will not die, if Jin Xi is here, maybe neither of them will die, the suffering of yin and thunder is the price, but it will not cost He Xi's life. At this moment, it was Jin Xi who was carried away by obsession, and his reason also drifted away from the sea and sky in an instant.

In the more than 500 meters to He Xi, Jin Xi suddenly realized that he was crazy, he loved him so much, how could he bear to let him suffer this kind of pain. A cloudy day is the beginning of a happy journey, the beginning of a fulfillment, this is your own calamity, not to mention that you should not involve others, let alone that the other party is your beloved.

Jin Xi blamed himself as he ran: "Jin Xi, you are such a bastard, what about your determination, what about your courage, are you just like that?" Are you so selfish? After experiencing life and death difficulties again and again, you are about to reach the end, but you think about giving up? ”

He Xi in front of him lay still on his stomach, through the white coat, the red on He Xi's chest was so eye-catching, down the red below, all the way to the waist of the jeans, and then down, the thigh root was also red, the close-fitting half-sleeve was still Jin Xi's white T-shirt, and the embroidered red heart on the chest had long been integrated with the blood, and it was impossible to distinguish it in the night.

Moved over He Xi's shoulder, and a miserable white face leaned back, "He Xi, wake up He Xi!" There was no reaction, but when his head was resting on Jin Xi's shoulder, blood flowed from the corner of He Xi's mouth, dripping on Jin Xi's white coat.

He Xi's chest was still bubbling red, and Jin Xi's hand reached under the shirt and pressed the torn "tattoo".

For more than 20 minutes, two people faced the stone wall of the flower bed, one sat on the ground, the other was paralyzed and leaned in his arms, and occasionally walked behind him, looking sideways and disapproving. Fortunately, it was dark, the street lights were dim, and no one really cared about two drunk couples.

"He Xi, how are you, look at me, I'm here!" He Xi gradually regained his breathing, and Jin Xi's collarbone gradually warmed up.

He Xi frowned in pain, trying to inhale to resist the sense of impending death, and when his consciousness gradually became clear, he supported his body with both hands, leaned his head sideways on the edge of the stone platform, and his eyes were also focused on Jin Xi's face.

"Hehe。。。。。。" He Xi laughed weakly.

"Are you okay? Sorry, I was wrong! Jin Xi apologized guiltily, with tears in his eyes, trying not to let them fall.

"Hehe, ahem。。。。。。 I'm not dead, is it considered a proof for you? He Xi's weak voice barely entered Jin Xi's ears, he looked down at his chest, waist, and crotch, and smiled helplessly, "Waste, it's all sucked from you!" After speaking, he closed his eyes, and there was a faint dull pain in his heart, trying to absorb the oxygen around him.

Jin Xi didn't speak, she didn't know what to say, her palms were stained with dried red, and she wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, like a child who was being scolded for doing something wrong.

He Xi worked hard to calm himself, this feeling is actually taken for granted. The empty brain only has memories after meeting Jin Xi, and in the current days, only Jin Xi is the first, and every moment of life and death is confirming Jin Xi's love for himself and his dependence on Jin Xi.

He Xi twisted his body, his back against the stone wall, lying on the stone platform with his head back, Jin Xi took advantage of the situation to zip up his coat, but the dazzling red inside still stood out from the white coat gloomily, like graffiti on a tide coat in the night.

"Are you satisfied? Master! He Xi looked up and smiled fragily.

"I'm sorry." Jin Xi lowered his head and continued to wipe his eyes with the back of his hand, "Does it still hurt?" His eyes were fixed on He Xi's heart.

"It hurts!" He Xi grabbed Jin Xi's wrist with all his strength and pressed it on his chest tremblingly, "Aren't you distressed when I look like this?" ”

"Hmm!" Jin Xi couldn't hold back her tears and wiped her eyes with the back of her other hand.

"Then why are you doing this? We're cloudy。。。。。。 How can I have the strength to travel with you? If you don't want to go, just say it, why bother me like this。。。。。。 Ahem, ahem! He Xi was anxious and coughed dryly.

"If you want to go, He Xi, you scold me, beat me, I'm neurotic, my brain is sick, don't forgive me!" Jin Xi put his arms around He Xi's neck and rubbed all his apologies into this hug.

"Okay, help me up, hurry home and collect things, didn't you say the car on a cloudy morning?"

"Well, come, slow down, hold me by the shoulder!"

He Xi staggered to his feet, his legs and feet trembled unobediently, he was so dizzy that he could see that everything was turning, he could only close his eyes and prop himself on Jin Xi's body and move his steps slowly!

When he got home, He Xi was drenched in sweat, his face was white and scary, and he sat heavily on the stool at the door, and he didn't even have the strength to change his shoes.

Jin Xi dragged people into the bathroom.

Putting aside the clothes he took off, he xi leaned on jin xi, the moment the hot water fell from the shower, the smell of blood permeated the small bathroom, which was also the smell of pain.

"Don't do this kind of experiment again, okay, make me look like a waste ghost, it hurts too much Jin Xi, it hurts too much。。。。。。" He Xi hung his hands on his sides, and his forehead rested on Jin Xi's shoulders, like a puppet with a broken thread.

Jin Xi didn't respond, and silently washed the blood stains on He Xi's body, He Xi's body was always slightly cold, and the bath water was deliberately heated by Jin Xi, and it didn't warm up the man. After changing into a dressing gown and settling He Xi to sleep, Jin Xi returned to the bathroom.

The smell of blood emanated from the clothes He Xi took off, and the white t-shirt could even wring blood, Jin Xi panicked and stuffed his clothes and pants into the washing machine and put a lot of laundry detergent. Clean up yourself, and the corners of the bathroom are fragrant, and you can't smell the slightest smell of blood.

Standing in front of the bed, the moonlight broke through the window, shining on He Xi's pale face, a thin layer of sweat on his forehead like a layer of frost, and the frowning brows from time to time seemed to remind him that the dull pain in his heart had not dissipated.

Jin Xi silently wiped his eyes again.

People are always at the mercy of greed, Jin Xi secretly scolds her greed, harming others and herself, because what she wants to fight is not fate, but a real curse.

Didi 。。。。。。 The washing machine prompt sounds. Except for the two pure white sunscreen jackets that are still pure white, the things worn by the other two are all dyed with a faint layer of powder, jeans have become powder blue, white T-shirts have become pink and white T-shirts, only the embroidered peach heart on it is still red, Jin Xixin said impossible, how can blood dye clothes, but He Xi's blood really dyed red clothes, which made people panic.

After drying the two coats, Jin Xi went out softly with her blood-stained clothes and pants. Walking to the garbage bin farther away, Jin Xi threw away his clothes and pants.

The evening breeze was slightly cool, Jin Xi paced slowly, looked at the surroundings that he had gradually become familiar with, and sighed endlessly in his heart, giving me more time to fulfill others and redeem myself, there is love in this process, no loss!